BOBBIE JO

POST-OP TGIRL

BLOG 2009-2012

BLOG 2009-2012


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Blog - 2009

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1. No, I am NOT fully functional. I am on hormones. I am NOT a she-male. Most true TS's are NOT fully functional.
2. Yes, that truly is my real hair.
3. yes, I have actual real live breasts now, and no, those are NOT implants.
4. Once again, I am NOT fully functional, I am a PRE-OP TS, and NOT a she-male. If you want someone who is fully functional, you need to find a SHE-MALE, or a CD, but NOT a TS. A true TS will NOT be fully functional unless she has taken something like Viagra to help her along. See this link for correct definitions of the terms. TS, CD, TG definition

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April 2009-It is with my latest experience with corporate stupidity that I have grown tired of the horse manure in IT.
"we care about our employees".....translation: we care about covering our own butts
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"we provide career path opportunities for our employees"...translation: only if you're a ceo or a senior manager.
So, I'm looking at some other ideas (listed below), IT just doesn't appeal to me anymore.
Exotic Dancer
Dominatrix
Porn Actress (if I'm going to get fucked over, I might as well enjoy it)
President of the United States (my campaign slogan would be: THE BULLSHIT STOPS NOW)
General all around slut (see porn actress comment)
Housewife
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Good Grief, I just realized, April 2009 was my 35th anniversary in I/T. Now's a good as time as any for a career change.

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What yucky weather. Unfortunately I have to go out in it and get a few things faxed. Where is Spring?
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A letter to my daughter.
Dear Sasha,
I want you to know that I have loved you from the minute I first saw you. I remember how small you seemed when you were first born.
I look at you now, and you are growing up so fast. Eight years old, and going on "14".
You were, still are, and will always be my little angel. I am so proud of you, and I want you to study and do well in school and in your life.
I also want you to know that if you need anything of me, all that you have to do is ask, and I will be there to help you.
Your mom took you away from me on April 5th, 2009 under the guise of "protecting you from me" simply because I am a transgendered female. I can not imagine how cold-hearted a person has to be to do that to someone.
I want you to know that I will always think of you, and I hope that when you turn 18, we will be able to reconnect and once again be as close as we were for the first eight years of your life.
 I wish you all the best, and I will always think of you, and I hope to see you when you turn 18, if not before.
I love you with all my heart.
Take care.
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I went to the PFLAG conference in Cleveland. I was able to not only see and hear Mary Lou Wallner, I was able to hug her and thank her for all of the help she has been to me.
She and her husband are truly angels.
Their story is on their website at: www.teach-ministries.org

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I went to church today at United Church of Christ, where they are actually very accepting of GLBT people.
http://www.liberationucc.org/index.html
After church, I went for a walk around the neighborhood.
Then later, I jumped in the car, went to the state park on the lake, and walked around the lake for awhile. After I came home from the lake, I fixed my roommate and myself a salad.
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Started throwing some things away for when I sell the house, so I have less stuff to move. On another note, today is the 13th month that I have been out full time as a tgirl.
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Oh my goodness, I was going through some old papers today throwing some stuff away in case I have to sell the house and move in the next 5 weeks or so. and what did I find? An autographed photograph from Baltimore Orioles Third baseman Brooks Robinson, personally autographed to my grandfather. wow, too cool. Bobbie Jo
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I went to downtown cleveland today to celebrate the domestic partner registry. Later we went to a church service and then onto Bounce Nightclub. This weekend, (5/9) I will be going to my prom at Cocktails Night Club. My first prom as my true and correct self, I am very excited.
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Gee, I know the feeling. I found this one on jobvent today and it was just too good to pass up.

http://www.jobvent.com/companyBrowse.php?CompanyID=232&searchType=company&searchText=progressive
 
 
Northeast 05/11/2009: Progressive is the most heartless company ever. Please, run from this place while you can. Laid off today after 15 years of dedication to this slimy company. If Tricia has any bit of a soul left, I doubt she will ever have another night of sleep in her life. She has destroyed lifes today with her ruthless display of "flattening out the organization". Her parents should be ashamed of her. Her family should be ashamed of her. Her kids should be ashamed of her. What a legacy - destroying peoples familys who have bled blue for this company. Tricia, my kids thank you for being able to see me more then 2 days a week. But how will they respond when we are living on the street? I can't tell you how many nights I have spent in hotels, missing my kids as they have grown without me there to watch. Missing my wife, my family, giving everything for this company. Today I received the most ruthless news of my life advising that my job has been eliminated. It was a cold, calculated conversation. Not even a thank you for years of dedicated service. Nothing... Unreal. This company is going down so fast. Stock prices will be below $5 a share before the year is out. The only hope this company has left is for Geico to buy them out. Tricia, I hope cutting all of quality people allows you to build another Service Center or two (worst idea of all time) then you can force more reps to force customers into "our" repair channel. What a joke. Progressive steers customers. This is no secret. We have been cheating auto body shops for years. Progressive is a joke. Good luck to all of you!!! Tricia - you rule. Great job so far. Hmmm. What have you done? Nothing but destroy families that have given you the ability to drive your fancy car to your fancy house and eat your fancy dinner. Wow, you should be ashamed. Nothing says success like getting rid of the people who have helped build this company and your salary. I hope nothing but the worst life has to offer you Tricia. Good luck and good bye to a horrible, horrible, horrible, horrible claims leader. You are a joke.
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I couldn't agree more. I wish I had known about this site before I started working for repressive corporation. I certainly wouldn't have taken a job with that horsrcap of a company if I had known how they truly treat people. I now check out every company on jobvent.com before I put in an application with them. Prospective employees, be aware, there are a lot of reasons that repressive corporation has a negative 7500 rating.
From jobvent.com
Respect-Does not exist.Progressive Insurance breaks just about every law they can get away with. Descrimination, micromanagement, Lies and more lies. They literally have a team of HR goons that do nothing but try to blow smoke up employees tail ends and keep the law breaking management (All levels) from getting the company sued
Work Environment- The absolute worst environment of any company I have had the pleasure to work for. Employees are fearful, concerned, angry, and just plain tired of the way the executives and management has ruined every thing that once was great about this company. Graduates do very very thorough research on Progressive. You will see the examples of the work enviroment you will encounter upon accepting employment here.
Job Security-Absolutely pathetic. The current executive management team has made poor choices and has caused Progressive to drop from the #3 auto insurer to #5 and still dropping. The upper management creates false records in order to set up a system to get rid of employees so that they will not have to pay severance or unemployment. There is no tenure
here.
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This is so cool. I looked out the window today and Momma groundhog is out in my back yard with her 4 babies. I had never seen the babies before, this is really neat. I love it. That absolutely made my day.
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I had a freaking fantastic time in Warren, OH at the Girls Night Out last night.
I LOVE MY LIFE.
"We don't stop playing because we grow old, we grow old because we stop playing"
I wouldn't trade my life as a tgirl for anything in the world.
My only regret is that I tried to hide from my true self for far too many years.
Bobbie Jo, I was a woman from day one, and I am now finally living my life as the woman I should have been all along.

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Good for her. I wish I had done this at that age instead of trying to live up to other peoples expectations for far too long.
http://www.ketv.com/cnn-news/19474067/detail.html
OMAHA, Neb. -- An Omaha couple is allowing their 8-year-old son to openly live life as a girl. It’s a decision that means the child is no longer invited to attend Catholic school.
Therapists and the child’s parents say the second grade student is transgender, a medical condition where a person’s inner sense of identity doesn’t match their biological gender. Some gender experts say as many as one in 500 people may be transgender or carry significant traits of the opposite sex.
“It’s kind of like you’re trapped somewhere and you can’t get out,” said the child, whose name and face are not being made public to protect the family from potential harm.
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I am extremely fortunate, I have a truly incredible bunch of friends.
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Last night I went to the URNA party in Columbus Ohio. Today, I was doing volunteer work for askcleveland, we did canvassing for transgender rights in Cleveland, Ohio.
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Today, I called my sister and talked to her for awhile, then I put on another pair of white shorts shorts, my bikini top, my flip flops, and I went for a stroll at Headlands Beach park.
About 7:00 p.m., it was getting a little cool, so I headed back to the car, put on my tgirl tshirt and headed over to the grocery store and then to Best Buy. I love my tgirl tshirt, found at: Tgirl tshirt
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Torture treatment day (Electrolysis) I will be so happy when I am done with this.
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I have been in columbus the past few days, helping my boyfriend Rob get his new house ready for closing.
I actually painted the basement steps yesterday, okay, I painted both me and the basement steps. A half a gallon of paint on me, a little more than that on the basement steps.
Rob has treated me like a queen, he is an extremely sweet guy and I love him a lot. I hope that his parents know what a truly great son they have.
If I don't find a job soon, Rob will be getting two new roommates, me and my cat. I probably have about 5 weeks of cash left before the bank account goes to zero. My deadline for deciding whether to put the house up for sale or not is the first Friday in June.
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Do so-called "normal" people have HID?
I absolutely, positively hate the term GID. I don't have GID, I now know exactly who I am and who I was meant to be all along, it just took me awhile to figure it out.
I simply have a birth defect, and that is all I have. I DO NOT have an "identity" disorder, and people need to quit classifying it as such. I was meant to be a woman all along. I am FINALLY living my life as I should have from day one on this planet.
Hopefully one day if my finances allow, I can have my birth defect corrected.

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I went to church today in Cincinnati and I was able to see my daughter and also watch her sing a song. That made me happy.
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It is shortly after midnight, and I am sitting here singing to the song "The consequences of falling" by K.D. Lang.
I was sitting here at the computer, and my cat Oreo was on top of the computer desk, we had the blinds to the sliding door wide open.
All of a sudden I see Oreo, and she's staring intently at the window, am I'm like what the he** is she looking at ?
I turned around, and there staring back at me big as life, was a racoon
That was so cool.
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Tonight, I was doing phone banking for askcleveland.org to support anti-discrimination legislation for transgendered people.
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After hearing how Domenic lost his spouse to a brain aneurysm, it got me thinking about death, so sorry but this post might be a bit morbid, you've been warned
I was thinking, what would I want people to know if I died tomorrow, so here, in no particular order are some of the things I have to say to various people. I will probably add a few more people when I think about this some more, but this is a start for now.
1. Mom - Please don't hate me or my lifestyle, because I am truly happy for the first time in my life. Please be happy for me. Love, Bobbie Jo 
2. Sasha - I love you so much, you are my angel. I wish you all the best, and know that I will always be with you in spirit, always there, looking out for my little girl.
3. Domenic - I was so sorry to hear about your spouse. Your story touched me, and your generosity was simply incredible. Thank you.
4. Rob - You are my sweetheart, my lover, my companion, my boyfriend, my protector, and all that I could have ever hoped for. I can not possibly express in words everything that you mean to me. I was so glad that I met you at Southbend. That was easily one of the best nights of my life.
5. Michelle - You are such a great friend. I value our friendship immensely. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
6. Bob S. - I will always remember our fun times together. They brought a smile to my face (and yours too I am sure)
7. Linda, Jean and Susanna - Thank you so much for your understanding and support during my transition. Linda, your makeup tips were just wonderful, I no longer look like a drag queen in heat. Thanks to the three of you so much for makeup tips, jewelry, clothes, and nail polish suggestions. Your help made me the woman I am today.
8. Ed - You are about the best roommate I could have ever hoped for, even if you did spoil my cat rotten. Thank you.
9. Jenn - What can I say? You have been the best sister on the planet. Thank you so much for your support, understanding, friendship, love, etc.
10. Donna Richards - I may not have told you, but you are my inspiration. I look up to you. I can only hope to be 1/10th as lovely as you are.
11. Chrissie, Glenda, Buffy, Lynn, Cindi,Marsha,Hunni - You girls are simply amazing, your zest for life is truly remarkable. Thank you so much, I am happy to count you among my friends.
12. Ken and Michelle - love each other, and take care of the kids. I am lucky to have you as my brother and my sister in law.
13. Sean - Please take care of Jenn, she seems to think she is invincible at times.
14. Rick Kotynski - You are one of the two best managers that I ever had the pleasure of working for. I certainly do wish that you had stayed in charge of the group. The kool aid drinkling, brown nosing, yes goon that soon followed you was without a doubt the worst idiot I have ever worked for.
15. John Schmitt - The best manager I ever worked for. Thank you so much for your support and subsequent friendship.
16. Dianne - yes I've changed a little since our high school days, but I wanted to tell you that I hope all of your dreams come true, you were my first real love, even though there were times that I didn't do a very good job of demonstrating that.
17. Rico - We had a lot of fun times too. Thank you, I certainly enjoyed them.
18. Cassie - I had a great time recollecting old times and shopping with you when I visited Florida. You've got it all together..
19. Margaret - The time we spent together was fun. I enjoyed it, I hope you did too.
20. Valerie - Thanks for your friendship. I was very close to your mom, and I enjoy to this day that you and I keep in touch.
21. Vonda - I liked working with you, and I don't know about you, but I sure am glad to be away from Regressive Insurance. I enjoyed our talks at Applebees, Hometown, etc.
22. Geoff - You helped keep my spirits up, you have helped me through some very difficult times and I greatly appreciate your support and generosity. Thank you very much.
23. Mistress Tara - You provided me with so many opportunities to enjoy myself. I had such a great time due to you. Thank you.
24. MIstress Delilah - as Slave -8 said, we are the ying and yang  of well, you know. I had many great and fun times with you.
25. Mistress Elizabetha - You are the lady who made all of this possible for me, and taught me to release my inhibitions and become my true self, and release all of those inner feelings I had for so many years. I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
26. Mary Lou Wallner - Thank you for everything that you and your husband do. Thank you for being a great supporter of the GLBT community. You two are truly a blessing, and you have made a difference in my life.
27. Phill - Thank you for being so generous and kind to me. You are a wonderful person.

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                          Living with Meniere's Disease
Yes, I have this. In 1999, I suffered my first attack from Meniere's Disease. At the time I had no idea what the heck it was or what was wrong with me. So, if I am out somewhere, and you see me fall to the floor, or grab onto something to steady myself, this may be what is going on, I may be suffering an attack. Follow the instructions in section below titled: ---> How Do I Manage an Attack of Meniere's disease?
In 1999, I was at my desk working, when all of a sudden I had a massive headache, felt like the worst migrain headache in the world. I laid my head down on the desk, my manager came by and asked me what was wrong. I told him I had no idea, I could not walk straight, I could not stand up without throwing up. They called the ambulance for me, put me on the stretcher and took me to the hospital.
By the time we got to the hospital, my headache was somewhat better, and I could at least stand on my own two feet without falling down. They gave me something to help with the dizzy spells, and then sent me home.
After many days, weeks, tests and more tests, they finally ruled out everything else and told me that I had Meniere's disease. I was given Antivert in 2001, and I took that until 2003. The doctor suggested that I try and cut down the dosage and see what would happen. I did, and I had no more repeat occurances. Eventually I just went off the medicine altogether, my last pill was taken in the fall of 2003.
Update - June 2009 - I have recently had a couple of little episodes where I have had a dizzy spell (granted not anywhere near as bad as before, no vomiting this time, or being unable to stand up straight), but I did have a prescription for antivert refilled, as a precaution, just in case. So, if I am out somewhere, and I fall to the floor, and don't recover myself, then please take an antivert pill from my purse, and pop it in my mouth.

http://www.american-hearing.org/disorders/menieres/menieres.html#whatis
Meniere's disease - In 1861, the French physician Prosper Ménière described a condition which now bears his name. Meniere's disease is a disorder of the inner ear that causes episodes of vertigo, ringing in the ears (tinnitus), a feeling of fullness or pressure in the ear, and fluctuating hearing loss.
A typical attack of Meniere's disease is preceded by fullness in one ear. Hearing fluctuation or changes in tinnitus may also precede an attack. A Meniere's episode generally involves severe vertigo (spinning), imbalance, nausea and vomiting. The average attack lasts two to four hours. Following a severe attack, most people find that they are exhausted and must sleep for several hours. There is a large amount of variability in the duration of symptoms. Some people experience brief "shocks," and others have constant unsteadiness. The majority of people with Meniere's disease are over 40 years of age, with equal distribution between males and females.
A particularly disabling symptom is a sudden fall that may occur without warning.
Meniere's episodes may occur in clusters; that is, several attacks may occur within a short period of time. However, years may pass between episodes. Between the acute attacks, most people are free of symptoms or note mild imbalance and tinnitus.
Meniere's disease usually starts confined to one ear but it often extends to involve both ears over time so that after 30 years, 50% of patients with Meniere's have bilateral disease (Stahle et al, 1991). There is some controversy about this statistic however; some authors suggest that the prevalence of bilaterality is as low as 17% (Silverstein, 1992). We suspect that this lower statistic is due to a lower duration of follow-up and that the 50% figure is more likely to be correct. Other possibilities, however, are selection bias and different patterns of the disease in different countries. Silverstein suggested that 75% of persons destined to become bilateral do so within five years.
How Do I Manage an Attack of Meniere's disease?
During an acute attack, lay down on a firm surface. Stay as motionless as possible, with your eyes open and fixed on a stationary object. Do not try to drink or sip water, as you would be very likely to vomit. Stay like this until the severe vertigo (spinning) passes, then get up SLOWLY. After the attack subsides, you will probably feel very tired and need to sleep for several hours.
If vomiting persists and you are unable to take fluids for longer than 24 hours (12 hours for children), contact your doctor. He or she can prescribe nausea medication, and/or vestibular suppressant medication. Your doctor may wish to see you. Antivert and Ativan are commonly used vestibular suppressant medications and Compazine or Phenergan are commonly used medications for nausea.
What Can be Done to Reduce the Symptoms of Meniere's disease?
Between attacks, medication may be prescribed to help regulate the fluid pressure in your inner ear, thereby reducing the severity and frequency of the Meniere's episodes. Dyazide is the most common medication for this purpose. Neptazine can be used when response to Dyazide isn't good enough. Verapamil (typical dose: 120 SR) sometimes reduces the frequency of attacks. Some physicians prescribe Histamine injections. Prednisone or other steroids (for example Decadron) are occasionally helpful in short bursts. Vestibular suppressants such as Antivert (meclizine) or Klonazepam are used on an as-needed basis.
How Does What I Eat Affect Meniere's Disease?
Your inner ear fluid is influenced by certain substances in your blood and other body fluids. For instance, when you eat foods that are high in salt or sugar, your blood level concentration of salt or sugar increases, and this, in turn, will affect the concentration of substances in your inner ear.
People with certain balance disorders must control the amount of salt and sugar that is added to food. You must also become aware of the hidden salts and sugars that foods contain. Limiting or eliminating your use of caffeine and alcohol will also help to reduce symptoms of dizziness and ringing in the ears.
How Might Meniere's Disease Affect My Life?
Since the acute symptoms of Meniere's disease are episodic, it is important to explain to your family and friends what might happen when you have an attack. Then, if the symptoms occur when they are present, they will understand and not be overly frightened.
You may be able to protect yourself from injury if you feel that an attack is about to begin. Some attacks may occur during the night, so be sure you have a night light on; you will be relying more on vision to help maintain your balance. You will want to make sure that the path to the bathroom is free of throw rugs, furniture or other obstructions.



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I had a Meniere's attack this morning, I had to go lay down for awhile. I felt almost sick to my stomach, had a headache, and dizzy as well.
I am still not feeling the greatest, but a lot better than earlier.
I think I am going to stop drinking soft drink and see if that helps. I had been drinking a fair amount of diet mountain dew lately.
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I joined a couple of other people at Cedar Lee Theatre tonight in the effort to help spread the word about the need for transgendered people to be treated the same as everyone else.
Please, if you can, come join us at future events, it would mean a lot to me.
Thank you
http://www.askcleveland.org/event-calendar-for-ask-cleveland
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Electrolysis day. OUCH !
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I applied today for an escort/model job. We'll see if that one pans out. I need something to start bringing in some money before too long considering my cash is going to run out in about 30 days.
I also sent a reply to Tyra Banks, she was looking for some people like myself to be on her Tv show. Not sure if I will make the cut, after all, that's a once in a lifetime shot, but hey, if I don't try, then there's no chance at all. Bobbie Jo
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I went on the annual G.I.F.T. cruise last night, and I had such a fantastic time. Dancing, entertainment, good friends, meeting people, drinks, food, etc. I must be doing something right, because I had some more people on the cruise that had no idea that I was a TS. They were talking to me, and they thought that I was a genetic girl. That just makes me day, affirming that I am doing well with my makeup and my transition. Bobbie Jo
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We don't stop playing because we grow old.
We grow old because we stop playing.
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Interesting article, and very true. http://www.clevescene.com/cleveland/how-progressive-insurance-lost-what-made-it-progressive/Content?oid=1504924
Chris Lantzy's 16-year career ended in a hotel room in Newton, Iowa. The call came as he was road-tripping from Colorado with his five sons, headed to Mom's house in Cleveland for Thanksgiving. His wife was back in Colorado, pregnant with their seventh child and unable to make the trek.
Lantzy could afford a big family, thanks to paychecks from one of Northeast Ohio's most successful companies, Progressive. He had worked his way up from lowly temp to senior IT programmer, earning $75,000 in a good year. He'd moved to Colorado Springs from the company's Mayfield Village headquarters just two years before, and always planned to retire from the insurance giant.
Now it had come to this: laid off at the age of 44, just in time for Christmas.
Lantzy was one of more than 340 people to receive pink slips in November. Facing a plummeting stock price, declining profits, and a losing advertising war, the nation's third-largest auto insurer was faltering. The "reduction in force" was supposed to trim the fat.
But two months after the layoffs became public, the company bought the naming rights to Jacobs Field. It was a savvy marketing move, perhaps, but one that angered both Indians fans and employees, who saw the $50 million advertising buy as an insult.
Suddenly, one of Greater Cleveland's best employers, a beacon of stability with 9,400 jobs, became a target of ridicule and resentment. While Wall Street analysts may not have been overly bothered by the slump, Clevelanders couldn't help but take it to heart. The region doesn't have many Fortune 500 companies left. If Progressive stumbles, where does that leave us?
In 2000, Peter B. Lewis was headed through security at the Auckland, New Zealand airport when drug-sniffing dogs discovered an ounce of pot in his briefcase. The 66-year-old billionaire philanthropist, who had recently had his leg amputated, endured a cavity search and a night in jail. This is the man who built Progressive.
Raised in Cleveland Heights during World War II, Lewis took over his father's company in the '60s and grew it from a small outfit to a national name brand with 27,000 employees nationwide. Around the Mayfield campus, "Peter B." was a deity.
He hired bright young people and gave them the power to make decisions. They were encouraged to question authority and be honest with their customers — a novel approach in the insurance world.
Under his leadership, the company earned a reputation for innovation. In the '50s, it started insuring high-risk drivers when no one else was interested, and those customers helped business explode. Then, in the booming '90s, Progressive became notoriously efficient. Independent insurance agents could send a customer's information to Progressive and get a policy faster than anywhere else.
It was one of the first companies to sell insurance online. It launched 24-hour phone lines, and even took the unusual step of providing customers with quotes from competitors.
Meanwhile, employees were treated royally with on-site gyms and doctors' services. Lewis' ex-wife, Toby, helped build what became one of the most impressive corporate art collections in the world.
New ideas were welcomed, and if you worked hard, it paid off with promotions and prestige.
"[Lewis] treated his employees as assets to the company and as real human beings," says one former employee.
"There was just a camaraderie," adds Lantzy. "You took care of them; they took care of you."
Lewis was so dedicated to the company that he told a reporter his fantasy was "to be carried feet first out of my office." About eight years ago, thanks to circulatory problems that led to partial amputation of his leg, he ceded the spotlight, resigning as CEO. These days, he enjoys his private jet and homes in Beachwood, New York, and Colorado, and spends nearly half the year on a luxury yacht overseas. Renowned for his love of art, women, and weed, he makes a habit of giving the finger to Cleveland's civic establishment, withholding donations from institutions like Case Western Reserve and University Circle if he decides they're poorly run.
He's still the chairman of Progressive's board, but when he departed, he made Glenn Renwick his handpicked CEO. Some employees say nothing has been the same since.
"Until the reorganization was announced, I could've written a commercial for how much I loved Progressive," says one veteran manager.
"Everybody wanted to be there," adds another longtime employee. "Now it's quite the opposite."
When contacted by Scene, most employees were afraid to speak publicly about the company. Some fear they'll be fired. The laid-off still have friends and family on the job. And Progressive, they say, is no longer a place where people are encouraged to speak openly.
In the years after Lewis left, new layers of management appeared. Analysts and MBAs were hired to examine processes and procedures, rather than bring money in the door. "Things quit getting done," one former manager recalls.
Office politics became more important, Lantzy says, causing the company to lose focus. New managers would reorganize things. Six months later, everything would be reshuffled again. It had become something of a Dilbert cartoon — management for management's sake. "It didn't seem like being a loyal, hard worker counted as much anymore, whereas it always had," he says.
Soon, the trademark collegial office culture was replaced by fear. One longtime employee says that if someone complains in his out-of-state office, the bosses will put a newspaper on his desk, opened to the want ads.
"They pretty much rule with an iron fist," he explains. "They want you out, they'll get you out."
A former local manager, who was earning more than $100,000 a year, learned of his impending layoff at a hastily convened meeting in November. Progressive's call-center chief actually read from a script. The manager's position was being eliminated, they told him. There just wasn't a place for him.
He might have mistaken this for a scene from Office Space, if not for the extra security guards outside the door. He grabbed his coat, turned in his key card, and walked out.
The days of Peter B.'s swaggering honesty and fearless innovation were officially over.
Some trace the decline to Progressive's dubious decision, four years ago, to split the company into two brands. Drive would sell policies the traditional way, through agents in neighborhood offices. Progressive Direct would sell via the phone and the internet.
For reasons no one can seem to explain, the company believed the split would help them win favor with independent agents, who hawked the policies of multiple companies. Progressive invested heavily in the idea, wining and dining agents in Vegas, and renting out a racetrack so they could see the Drive car compete, one veteran employee recalls.
The execs didn't seem to realize that diluting their name recognition by splitting into two lesser-known brands was asking for trouble.
The decision didn't sit well with many independent agents. They were already peeved about Progressive's low commissions and worried that its online and phone sales would put them out of business. Trying to get them to sell an unknown brand wasn't going to help.
"Everybody saw that it was ridiculous," one Cleveland manager says.
Yet the split remained in place until last September, when the company folded back under the single Progressive banner. But by that time, agents had already taken to placing their business elsewhere, says Brian Sullivan, editor of the trade newsletter Auto Insurance Report.
Meanwhile, competitors began to target Progressive's greatest strengths. Other companies jumped into online sales and sought high-risk drivers. And Progressive continued to get pummeled in the area that's always been its weakness: marketing.
According to TNS Media Intelligence, nationwide spending on car insurance ads exploded from $600 million in 2003 to $1.6 billion in 2006. GEICO alone spent at least $500 million that year.
Progressive had long believed that customers would automatically recognize its superior service, Sullivan says, though it might not offer the cheapest policies. But that's not a message that sells well in a sound bite. Slogans such as "Think easier; think Progressive" and "Relax. Just drive" weren't the kind of catchphrases you could hum in a carpool.
Nine years ago, the company ran a Super Bowl ad featuring E.T. as a spokesman for safe driving. It was supposed to be part of a larger branding campaign, complete with propaganda in drivers' ed courses and an E.T. Safety Club for kids. But it all had the feel of a public service announcement. When new customers failed to arrive, Lewis fired the ad company.
"They really don't understand advertising and marketing," Sullivan says. "That's what's playing the game right now."
GEICO is just the opposite. With its faintly British gecko mascot and Caveman commercials — so popular they spawned a sitcom — it offers a counterpoint as a friendly, likable company with a healthy sense of humor.
Allstate, meanwhile, portrays itself as a reliable, comforting hand you can depend on during a disaster. Its spokesman, naturally, is the cello-voiced Dennis Haysbert, who played the president on 24.
By comparison, Progressive's ads seem more like software commercials. They are sleek and tech-savvy, but hardly distinguishable from thousands of others. The current slogan, "It's about you. And it's about time," is as bland as its predecessors. Its latest commercial features a nondescript guy in a checkout line. The cashier claims he just saved $350, then touts the company's "concierge claims service" and 24/7 help online.
Within the blizzard of ads that pound consumers daily, it has all the ingredients to be eminently forgettable.
"Progressive has consistently proven that it doesn't know what funny is," Sullivan says. "It's just bad."
Progressive seems to be aware of the problem. It recently moved its brand development division under CEO Renwick's direct supervision. One of its biggest moves was to buy the naming rights to Jacobs Field. The question is whether displaying its logo at Tribe games will be enough to make a difference.
Sullivan says the name game is helpful, because it builds branding and puts Progressive's name on the lips of baseball fans everywhere. But the dizzying pace at which stadiums change names leaves it unclear whether fans remember any field's name.
"This is a spectacular insurance company with a very powerful foundation," Sullivan says. "Four really smart people can fix the advertising. The problem is, they haven't found those four people."
By last fall, Progressive's stock price had fallen to $18.21 — the lowest it had been in four years.
This raises questions about the company's capacity to grow. People clearly aren't buying its stock, and that problem has persisted for months (the price was down to $17.76 in early March).
Last month, Progressive's claims chief of the past nine years, Brian Passell, was "separated" from the company without explanation. Such moves don't inspire confidence. "They're not growing," Sullivan says. "They need to get this figured out."
It's perhaps a sign of how bad things have gotten that corporate officials refused to talk to Scene for this story. There was a time when reporters could reach Lewis directly. Now calls are vetted through a PR team. Answers to Scene's questions were provided via e-mail and attributed to the company's human resources chief, Tricia Griffith.
She admits that having a well-known brand is key to competing with the GEICOs of the world and says that the Jacobs Field deal is designed to make that happen. As for the employees, they're still enjoying the same gyms, yoga classes, health centers, dry cleaning, and profit-sharing perks they always have. Those who were laid off were considered either "redundant" after Drive and Direct merged, or simply not necessary. She says the company's IT department was "overstaffed." In fact, she suggests that the layoffs, many of which affected higher-paid veterans, would help save Progressive from the problems that concern Sullivan.
"These changes allow us to operate more efficiently, which can help us bring competitive prices to more customers and grow our business," Griffith wrote.
But as one manager points out, it's been four months since the layoffs, and "Our stock prices are still not moving." She can't help but blame the people on top.
"Peter would have found some way to stimulate the business," she says. "He would've put Progressive out there in the forefront."
These days, the mood in Mayfield is dark. No one's sure whether more cuts are coming, and managers feel their every move is being examined from above. One says she used to be free to make many of her own decisions. Now, "I could still do that, but only after I get permission to do that."
She won't leave, because she has a son in college and "couldn't touch" the salary she's earning anywhere else. But she's frustrated, knowing that a company full of "some of the brightest people I've ever worked with" is being choked by fear and micromanagement. "I think that the business would be successful again," she says. "It's like you need to unleash those people."
Of course, no one is ready to write Progressive's obituary. Some analysts argue that the company's roaring growth of the '90s couldn't last forever — all rising empires inevitably plateau. "They had a golden age," Sullivan says. "That is rarely sustained for long."
John Ryan, an analyst for Morningstar, points out that the car insurance industry as a whole is suffering through a natural downturn after a boom. He's confident it's a temporary problem, and a well-run company like Progressive will recover in time. "People may be antsy . . . To us, it's nothing new," he says from his office in Chicago.
Adds Sullivan: "They're struggling, but the core of what they do is still excellent."
In the end, it's hard to kill the optimism bred by decades of success. Even Lantzy says he recently applied for another job at Progressive. "I really cared about the company," he says, "and in a funny way, I still do. It's just a big chunk of me."
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Torture treatment day again. I can actually tell that there is less hair each time to worry about, but of course it isn't going away fast enough for me. I want this to all be gone now. Thank you Carol for your help in transforming me into the woman I should have been all along. Your work means a lot to me, and I appreciate it greatly.
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Why I bother, I do not know.
The idiotic "service engine light" came on today on the car.       Hey good one, let's take more money that I don't have.
In my previous line of work I always tried to help people resolve their issues and I see exactly where that got me.
I guess the saying is true, "nice people finish last".
I think I'll sell everything I own and move to Las Vegas and become a hooker to make a living.
Anyway, I'm going to make some popcorn and watch a movie, maybe I'll be in a better frame of mind come tomorrow after a good night's sleep.
Sorry for the negative sounding post.
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I went for a walk around the neighborhood in my cute red dress and my 3 inch heels a little earlier to try and get myself in a better frame of mind.
After I got back, my sister called me, she saw my whining on this thread and she called me.   Thanks sis.
She said, hey girl, why don't you take it to Autozone and they can probably tell you what the code is saying for free.
Oh cool, good idea. I didn't even think of that one, DUH ! ......another Bobbie Jo brunette moment.
I found one that was open about 8 miles away, they said it's probably just a small vacuum leak, and shouldn't be too much to fix. YEA, some good news for a change.



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So, I take the car into the mechanic today to have them look at it, and they say,
"oh yes, we've seen this car before, I remember the guy that used to have this car"
"So, when did you buy this car from him?"
Thinking about my response, Ah yea, that's it,
"Yes, I bought it from him not too long ago, he was certainly pretty decent about it, he gave me a really good price too".

ANOTHER DAY IN THE LIFE OF BOBBIE JO
I JUST LOVE BEING A TGIRL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Michael Jackson, dead at age 50.
I don't know what happened, but my personal belief is that when he was burned filming that Pepsi commercial some time ago, I think he was hurt far more than anyone was letting on, including Michael himself.
He was one of the greatest entertainers of all time. I love his music.
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I had my bottom up last night, oops, I mean we went to Cocktails followed by heading over to Bottoms Up last night.
As usual, this girl had a fabulous  time.
The only downer was as we were leaving, I stepped on a soft piece of grass to get into the car, my heel got caught, my foot turned, and I broke my 7 inch heels.
WHINE !   OH NO!
Michelle is going to take them somewhere and see if she can get them fixed for me. She is a great friend..
I hope, I hope, I hope. I love those shoes.

At bottoms up, I played on the stripper pole some more, I just can't get enough of a nice hard pole.
Then we went downstairs, watched the drag show, and this particular girl got up on stage and did a slow, sensuous dance.
I was asked if I was a stripper. "No honey, I'm a transsexual, full time, 24X7".
"REALLY?, I thought you were a GG".  I have been getting that a lot lately. Many people have told me that I look very good, and that my moves, my makeup, my legs and arms, and yes, now even my body are quite feminine. The fact that the "girls" have finally started peeking out of their hiding place is also helping in this obviously. (I credit my ability to pass for a GG to my many great friends who gave me lots of makeup and clothes tips, I want to say a special thank you to Linda and Domina Elizabetha especially. Linda gave me my first help with makeup, and Domina Elizabetha was the lady who saw the woman hiding in me and showed me the way to happiness and to be my true self.)
Anyway, back to last night's story, Someone else chimed in and stated that I was playing on the stripper pole upstairs earlier.
Yet another great night in the life of Bobbie Jo, now if Michelle can just get my shoes fixed.
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THANK YOU MICHELLE. Thank you so much for finding a place that can fix my 7 inch stripper shoes. You are a great friend, thank you very much.
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This girl is in the mood to dance and play on the stripper pole again.
I may just take my tushy over to Bottoms Up Tuesday night.
July may be my last month in cleveland, so I am going to enjoy it while I can.
I have yet to find a place with a stripper pole in columbus, but I am currently doing extensive research on that issue.
Bottoms up Tuesday night, 6/30/09, I may get there around 9:30-10 p.m.
Bottom's Up of Lakewood
1572 W. 117th St.
Lakewood, Ohio 44107

Bobbie Jo
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I went out to Bottoms Up nightclub last night, this time in my six inch stripper shoes that my sister bought me for my birthday.
I went with Michelle, a very attractive transsexual. We had a good time. She even got up and did kareoke.
I've been on stage dancing and doing lip syncing, but haven't done kareoke yet, maybe sometime soon.
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I love this song by K.D.Lang, it is one of my favorites.
Are you breathing
What I'm breathing
Are your wishes
The same as mine

Are you needing
What I'm needing
I'm waiting for a sign

My hands tremble
My heart aches
Is it you calling

If I'm alone in this
I don't think I can face
The consequences of falling
Are you thinking
What I'm thinking
Does your pulse
Quicken like mine

Are you dreaming
What I'm dreaming
I can't read your mind
One step towards you
Two steps back
Feels like I'm crawling

If I'm alone in this
I don't think I can face
The consequences of falling
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It is my hope that one day we can all be accepted for who we are, no matter whether we are gay, straight, bisexual, lesbian, or transgendered.
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Yes, I know this one is a day early, I just wanted to wish everyone a happy and safe July 4th.
Have a great time, and be careful with fireworks.
My two favorite bars to hang out in are: Cock and Tails, oopsie, I mean Cocktails, and My Bottom is Up on the stripper pole, oops, I mean Bottoms Up.
In other news, this has become my new favorite link:
http://www.platinumstages.com/
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I think I will go to Home Dept on Monday and get some boxes to start packing up some of this crap.
Throw out a lot, sell some, and pack the important stuff for my move.
I will stop by Executive Den for a job tomorrow too, not that I expect much of anything to come from that, but hey, I've heard no a lot of times lately, so one more time won't mean much.
I have an appointment with the real estate agent on Tuesday about selling the house 

I'm supposed to be doing training tomorrow for the Transgender anti-discrimination legislation we are trying to get passed, but honestly I am so tired right now, I don't know if I will make it there. Maybe, I know it is a very important cause. .
Tuesday night is the phone bank for it, and Wednesday is some event for it as well..
I am just getting so tired, and I am starting to wear myself down and I need to stop that, because I don't have health insurance and I really can't afford to be sick.
I have a lot of work upcoming trying to get the house ready to be sold, and for moving out of here, and I am not exactly looking forward to packing up all of this crap,
I think a lot of stuff is going to find its way into the trash can, including the oak computer desk, for some reason no one is volunteering to move that one..
Time for bed, I'm tired as hell right now, but sleep is not coming easy to me.
Oh well, maybe I can hopefully make a few dollars tomorrow to put gas in the car and some food in the refrigerator.
I see they put my ad looking for a stripper position up this weekend, maybe I will get some calls and possibly a job from it this coming week, I could use the money.  I will keep my fingers crossed.
OKay, I mean it this time, I am going to try and go to sleep. It's 2:44 in the morning right now.
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Anyone think I have the body to be an exotic dancer or stripper?
http://www.stripclubjobs.com/jobbase/Resume.asp?ResumeId=23614
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Why exactly is the idiotic "service engine soon light" on again in my car?
Didn't we just go through this last week?
Hey car, knock it off, I don't have any money right now
Anyone want to buy a 2002 Camaro z28 ?
I'll just start driving the 1966 Caprice everywhere.
I hope that stripper job comes through, of course the main problem is that there's a lot of competition out there right now.
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I talked to a realtor today about selling the house.
She suggested I try and talk to the mortgage company about doing a "short sell". I guess I will contact the mortgage company tomorrow and get that process started.
Michelle, (another transsexual) also suggested a place today for me that can offer mortgage help too. I am going to look into that as well.

Putting my current situation into words, if I had a choice between:
1 Saving my house and going back to work for Progressive Insurance,
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2. Being thrown out on the street, not knowing where my next meal is coming from, ending up being homeless, destitute, and selling my body to eek out a meager existence..

I WILL TAKE BEING THROWN OUT ON THE STREET ANYDAY over working for those brown nosing, kool aid drinking, idiotic goons at Regressive ("Progressive") Insurance.

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Please be careful out there, there are a lot of idiots in the world.
Columbus, Ohio
BRAVO, has received 3 reports of anti-LGBT attacks in multiple neighborhoods around several LGBT Bars on Friday night of the 4th of July weekend.
The description of the attackers in each incident is very similar and BRAVO strongly believes that these attacks are related and were perpetrated by the same group of assailants.
In all 3 assaults the victims were jumped by a group of 6-7 young men, in well lit and populated areas. The attacks took place between midnight and 2:00 AM.
The assaults involved beating, kicking, and punching with “brass knuckles”. Injuries included concussions, stitches, abrasions, bruises, and head injuries; medical attention was required in all cases.
Anti-LGBT language was used in all 3 of the attacks.
 If you have been the victim of, or are aware of, similar assaults please contact BRAVO (614-294-7867) or the Columbus Police Department. (614-645-4545)
For further information BRAVO can be reached at 614-294-7867 or 866-86-BRAVO
Description of Perpetrators: Sex: 6-7 Males in a group Race: Caucasian, African American & Latino Age: Early 20’s
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My good friend Michelle took me over to Executive Den this morning, and the girls there were extremely nice to me, they even let me perform on stage to two songs.
My moves need some work, and I certainly wasn't expecting to be on stage dancing this morning, I was simply going over there to check the place out.
Thank you to the girls and management at Executive Den.
That was an enjoyable start, that absolutely made my day. I will always cherish and remember this moment.
Thank you Michelle for taking me there.
Bobbie Jo

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Why was I born with the wrong genitiala ?
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Darn it, I hate it when I don't write the phone number down correctly, but have deleted the answering machine message already so I can't replay it. Ditto for when someone gives me a number and then I forget where I put it, or I don't write their name with the number, and it's like okay, whose number is this?.
Hopefully you will call back.
No, I am not ignoring you, I'm just a little too brunette for my own good. (Everyone who knows me says I have blonde roots).
So, call back please, thank you.
Bobbie Jo
Well that was certainly bizarre, he was acting awfully suspicious, I wonder if he was coming here to rape me, rob me, kill me, or all three.
I am extremely glad that my roommate was home with me, that could have turned out very bad otherwise.
Bobbie Jo
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A very kind person posted this comment on my facebook page today, and it touched my heart.
"I was just reading your profile and its so great to see you living your life the way that makes you happy. more people in this world could learn alot from you. you've inspired me to feel more proud of myself"
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I am going to see if I can get enrolled in this, I would love to be an exotic dancer, that would make me very happy.
http://www.xexercise.com/classinfo.html
I think I will throw on my bikini and jump in the hot tub.
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I have started using the Peggy Bundy approach to paying the bills.
I throw all the bills up in the air, and the ones that land face up are the lucky ones I pay this month.
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I am trying to get registered in an exotic dance class so hopefully I can get a job at a stripper club.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROB.
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I just don't want to end up being a burden to anyone and that is all I am going to say today.
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On Friday, July 17th, I will be having a good time and enjoying life at Southbend Night club in Columbus, OH from around 10:45 p.m. or so until the wee hours of the morning.
Meanwhile, From facebook - Bobbie took the "What Type Of Girl Are you" quiz and the result is "Blonde Bimbo" (well, people do say that I have blonde roots)

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I did a striptease on stage at Southbend Nightclub in Columbus Friday night and I had a great time.
I wish I could be up on stage, dancing and strutting my stuff for a living, but I guess that is not to be, too much competition, and I need to face facts, I mean who really wants to hire a 51 year old pre-op transsexual as a dancer? Answer: no one. (and I'm certainly not getting any younger)
I could suck cock for a living since I do that fairly well, ,but for some reason which I will never understand, a woman can give away her body scott free, but if she tries to make some money off of it, then and only then does it become a crime. What group of lunatics wrote that stupidity? Personally, I think we ought to take about 95% of the laws in this country and throw them in the trash can. I know, I have an idea --> Bobbie Jo for president, my campaign slogan, THE BULLSHIT STOPS NOW.

On another note, I was a member of a yahoo group that "supposedly" was created to help transsexuals with hormone questions, however there is someone on there that thinks that not answering a valid question and that being a smartass is perfectly okay, and sorry, but I've had quite enough lately of idiotic morons that think they are god's gift to the world. I left the group for good, and I will find another way to get my hormone questions answered. I am quite tired of dealing with idiots.
  


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I can tell that I must be in my "pms cycle". My emotions have been up and down over the last few days, sometimes crying for the silliest reasons, plus I feel like I have water gain. I can only imagine what some GG's go through.
Aren't hormones a wonderful thing? I only wish I could get pregnant and start a family, medical science probably won't catch up in time for me, but hopefully it will be possible for girls like me in the future to give birth to children and raise a family.
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Maybe one day stupid here will actually learn not to step on soft surfaces in seven inch heels. Back to the shoe repair shop we go.
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TWO OUT OF THREE ISN'T BAD:
PMS moments aside, Even though my financial health is in the toilet right now, I am very lucky to have excellent emotional health and physical health.
I am probably in the best shape of my life, and I have many great friends and a wonderful family that keeps my emotional well being at a good level.
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There shouldn't be any damn consequences to living our lives as the people we were meant to be all along.
I am so very sick and tired of the term GID.
Did people who are living their lives as their birth gender have to go through therapy because they live their lives as a woman or a man?
Answer: No.
So my question to the world is: why in the hell do I have to go through therapy just because I was born with a birth defect I am trying to get corrected?

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Doing what I need to do to survive.
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I may go to Bottoms Up nightclub in Lakewood Tuesday night, I hear there is a very lonely stripper pole there that has been missing me.
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Okay, that's the second time in 2 weeks I have been ripped off. My stupidity for trusting people, and thinking people will do the right thing. When will I ever learn?
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I submitted the paperwork for possible mortgage help today. We'll see if I get any. I have a phone appointment to discuss options in more detail with them on Friday, 7/24
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Well, anything else want to happen to me today? What did I do wrong here? I know I'm certainly not beautiful, but I don't quite think I'm butt ugly either.
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Electrolysis day again.
I sure will be glad when I am done with this.
I do appreciate all of the hard work that Carol has put into making me be more feminine. She has done a wonderful job turning me from an ugly duckling into a reasonably attractive swan. Lord knows she has put a lot of work into me, and I appreciate it greatly.

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You find out who truly loves you and who your real friends are when going through transition.
People who don't like it and can't accept it were obviously never that important to begin with..
I watched Chloe's special on ABC news last night and I bawled my eyes out. Some of what she has been through I have been through myself.
I can remember wanting to run my car into a tree at a high speed and kill myself because I didn't like my former self at all. I can remember many times sitting in the car, about a mile away from the spot I had picked out where I would hit the tree. A few times I even did a "practice run" to make sure that I would have enough speed by the time I hit it. I never felt comfortable in my previous life. I felt out of place, socially awkward, and very unsure of myself. I absolutely hated getting "dressed up", wearing suits, etc for church or other social functions, leave me in jeans and a tshirt in my former life.. My dad would always keep my hair cut so short, and I hated that, oh my god, I absolutely hated that. The first opportunity I was able to have a say in how I got my haircut, I started wearing it longer. I hated being made to look like a boy. I just dreaded going out in public. Of course, growing up in the 60s and 70s, there wasn't a huge amount of help for the transgendered community,  at that age, even I didn't really understand why I had all of these feelings of hate for my body and the way I looked.. If not for my little sister being born, I am pretty positive that I wouldn't be here today, I probably would have succeded in one of my suicide attempts at some point if not for her. 
My little sister Jenn and I get along extremely well, and we were always very close, both before and after my transition.
I am finally living my life as the woman I should have been all along, and I am so much happier now. (even if I do go off on a pms rant every once in awhile).
Now that I am finally living my life as the woman I should have been all along, I love getting dressed up to go out, sometimes I dress a little slutty of course, but other times dressing very much the lady with an evening gown, or other beautiful dress. I love getting all dolled up to go out, it makes me feel so wonderful and special, and very much in touch with my true self.
http://abcnews.go.com/Primetime/MindMoodNews/popup?id=8100642'
http://abcnews.go.com/Primetime/MindMoodNews/Story?id=8126749&page=1

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I am hopeful that I can have SRS and FFS one day. I want my body to finally match who I really am. Bobbie Jo
Interesting link. Sex change, The last time they'd seen her, she was a star quarterback named Paul McKerrow
The last time they'd seen her, she was a star quarterback named Paul McKerrow
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If I can ever afford SRS, this is the doctor that I want to have my surgery scheduled with:
SRS - Dr. Marci Bowers
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Tuesday, I am going to ask the doctor I go to for laser hair removal if they also do genital laser hair removal, (in prep fpr SRS).
A friend just sent me a great facial video, with several guys jacking off onto a girls face, I wish I was the girl in that video. I'd love to do a porn video.
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Yes, the rumor is true, exotic dancer Bobbie Jo is now on youtube, and having the time of my life.
Bobbie Jo, the tgirl exotic dancer
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I saw this posted on another tg message board by a member there, and I couldn't have said it better myself.
"Oh yeah and for what it's worth -- YES. My gender is not my disorder. My freakin' malformed BODY is my disorder. Physical illness, not mental. Society's mistreatment of me and my sisters and brothers, that's the disorder"


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Donna Renee Richards, a great lady. She is my inspiration.
I remember the first time I met her, she is a truly wonderful gal, her and her husband are two of the nicest people you could ever hope to meet.
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I remember the fall of 2007 when I was just starting electrolysis and laser hair removal. I had a lot of questions and not many answers.
I wasn't sure if I could ever be considered passable in public.
Two years later I know not only is it possible, it is happening all the time. I have been mistaken for a GG many times lately, which just makes my day. I have received many great compliments and people have been very polite, and also extremely nice and kind to me as well.
I love going to the beach, wearing my bikini. I have been hit on quite a few times, and I'm smiling and thinking to myself:"If only you knew what was under this bikini bottom" (but hopefully it won't be there one day).
I am so very happy and comfortable with myself now. Early in 2008, I could never imagine leaving the house without makeup, lots of makeup back then. Today I do this on a routine basis. I feel so alive, so very happy, and so wonderful that my dream of womanhood is finally coming true.
We are down to the last three electrolysis appointments, YEA, I love Carol and the excellent job she has done on me, but I won't miss the weekly electrolysis sessions. It has been a long road, and I have had my setbacks and my disappointments, but with the help of family and many wonderful friends, and my dear boyfriend Rob, I have successfully made it through.
FINALLY LIVING MY LIFE AND COMFORTABLE WITH MYSELF AS THE WOMAN I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ALL ALONG.
Never in my wildest dreams did I imagine the number of other people that felt the way I did. I have been amazed by the number of other transsexuals I have met, both ftm and mtf. There are a lot of us out there, and for each one of us that makes that transition, it will be easier for the next person. Society is beginning to accept us, it has taken far too long for this to happen, and there are still many challenges ahead for myself and other transgendered people. I am also amazed at the number of crossdressers out there as well, I have met so many of you and you have simply been wonderful to me. I can not thank each and every one of you enough.
To all the other girls out there, many of you still in the closet, that first step to take is the hardest, they really do get easier after that first one.  I was nervous and very unsure of myself at first, but once I saw that this was really possible, I felt such an overwhelming sense of relief. I won't say that is has been all roses, but I am so very happy to finally be at this point in my life, comfortable with who I am, and the many great friends, and family I have around me. I wish the many future ladies out there all the best, and if you ever have any questions you'd like to ask me, I will try and answer anything I can. Feel free to contact me at my email: goldshow@yahoo.com
I had a great talk with a former co-worker and friend of mine today, he emailed me this morning, and called me this afternoon, we had a very nice chat. I asked, so how did you find out? I got the story, he was sent a link to my website from someone else who asked him "Have you heard from so-and-so,  and at first, after looking at the pics, he's like no way. Then as he started looking very closely at some of my older pictures, he figured it out. He then told someone else, "Go to this website and look who this is". He kept trying to tell the other guy who I was in a former life, and the other guy said, No way, can't possibly be" It wasn't until I sent him an email with my username set to Bobbie Jo that the lightbulb finally clicked on.    
Have a great day, and enjoy your life. Always remember, we don't stop playing because we grow old, we grow old because we stop playing. 
Bobbie Jo


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Some people are scared of tgirls, I am not sure why. I guess too much "conditioning" from society all through the years.
We don't bite, and in many ways, we are more womanly than most GG's (genetic girls) are.
We also know how to please men very well, I've been told that I was born to please men, and I think I do a darn fine job at that.
So, if you have a chance to meet or date a transsexual, I say go for it, don't be shy, you just might find the love of your life.
What's between our legs (or in the case of the more fortunate tgirls, what was between our legs) does not define who we are.

My hope is that one day, web pages like this one will no longer be needed, because we will all respect each other for who we are.. Remembering our dead.
I don't know why, but I got to thinking about, how would people find out if someone killed me or if I died in an accident?  My roommate would probably realize something wasn't right when I wasn't around. Rob would wonder where I was, as well as would my family and my close friends. However, what about those people who I just communicate with via email, yahoo messenger or on facebook? How would they know I wasn't here anymore? I'm not sure I have an answer to that one. I guess they would figure it out when I'm not responding to emails or messages anymore. I think the thing that would bother me the most is not being able to give people a hug, thank them for their wonderful companionship/friendship, etc. and not being able to say goodbye. Don't know why this is on my mind today, but it just is, hopefully it isn't a sign of things to come.


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A couple of people have suggested that maybe I might have the XXY chromosone.
My mom (after she watched Chloe's special on ABC, yea mom, I am so glad you watched that).
My good friend Mike also suggested it too.
I don't know if that is the case or not, but if I ever get health insurance again, maybe I will find out one day. 

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Entirely too much junk in this place. I don't want to move all of this crap. What the heck did I keep some of this stuff for? Looks like the trash can is going to be full for each of the next few weeks. Time to get back to having only what I need to survive.
I am so very fed up with the rat race. Too many of the american people are a bunch of sheep, but not this girl. I will NOT be walked all over anymore.
I will die first before I put up with that nonsense again.I hope one day that the american sheeple will wake up and quit being trampled upon. I wish our forefathers were here today.
I have a fuck it all attitude. If more people had this attitude, the world would be a better place, and there wouild be a whole lot less bullshit to deal with.
I closed all my bank accounts and my 401ks, I will keep one credit card in the event of an emergency, and that is it. Other than having that one credit card, this girl will be CASH ONLY from here on out. I am fed up with being RIPPED OFF by banks, wall street and corporate america.  Hey banks, up yours, you ripped off BILLIONS of TAXPAYER money (including MY taxpayer money) with this so-called stimulus. So, guess what that means, all of my credit card bills, etc are now considered PAID IN FULL. Every other american needs to tell you people the same damn thing. You can take my credit rating and shove it, I won't need that nonsense ever again.
Bobbie Jo for President, put me in charge of this country, I'll create jobs in a heartbeat, and it will be the AMERICAN PEOPLE getting big stimulus checks, and NOT corporate america.
I am paying the bills I can pay via money order or COLD, HARD CASH from now on.      No more bank account, no more checks.
In other  news, I am going to two strip clubs this week to see if I can get a job there..
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Torture treatment day. Yea, only a couple more electrolysis appointments after today. Thank goodness. I will be extremely happy when the last of the hair is gone from my face. That will be a major milestone for me.
After I get back from torture treatment, (and paying a few bills), I will be working on throwing more stuff away in preparation for moving.

Let me know your opinion on the topic below, thank you.
should I close this site down? Yes, no, or don't care?
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So, let's see, would it be a bit too over the top if I put a billboard out on the highway saying:
"BOBBIE JO - ADULT VIDEO SLUT WANNA BE, GET 49 OF YOUR FRIENDS TOGETHER AND CONTACT THIS BUKKAKE VIDEO WHORE AT xxx-xxx-xxxx"
Why is everything I like to do illegal or immoral?
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Bill paying day today. I threw them all up in the air and the lucky ones that landed face up were the ones that got paid.
The Peggy Bundy method of paying bills.
Right now, I am concentrating on paying utility bills, so i can keep the house lights on, a/c and water running.
Throwing away more crap in preparation for eventual moving day
Everytime I think I'm getting somewhere in the rat race, they make faster rats, so I finally decided, the heck with the rat race, I will be at the nearest party, partying my a** off and enjoying life

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I read a great friend's journal entry on www.urnotalone.com and I couldn't have said it better myself. I will post just some of the lines from her entry here, with some of my commentary included. :
"I hear many stories of how some trans-sexuals have to still be male because of families & jobs. I want to say that is bogus nonsense, because if you are for real about who you are & who you want to become, then quit making yourself miserable & unhappy & trying to do the "right thing" for everyone else, and instead start making yourself happy"
BobbieJo - I agree, Quit listening to what other people telling you is "best for you". These people are nothing but busybodies that want to tell you how you should be living your life. FUCK THEM AND THE HORSE THEY RODE IN ON. Only you can make yourself happy, no one else.
"It may hurt & may cost someone their family or even friends, but why sacrifice your happiness, sometimes you have to lose to win, no matter the cost. Some people understand, some don't"
"No one should have to hide who they are just to make someone else happy, no one should be considering suicide, or mental health issues because of who they want to be. I know some families won't understand, but that is their loss because you know who you are & you are a great person no matter who you want to become, you are still YOU, & the love you have will never change"
BobbieJo - This is exactly the way I feel too. Transitioning to a woman has cost me a lot, (and not just money wise), but it has given me so much more in return. I have so many wonderful friends, a great support system around me, some of the most caring and kind people I have ever met in my life. The best parts about transitioning to a woman are that I am FINALLY in the right persona, I am at long last comfortable and happy with myself, and that I no longer think about committing suicide.
Bobbie Jo 
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Possible job offer in Portsmouth, New Hampshire.
They are supposed to call me about the details in the morning, we will see, I have already been through the interview process with them, and they were asking me about a start date.
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I've had more sperm in my hair, in my mouth, on my tits, down my throat, and on my face than all of the sperm banks have combined.
Bobbie Jo, the sperm bank, your deposit is safe with me.
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Looks like I am off to New Hampshire for a few months.
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On the one hand, I will miss my many great and close friends, and I can not even begin to put into words how much I am going to miss Rob.
On the other hand, I have bills that need to be paid, and I need money.
I should have gotten out of that toxic hell hole called oppressive insurance back in July of 2008 when I had that job offer from Citizens Bank.

My heart is aching right now, think I will go cry myself to sleep, wish I had someone here to hold me.  I could use a pair of arms wrapped around me, holding me tight.
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Frustrated, annoyed and heartbroken that I won't have time to say everyone I'd like to say goodbye to. I don't understand life's twists and turns. Sometimes I almost wish I didn't have a heart so at least it wouldn't be broken when I have to make a hard decision.
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I am working in Portsmouth, New Hampshire at Liberty Mutual currently.
I am desperately trying to find a room to rent for the next few months.
I plan on being back in Ohio, maybe heading to warren for GNO the third saturday in September.
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I still need to get my computer working, have to find a wireless internet company.
I am using my landlord's computer right now. all is well with me, I hope everyone else is doing okay too.
I went to Club 313 on saturday night in my stripper outfit (7 inch heels, etc) and I partied and danced my a** off. I had such a good time, I think I am going there again this coming weekend. They had a great drag queen show too.
Yesterday, I went out to dinner by my lonesome, went to Applebee's and I had a nice meal. (I NEVER WOULD HAVE GONE OUT TO EAT BY MYSELF IN MY FORMER LIFE, just goes to show how I truly am living my life as the woman I should have been all along. I am much more at ease with myself, with others, and a whole hell of a lot happier with my life. I haven't been seriously depressed or tried to committ suicide in 2+ years now, almost a record for me.
Today my cat met my landlord's dog (an alaskan malamut (sp). They seemed to get along okay together, no blood was shed.
It has been 10 days since I've had a load of sperm down my throat, what will I do?
I am missing out on my protein, and a girl needs her protein.
I DESPERATELY NEED PROTEIN, CAN ANYONE HELP?
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Thirsty tgirl needs sperm to drink, I need my protein. Maybe I will just rob the local sperm bank.
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I had someone suggest that I change my web profile from female to male. I can GUARANTEE you that WON'T be happening.
He seems to think that gender is what is between our legs, boy, are you in for a rude surprise.
I tried straightening him out some, I don't know if my point got through or not, I guess we will see.
ONCE AGAIN PEOPLE, IT IS NOT MY FAULT THAT I WAS BORN WITH A BIRTH DEFECT.
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I received this email from a "loving and tolerant christian nutjob" today, and people wonder why I hate religious idiots.
save the planet, BAN religion.
I have reported this lunatic to the fbi, the pennsylvania state police, the us district attorney's office and the yahoo account team.
This is mark smith's message to me:
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NO asshole that is GOD definition of gender not the government and if I see a male in a bikini i'll want to shoot him. You are fucked up in your head and if I ever see you I will tell you that. You dont have a birth defect between your leg its between in your head asshole. again YOU ARE FUCKED UP
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I have also included this lunatic's pic, so you girls out there know to be on the lookout for this buffoon.
his yahoo profile is this: http://profiles.yahoo.com/u/ONY5T3YTETBCDMTTYAAJWGWOPY
his yahoo/messenger id is this: tankman3650
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First, I want to say a BIG THANK YOU to Oppressive Corporation. I am now making over $1600 a paycheck (EVERY 2 WEEKS) MORE than I was making at oppressive corporation. (and that is NET PAY, after the taxes are already taken out)
Thank goodness I am NOT working at that toxic hell hole called Regressive insurance anymore. The MANAGEMENT IDIOTS and HR GOONS at regressive corporation wouldn't know what it is like to be "progressive" if it bit them in the ass.

For fun news, I am going to club 313 tonight in Manchster, NH. Last week I was there in my stripper outfit and I had a wonderful time. Tonight I think I will do schoolgirl.
CLUB 313
Take care all, and love you, from one of the hottest tgirls on the planet.
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I have got to be one of the most fortunate tgirls on the planet, I have a wonderful family, many great friends, wonderful co-workers, etc. I am extremely fortunate that I have such a wonderful group of people to support me. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart to each and every one of you.
I have my bikini packed and I am off for a weekend of boating, camping, flat out fun, and just all around enjoying life. I also plan to be drinking lots of sperm this weekend as I have been missing out lately. I am a thirsty little whore.
I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday weekend. Love to all of you, Bobbie Jo
Bobbie Jo, hot, sexy, and very playful tgirl
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What A great time I had this past weekend. I went camping with the love of my life (Rob) and I had a great time.
Friday night, we went to the adult video store and Rob got me a vibrating butt plug, now I have to say that was freaking awesome. I loved it.
Saturday morning (2 amish), we were in his parents hot tub, me in my bikini, and I gave him a blowjob and drank a delicious load of sperm down my throat. Yummy !
Sunday morning, I got fucked but good, and ended up with another load of sperm in my tushy, yea ! My panties were a little soaked, lol.
I almost killed myself climbing out of the boat, but other than that I had a great time. Probably if we had been videotaping that, I might have made it on America's Funniest videos for the $10,000 prize. I was in the boat, went to climb out, and fell backwards over the edge, hurting my back slightly, (so pole dancing may be out for a few days this week), got a bruise on my back, and scraped some skin off my foot and hand. Other than that, I am alive and kicking.
Anyway, after my fall, and regaining my composure, (and what was left of my pride), we went swimming.
We had corn on the cob, watermelon, cantelope (hmmm, I love cantelopes).
What a great weekend, I can't wait for another one like that.
Well, back to work for now. (at a real company, obviously not oppressive insurance)





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Got notice from credit card company, (the one that I had been keeping for emergency purposes).
They want to raise my rate to 25%, well guess what this girl said, I said an impromptu FUCK YOU, and take your card and shove it up your ass. I CLOSED THE ACCOUNT. FUCK THE DAMN BANKS, I CAN GET A BETTER INTEREST RATE FROM THE MAFIA.
sorry bank idiots, but you will NOT be RIPPING OFF THIS GIRL ANYMORE. I HAVE HAD IT WITH YOU BUNCH OF FUCKING BUFFOONS. SAVE AMERICA, GET RID OF ALL OF THE DAMN BANKS.
On another note, my daughter's birthday is coming up soon, I wonder if her lunatic mother will let me be there too. Actually, I am somewhat surprised that the bitch hasn't contacted me looking for a handout, but maybe she finally decided to get up off of her FAT, LAZY ASS, and get a damn job.
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Isn't this special, I sent a birthday package to my daughter and it came back "REFUSED". I blame myself, I guess I should have been a little more specific in the addressing. I should have said: To my wonderful daughter SASHA, and NOT her lunatic nutjob "christian" mother.
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I went to club313 saturday night and I had a great time as usual. I met another girl there, and we chatted and had a wonderful time talking about our experiences.
well, dumbass here managed to hurt my pinkie but good. I am not sure if I will lose the nail or not, but I guess I will see. I was trying to move my suitcase, and my fingernail got caught somehow, it didn't tear the nail, but did pull it away from the skin, and it started bleeding.
. In other news, I will be in Warren, Ohio at the Funky Skunk nightclub for Girls Night Out on Saturday, Sept. the 19th
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I will be packing tonight getting ready to fly to Cleveland, Ohio friday night, for the weekend.
This slut will be at GNO saturday night, Warren, OH, at the Funky Skunk at 9:00 p.m. Shall we do a bukkake video while I am there? Question of the day--How many people can we get cumming on my face at one time???
Now I LOVE this video--> I am jealous, can I please be the cumwhore in a video like this one?
http://www.spankwire.com/Unknown-Girl-100-Cumshots-In-Mouth/video129731/
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Friday night the 18th, Michelle and I went to Bottoms UP, and of course anytime there's a stripper pole nearby, this slut will be on it pretty quickly. I told my stripper pole I was sorry for being away so long, but I'll do better in the future.
I had a FANTASTIC time at Girls Night Out in Warren, Ohio on saturday night, the 19th of September. I hooked up with a lot of my friends, chatted, danced my tushy off, and partied until the wee hours of the morning (think I got to bed around 4 am or so)
YEA, I FOUND MY NEXT PAIR OF SHOES, and they are on sale too: http://themissionboutique.com/Ellie-X-Juliet-Mega-Platform-Heels.html
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I added Calpernia's link to my Internet links page. She is truly a very remarkable lady, and one of my heroes. I have a huge amount of respect for this wonderful lady.
http://www.stoppingthehate.com/CalperniaAddams.htm
Tonight, I went to Players, a bar about 35 minutes away from me, and I had a very nice time. Guess what, THEY HAVE A "DANCE" POLE there. I know where this girl will be hanging out a lot from now on. I didn't know they had a "DANCE" pole, otherwise I would have worn something other than a dress. However, my next trip there, I will be in my "DANCE" outfit. Watch out world, Bobbie Jo is on the prowl.
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 Gee, I sure am a popular little whore. Then again, maybe it's just the concept of fresh meat, lol..
I am so very happy that I found a place not far away with a "DANCE POLE", YEA !
Now there is a nudie bar right up the road from my DANCE POLE bar too, but I'm not sure how they would feel about a nude tgirl, especially one that hasn't been through SRS yet, probably would not work.
Bobbie Jo, cute, hot and sexy 51 year old tgirl, although I've heard through the grapevine some rumor that she's a bit of a slut (but that's probably just a rumor)
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September 26th is my daughter's birthday. This is the first time in 9 years that I will be unable to be with my daughter on her birthday. Why you ask? Well, simple, because her mother is a raving, psychotic lunatic "christian" bitch that won't let me be near my daughter because of, oh the horrors, "I am a transgendered female".
So, if you see me out and about this weekend, and I start crying uncontrollably, well, it's nothing personal, I just miss my little girl, and am thinking about her a lot. I can only imagine the lies that her lunatic psycho bitch of a jackass "christian" mother is telling my daughter about me.
ANYWAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY WONDERFUL AND VERY BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER SASHA DENISE JUSTICE


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Hey guys,
1. Do you want to be treated like trash?
2. want to deal with a nutcase "christian" lunatic?
3. want to see your bank account emptied and your credit card maxed out?
4. Do you like pyschopathic nutcases?
Well, if you answered yes to any of the questions above, then I have the perfect woman for you.
Just contact this psycho bitch nutcase on yahoo. http://profiles.yahoo.com/psg1488
(oh, and fyi, don't be fooled by the fact that kathy might suck your cock a few times, that's just to trick you until you're paying for everything for her).
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That's right miss bitch key, MY name is: BOBBIE JO JUSTICE, AND I AM TIRED OF BEING TREATED LIKE GARBAGE        by so-called "christians".
The gloves are now off honey, you want a catfight dear, well, you have one.
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH.

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I think I might hit Players Nightclub tomorrow night and go play on the 'DANCE POLE" again. I'm going to see if my schedule allows.
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In Columbus, OH for the weekend, for my boyfriend's open house party.
I love giving blowjobs. I really do hope that I am able to be the cumwhore in a bukkake video one day soon. I would love to have a bunch of guys fucking my mouth and jacking off all over my face.
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{cke_protected}{C}%3C!%2D%2D%20BOF%3A%20.%2Fpersonal-templates%2Fsimple%2Fgeneric%2Fparagraphs%2Fstyle.1%20%2D%2D%3EDARN IT !

Looks like I won't be getting fucked in the mouth until I get to the dentist and get him to recement my crown, which came out this weekend.
DAMN IT, oh well, at least I drank one load of sperm Friday night, and drank two more loads of sperm on Sunday, so that should hold me over for a few minutes anyway.
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Leaving the airport, as I pulled up to the booth to pay my parking bill, the man behind the counter said, "So, have you been taking good care of my car?". Without missing a beat, I said, "Yes, and it drives very nicely too".
He replied, "and what a pretty girl is driving the car as well".
What an angel, I said "thank you dear", paid the bill and went on my way.
I certainly am glad that I didn't listen to the naysayers that said I'd never pass for a GG. No one even gives me a second glance anymore when I use the ladies room, etc.
Bobbie Jo, cute, sexy, and passable tgirl.
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well, I have the dentist appointment set for Wednesday to recement the crown, so yea, I can be sucking cock again very soon.
Thank goodness, if I go more than a few days without a cock down my throat, this girl starts getting antsy.
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Well, one crown recemented, now I need to get the other two crowns fixed. That's just going to have to wait until next week as I do not have the money right now to do that.
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Well, my second crown and the post that WAS holding it in BOTH fell out today, so that is definitely not a good thing.
I can also tell that my third crown is loose as well. Hope I am still able to be fucked in the mouth after all this. Oh well, I guess we will see what the dentist says on Wednesday.
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I went to cash my paycheck today, and the idiotic banks were closed. I guess it must be Wet Sneaker Day or something like that.
Okay, so I have been told by my future mother-in-law that I need to get right on producing babies. Hmmm, yea, I'll get right on that. Apparently she wants to hear the pitter patter of little feet, and my offer to leave the cat at her house for a couple of weeks didn't meet her request{cke_protected}{C}%3C!%2D%2D%20BOF%20buynow%20%2D%2D%3E{cke_protected}{C}%3C!%2D%2D%20EOF%20buynow%20%2D%2D%3E
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Today is my dad's birthday. He lost his battle with cancer in November of 2000. I can not believe that it has been 9 years since he has been gone.
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RANT MODE ON
Now I remember why I closed out all my bank accounts previously. This idiotic tgirl made a mistake about a month ago and opened up a bank account with Citizens Bank.
I have a check I have been trying to get cashed for two days, it is a bank of america payroll check
I took off early yesterday, around 4:00 to go get my check cashed at sham of america, er, I mean bank of america. The buffoons were closed (as was every other damn bank). I guess it was wet sneaker day or something like that.
Today I take off again, 4:15 to once again try and get my check cashed, so I can pay a few things like the rent and to pay for my cat being in the kennel
The bank of america buffoons close at 4:00. FUCKING GREAT
So I go down to citizens where I have a checking and savings account, to get my check cashed. They have to put a hold on the check. WHAT THE FUCKING HELL????????. This is a BANK CHECK you fucking idiots, this is not a personal check, THIS IS A BANK CHECK YOU IDIOTIC BUFFOONS, what the fuck, don't you goddamn banks trust each other to pay the bills? I got disgusted, threw my id at the guy across the counter and said, that's it, I've had enough of this bullshit, close both of my accounts now.
I seriously considered crashing my car through the front doors of bank of america, leaving them the check and taking $3,800 in cash.
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THIS IS FUCKING ABSURD, I JUST WANT MY MONEY
I CAN GUARANTEE YOU ONE THING RIGHT NOW, IF I EVER GET SELECTED TO BE ON A JURY FOR SOMEONE THAT JUST "ROBBED" A BANK, I WILL LET THEM GET OFF SCOTT FREE
FUCK THE GODDAMN BANKS, I HOPE THEY ALL GO UNDER
RANT MODE OFF
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Well, it is almost official, looks like I will be moving to Columbus, Ohio at the end of October.
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Well, isn't this special. I had a whole bunch of messages on yahoo messenger, and when I went to check them, yahoo messenger crashed and when I signed back in, all of the messages were gone.
Thanks a lot yahoo
So if you sent me a message via yahoo messenger over the last couple of days and wondered why I didn't respond, it's because I never got your message, you will have to resend it
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What a busy weekend, first, on saturday morning I went to see a transsexual friend of mine (Cameron)  in Cape Cod. She is just starting her transition, so I am trying to help her in any way that I can. She is a wonderful lady. Then saturday night, I drove to manchester, new hampshire for the Sisters of manchester party. Then, I left there after the party, and drove back to cape cod, spent the night in a hotel, then drove to Staten Island, NY Sunday morning/afternoon to meet a great lady that I have been trying to see for a couple of years, Mistress Caitlin.
I am going to try and catch up on some rest tonight.
With each step we take, it becomes easier, not only for us, but for the girls that will follow us
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Friends don't let friends work @ progressive insurance.
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Remember, I'm not anti-management, I'm anti-moron.
I think I am going to PLAYERS club tonight and play on the stripper, oopsie, I mean DANCE pole, since it is now down to my last 7 days in New Hampshire.
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It has been ENTIRELY too long since I have had a cock down my throat. I hope to be sucking cock and drinking sperm again soon. I NEED PROTEIN.
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I am in Cleveland today, heading to the URNA party in Columbus tonight. I had a laser hair removal session today. I also checked with the lady about removing my pubic hair in preparation for my future SRS.
Of course, I still have a lot of other work to do for SRS yet, need financing for it, I also need to discuss the pros and cons with my family, my boyfriend, my friends, etc. The surgery does not come without risks, etc., but if I can at least get the area zapped clean of hair beforehand, that will be a good start. I gave the lady the printout that was on Dr. Marci Bowers website of what area you should get rid of hair, etc. My first session for getting rid of the pubic hair is on November 14th.
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Today was a GREAT day, I sucked cock, drank sperm, and got fucked this morning. That ought to hold me for a few minutes.
I leave Columbus today, heading back to Manchester, NH for three more days, then I am off to Cleveland on the 28th, and leave for Columbus on the 29th to start my new job at Nationwide insurance on Friday the 30th.
Yesterday I learned that my beautician, Barb will be leaving the cleveland area to go to Charleston, SC. I will miss her, she has not only done a wonderful job with my hair and makeup, she has also been very nice to me, and has been a good friend as well. I will miss Barb a great deal. I think I am going to have to pay a visit to Charleston, SC to get my hair and makeup done
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I think I have made my mind up. I am not going to do anymore laser hair removal on my face. There isn't any real hair there left anyway, except for the little bit that is on my upper and lower lip, and that can be taken care of by electrolysis.
I am going to concentrate the laser hair removal on my pubic area in preparation for possible SRS one day.
I was packing up the car earlier, getting ready to head to Mentor, Ohio on Wednesday night. I will crash there for a few hours early thursday morning before continuing my journey to Columbus on Thursday afternoon / evening. It is about an 11 hour trip from Somersworth, NH to Mentor, OH.
I will be one tired pussy at work on Friday, but it should be an easy day.
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My last day in New Hampshire. I was reflecting back what I have accomplished over the last 2 and 1/2 years, and it has been an amazing transformation. I found a "before" picture from about 3 years ago, and I look at it now, and think to myself, who was that unhappy, sad and depressed soul?
I have been through a wonderful and amazing transition the last 2 and `1/2 years, from an ugly duckling to a pretty hot chick (as people tell me anyway). I feel so much more alive and so much better about life in general. I am so much more comfortable with myself, love getting dressed up and going out. Someone asked me once if I ever saw myself "going back", and I can say loudly and proudly, NO FUCKING WAY. I never want to be that miserable ever again.
Even as recent as spring / summer of 2008, when I would use the woman's restroom, I would get a lot of "second glances", now no one even gives me a second glance anymore. I am just one of the girls, as I should have been all along
For all of you ladies still in transition, or just starting yours, I can assure you that miracles do happen. I could show you a "before" pic and a "now" pic and you would be simply amazed. I know I am. I also know that I am truly happy for the first time in my life.
Love
Bobbie Jo
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I made it to Columbus, Oh thursday evening. My car did a little "low on oil" light which concerned me. I had them do an oil and filter change as I was leaving cleveland, before I headed for Columbus, it seems to be better now.
Friday, I had my first day at Nationwide Insurance. It was an easy day, see my work location, fill out I9 paperwork, etc. I went in at 1pm, and was out at 5pm.
Saturday, we went to a costume store, and I got a cute little cheerleader outfit, complete with pom poms. It is orange and blue, so perfect for this Florida gator. I wore it during the Florida-Georgia game yesterday afternoon, and did a couple of cute little cheers while the game was on
Saturday night, we went to a halloween party, and I wore my pink pussycat costume. I loved it, bought it a couple of weeks ago, at the Mission Boutique in Eastlake, OH. I received several compliments on it, took a few pictures which I will be posting on the website later today.
Today (Sunday), I got fucked good this morning, and drank a nice tasty sperm protein drink. Hmm, Yummy. I am going to finish unpacking the car, do some wash, etc. It will be a just take it easy day. Tomorrow at work I am in orientation all day long, so it will be an easy day tomorrow too. I think I will sign up for their fitness center, see if I can get into an aerobics class or something like that, I guess we will get a tour of the fitness center tomorrow as part of orientation.
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Monday and Tuesday went okay at work. I signed up for the fitness center, I need to lose a few pounds. I am hoping to get a bicycle for christmas, if not before. I really do want a bicycle, very much.
I still haven't found my way around all the buildings yet, but I am getting there, I will be the girl with the "help, little girl is lost" look on her face
I will be in Mentor on 11/7, 11/14 and 11/21. I have an electrolysis appt on 11/7 and 11/21, and a laser hair removal session on 11/14 on my pubic hair in preparation for future SRS.
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This is a pic of me and my sweetheart, Rob. I care for him a whole lot. This was a pic from May 2009.
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why are some "supposed christians" so full of hate and intolerance?
I'll have a lot more respect for christianity when I see christians starting to actually act christ-like.
I live my life to make myself happy. If other people don't like how I live my life, they can drop dead.
Off to mentor this coming weekend, and another electrolysis treatment.
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Saturday, I went to a benefit for the family of a tgirl that was recently killed in a motorcycle crash. She had no life insurance. I helped out some, I wish I could do more. If I ever win the big lottery jackpot, there's going to be a couple of people that will not have to worry about money ever again.
I got emotional and cried some during the event, but eventually pulled myself back together. I even danced to a song or two that the DJ was playing. Rob took some pictures which we will have to upload
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SAVE AMERICA, BAN RELIGION. I'm sorry, but I hate nuts like this. These lunatics are a fine example of why we should ban the worship of all sky fairies on this planet.
LUNATIC PREACHERS (but I repeat myself)
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Well, this Saturday I start undergoing laser hair removal treatments on my private area in preparation for future SRS. Little did I know when I started down this road in 2007 where I would end up.
I am proud to say that I couldn't be happier. I should have been born a girl, and I certainly shouldn't have waited this long to fulfill my destiny. However, after 49 years on this planet, I finally started living my life as the gender I should have been born in all along.
The last 2 years of my life have been absolutely wonderful, and I wouldn't trade it for the world, even though I did become unemployed for a time along the way, and my lunatic ex took my daughter (who I love and care about very much) away from me.
I have met so many wonderful people who have helped me, encouraged me, supported me, and been there for me. It has been fantastic. I am very lucky to have so many people that care about me. My friends have been wonderful, and I can not say enough good things about my sister. Thank you Jenn, from the bottom of my heart.
In April of 2008, (only a month after going full time), I met a wonderful man, Rob, he has treated me like a queen and been there for me every step of the way.
I also owe a big thank you to Michelle as well, who has been a great friend through good times and bad.
I am happy, excited and a little nervous thinking about saturday all at the same time.
Bobbie Jo
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My boyfriend Rob found a new charger for my cell phone. Yea, thank you so much dear. Of course, when I got to the house in Mentor, there I found the other one too. It sometimes gets a little frustrating having things in two places, and transporting stuff back and forth.
In 4 hours, I head over for laser hair removal session on my private area in prep for SRS. I am nervous and excited, as this is starting the final stage to become the woman I should have been all along. I have had a wonderful journey to finally get to this point in my life, I just wish that I hadn't waited so long to finally become truly happy.
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I am back from laser hair removal on my private area. It didn't hurt as much as I was expecting. Today marks the start of the final stage in my transition, I am happy and excited knowing that one day I will truly be the woman I was meant to be all along.
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If I am ever able to afford my surgery, this is the lady that I want to do it.
I am thinking of Dr. Marci Bowers for my SRS surgery, I checked the info on her website, in fact, I printed off those pages and gave it to my lady that does the hair removal.
 
GRS FAQ
 
GRS Surgery
 
GRS-area to remove hair from
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A Mother's story

Early on, l knew my son Michael was different. While my three other sons begged me to buy them G.I. Joe figurines and were obsessed with football, Michael preferred playing with My Little Pony and taking tap dance lessons.
In Prince Georges County, Maryland where we live, we have a diverse group of friends so the idea of having a gay son didn't scare or shock us. Sure, we feared he had a hard road ahead of him - being bullied at school, getting fired from his job for being gay and facing the possibility that he may never be able to be legally married - but with our love, we knew he was going to be okay.
When Michael turned 16, he told us that he wasn't a gay man. Instead, he was a transgender woman named Michelle who had been dressing as a woman when he left the house. At that point, my husband and I both realized that this was a big deal. My son was now my daughter.
Even though I am an activist and somewhat liberal, I didn't know what being transgender meant. After doing some serious soul searching, my husband and I concluded that our child needed us. Unlike too many of her friends whose parents had kicked them out for being gay or transgender, we were going to open our minds even further than what we thought was possible. It was difficult. But we started going to family therapy and things were slowly getting better.
But everything changed in December 1999, the day my daughter Michelle became the target of a hate crime.
While standing in line with her friends at a club in Atlanta, Michelle was struck in the head with a metal pipe by a stranger who did not like the fact that she was a transgender woman. She fell to the ground and her skull split open.
The doctors weren't very hopeful - they didn't think she was going to make it. As she lay there unconscious, she was unrecognizable. Her head was shaved, there was a V-shaped scar down the side of her face, and she was bruised and swollen.
For weeks, my family, my friends and my minister prayed by her bedside, not confident that we would ever hear her voice again. When she finally woke up, we were ecstatic. But we were realistic that a full recovery was miles away. Michelle had temporary amnesia and didn't even remember me. One day, I asked her if she knew who I was and she said, "No, but you seem like a really nice lady."
Those moments made my heart break, but my daughter was alive and that's all that mattered.
After her attack and full recovery, I reached out to the Gay, Transgender, Lesbian and Bisexual National Hotline for support and was referred to the Sexual Minority Youth Alliance League. They offered me educational workshops about the transgender community and they introduced me to other women like Michelle. Most important, they encouraged me to bond with Michelle on a mother-daughter level. So we started shopping for clothes and makeup together, getting our nails done and hanging out at home more. Now, Michelle feels more comfortable with me and vice versa -she even puts pressure on me to dress more fashionable when going out.
I look at her and I see someone amazing - someone fabulous.
I was fully aware of the homophobia that haunts our community. However, it was not until my child was beaten and left for dead did I ever truly believe that having the courage to be true to oneself could result in being killed. Yet, Michelle's story is not rare. Unfortunately, for many trans women living in the U.S., violence and death are a way of life, especially those who are African American. According to the Human Rights Campaign, 1 in 12 transgender Americans faces the chance of being murdered; while the average person has about a one in 18,000 chance.
From one parent to another, more work needs to be done to protect our children regardless of their sexual orientation and gender identity. We are all products of God and deserve to live, be loved and have peace of mind
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Another step towards becoming the woman I should have been all along, I am going to start seeing a therapist in the next week or so. This is so I can eventually get my letter for SRS. I need to get the paperwork filled out that she sent me before my appointment.
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My first appointment with a therapist is Tuesday, November 24th at 6:00 p.m. I am going to see Meral Crane in Columbus.
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Today is the Transgender Day of Remembrance, a day on which we take a moment to reflect on the trans people who have been murdered this year, and those murdered in years past...
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If I ever lose (or just flat out decide to quit) an IT job again, I am going to say FUCK IT, go into massage and exotic dancing full time. I am so much happier doing massage and exotic dancing. It just feels so natural to me, and feels like something I should have gotten into years ago. I may do some consulting on ths side, because I did like doing consulting for Liberty Mutual, but that would be about it as far as other work. At least as a consultant, you don't get bothered with the usual management stupidity. Where do they find some of these cretins? I can see the help wanted ad for a manager position now. Must read something like this. Wanted: manager, must be a complete fucking moron with no common sense whatsoever.
I am not sure this nationwide thing is going to work out, but I will give it some time yet. It's still early. I just don't like a few signs I am seeing, unfortunately reminds me why I absolutely despise corporate america.
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Tonight, I am filling out the last of my paperwork for my appointment with the therapist Tuesday evening.
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I had my first therapy appointment with Meral Crane today. She is a wonderful lady and I highly recommend her. I look forward to receiving my SRS letter from her in 2010.
I am going to Florida this weekend for Thanksgiving. I have my next appointment with Meral Crane on December 15th.
Now I need to work on getting funds together for SRS, so that one day I can become the woman I should have been all along.
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Wow, I just hit 10,000 hits on my web page. Amazing, Thanks to each and every one of you. Bobbie Jo - I am the best cocksucker in the eastern united states. If there's anything you want to see that isn't on my website yet, then please send me an email: goldshow@yahoo.com
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I am spending Thanksgiving with my family. I played Scrabble with my sister yesterday and I am going to go over my sister's again today. We are going to watch the Florida Gators play Florida State this afternoon.
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I had a minor physical today to check my cholesterol level and my BMI. I filled out the paperwork and the nurse said, "Oh honey, you forgot to fill out gender", she said "well, you're obviously female", and she checked the female box. Only my gynecologist and I (and a few close friends) know for sure.
My BMI is 24, which is good, my blood pressure is 116/78 (again pretty decent).
I will get my cholesteroal level results in a couple of days.
Bobbie Jo, a truly happy girl since fall of 2007.
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I was very upset earlier, I did not know where my watch and my beautiful butterfly ring were at. However, two hours of tearing the house apart later, I finally found them, thank goodness. I am now packing the suitcase to head to cleveland this weekend.
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I am unable to see the Florida - Alabama SEC championship game at the house. Oh well, if the gators win, I hope someone gets me a dvd of it for christmas.
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well great, now I have lost my cell phone. great, just great. I don't know what to do with the phone contacts that I had. I don't remember several of the numbers. Hopefully someone finds it and turns it in.
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Yea, thank goodness. Michelle found my cell phone. Thank you so much my dear, you have truly been there many times for me in a time of need. I owe you dinner this coming weekend. Thank you again dear, your friendship means a lot to me.
I got my health numbers today, some are okay, a few others I need to work on.
My total cholesterol: 198 (okay, but want to get this down a little)
ldl 133 (borderline high, I need to work on this)
glucose 93
Triglycerides 53 (very good)
hdl cholesterol 54 (need to come down slightly)
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So I find out today that I am supposed to be giving a presentation to senior management tomorrow. Plus I am already taking a class this week (monday through thursday). Well gee, mighty white of them to give me some notice about this presentation. I expressed my displeasure with the lack of notice in no uncertain terms. The more I see this kind of nonsense, the more fed up I get with the horseshit in corporate america. Save america, get rid of a management moron today.
Seriously thinking about doing massage and exotic dancing full time and getting the fuck out of computers. Except for missing my friends, I was actually pretty happy working as a consultant at Liberty Mutual in Portsmouth, NH.
I would be so much happier if i was able to do exotic dancing and massage full time. I am going to consider my options this weekend. I may even start working on my campain for president of the united states in 2012, yea, I think it's time we had a tgirl for president, someone with common sense who won't sell out the american people to the oil companies, banks, and other corporate america idiots. I already have the perfect campaign slogan - THE BULLSHIT STOPS NOW{cke_protected}{C}%3C!%2D%2D%20BOF%20buynow%20%2D%2D%3E{cke_protected}{C}%3C!%2D%2D%20EOF%20buynow%20%2D%2D%3E
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Packing, getting ready to head to Cleveland after work on Friday.
I should have transitioned in my teens, then I could have been a stripper and would be truly living my dream right now. Massage and exotic dancing - my dream jobs.
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Well, I haven't been getting many requests for massage lately. I guess I will chalk it up to the holidays and people are busy getting ready for christmas.
However, I think that my ultimate career choice, one which I would probably be most happy with is as a call girl. That is one that I am best suited for, after all, my initials are BJ for a reason.
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Bobbie Jo, hot, cute, sexy, passable tgirl (and much more feminine than most GGs)
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I had another session with my therapist tonight. She complimented me on my feminine voice and she asked me how I accomplished it. She also gave me the name of a beautician here in Columbus. My next appointment is on January 11th.
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Oh yes, bunch of guys coming on my face, I would love it. I like this video. http://www.xhamster.com/movies/136643/bukkake_mix_4.html
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When you see a transgender woman, you're looking at one
of the most beautiful women in the world.
You're looking at a lady who posseses the true essence
of a woman.
Many men desire her, but dare not cross that line that
can open not only the eyes, but the heart, the soul,,,
and dare I say the truth.
For every man that seeks a woman seeks one that not only
knows his true nature, but also understands the core of
who and what he is.
A transwoman is just such a woman, for she herself was there
once, she has lived a portion of her life as a male, and she
has never forgotten what drives a man.
This Transgendered Lady knows you and it scares you.
It frightens every notion and understanding you had of
your sexual being.
Your very core is shakened.
She understands your desires and can satisfy you like no
other woman.
She is the future and the future is now.
Her vulnerability is her strength.
To be vulnerable as a transgendered lady, she must
endure and face ridicule from those around her.
She must gather strength from within and without to
fullfill the feminine nature she holds in order
to do what many biological women suppress.
She in essence is more female and therefore more
desirable because of these qualities.
This is the dilemna that men face.
The allure of meeting and knowing such a creature can for
some men be an exhilerating experience.
They discover a beauty that was hidden from them for
most of their lives.
For she knows you,, she knows your wants your needs
because she was there and never forgot.
She can move you by her looks.
Her voice transmits and hits your very core like a missing puzzle.
Her legs give her strength, her hips delite your senses.
Her soft nature invites you in to savour her delicious treats.
Her hardness lets you know the arousal to be real.
Two opposites, the hard and the soft are as one.
She allows you to be a man in ways you never knew
existed,, for she knows you.
She can touch you in ways that tell you and show the
real essence of your manhood,, for she knows you.
Her nature brings out the hidden man inside of you, the
power to really feel something you always wanted but
never received from a biological woman.
She allows herself to be vulnerable because she never
forgot.
To be vulnerable is strength, and to give is to be strong.
A transwoman will fulfill you, and encourage the man in you to
show through.
She takes you into that warm place in her soul.
She opens up herself and allows you to enter, to feel her
from within.
You find yourself wanting her.
You desire to know her.
And in doing so, you discover someone who knows and understands
you better than you do yourself.
You find in her a true partner who can understand and share that
which no other female ever could.
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Enter into Heaven A priest, a minister and a transsexual woman were standing at the pearly gate in front of St. Peter. First the minister spoke up "I fed the hungry, clothed the poor, and spread the word of God throughout the land". St. Peter said unto him "you have done well on earth, but you have sinned against your brother. You shall spend the next 7 year in purgatory to atone for those sins you did commit then you shall enter heaven".
The priest spoke next. "I have done as my brother the minister has, and I have lived a life of sacrifice, humility and chastity. I have served only God, kept only God's laws and I offer my unworthiness to God now". St. Peter reviewed his notes and spoke unto the priest. "You have indeed lived a pious life and yet you too, have sinned, "You shall only have to spend one year in purgatory to atone for your sins".
Next St. Peter turned to the transsexual and spoke softly, "Go in my dear they are waiting for you". The minister and the priest both protested to St. Peter. "Why in all our piety have we been condemned to purgatory when that creature against whom we preached and whom we chastised, merely passes into heaven?' St. Peter simply glared at the two and said, "Boys, thanks to you and the people like you she has already been through hell".
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Hopefully I won't have to be in the hospital for christmas. I will never again try to break up a dog and cat fight. I ended up getting the worst of it. I went to the emergency clinic last night and was given a tetanus shot and a prescription to try and get rid of this infection from the cat bite.
After I got out of the emergency clinic last night, we stopped over at Girls Night Out in warren for a few minutes, but it was really just to say Hi/bye. I was not feeling up to being there for very long, my hand was just bothering me too much. I went back to the house, threw on my bikini and jumped in the hot tub to soak my hand. It feels a lot better today, a fair amount of the redness is gone, it is still swollen, but not as bad as yesterday. Hopefully it will improve even more tonight. I really don't want to have to be in the hospital for christmas, but they told me if its not looking / feeling a lot better by Monday afternoon, then I will be admitted into the hospital to get pumped full of antibiotics.
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Well, 14 is a good start, I'd love to have 50 guys (or shemales, or combination thereof) shooting their cum all over my face, followed by all 50 of them peeing on my face and tits.
Bukkake with 14 shemales
Okay guys, shemales, etc. sign up today to cover me in cum and pee. Send me an email: goldshow@yahoo.com
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don't like gay marriage ? fine, then don't get one and SHUT THE FU** UP.
http://politicalticker.blogs.cnn.com/2009/12/07/new-fight-in-gay-marriage-battle/
I cannot believe we still live in the stone ages. If people of the same sex want to marry, let them. Leave them alone. If this lifestyle does not float your boat, fine but don't throw your creepy morals in the game. I used to be a regular church goer but these religious creeps have changed my perspective. Preach love and all they emit is hate. Organized religion sucks.
Denying gay people the opportunity to marry the person they were meant to be with makes a mockery of everything this country stands for. We either have 'liberty and justice for ALL' or we don't. We either believe all men were created equal and that they are endowed by their creator with certain unalienable rights, that among them are life, liberty, and the persuit of happiness' or we don't. We either have equal protection under the law for all citizens or we don't. It's time to move beyond the last socially acceptable bigotry and truly live up to what we claim this country is about.
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I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas. It will be the first christmas without being near my daughter, but I will be thinking of her every minute, and hope she can one day get away from that lunatic nutcase so-called "christian" mother of hers. I hope Sasha has a wonderful christmas.
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My goals for 2010
1. get my two letters for SRS
2. get my funds together for SRS in 2011
3. finish the electrolysis on my facial area
4. finish the laser hair removal on my private area in prep for SRS
5. Lose 15 pounds
6. I would love to be in a bukkake porn movie with guys coming all over my face
7. I would like to get a job as an exotic dancer
8. Continue doing massage on the weekends
9. I want to do a wedding photo shoot, with me as the bride. That is one of my dreams.
Finally, my hope for the world is that the "tolerant loving" christians and the "peaceful" muslims quit murdering each other and also that the "tolerant, loving christians" quit treating gay, lesbian, bisexual and transgender people like trash and start respecting and accepting us for who we are.
Bobbie Jo
Email goldshow@yahoo.com
www.tgirlbobbiejo.com

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I think that it is about time that I put a bukkake sign up sheet up on my website. Hopefully I can be the cocksucking whore in a bukkake scene in 2010.
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Nice ones, I would love to have a bunch of guys jacking off all over my face and in my mouth. I hope to arrange a bukkake in 2010. Who wants to volunteer to paint my face with their cum?
JACK OFF ON MY FACE AND IN MY MOUTH
CUM ON MY FACE
BUCKETS OF CUM
PLEASE SHOOT YOUR SPERM ON MY FACE
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HAPPY NEW YEAR
I donated blood today, so the question of the day is, will the woman that gets my blood turn into a cum craving, cock sucking whore?????
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Happy New Year everyone.
I recently joined a fitness center, and have started working out. I am a member of their 10K A day program, which encourages people to walk the weight off.
I also have an exercise machine at home, the ProForm Carb Counter . Pro Form Carb Counter
My goal is to lose 15-20 pounds so I can be ready for bikini season.
I am hoping to have enough money to have my SRS in the spring (or summer) of 2011.  I know my SRS surgeon has about a 9-12 month backlog of surgeries, so this summer, I will be arranging my surgery date for 2011.
May all your hopes and dreams come true in 2010. I am looking forward to 2011 and the fulfilling of my dream of SRS.
Bobbie Jo
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i will be heading to cleveland on Friday afternoon. I have another laser hair removal session on my private area scheduled for Saturday. I thought about the money I spent on laser hair removal, electrolsysis, hormones, etc. and so far I am up to about $10,000. Youch, and that isn't even including clothes, makeup, or beauty parlor appointments. My SRS is probably going to be about $22,000 and I have started saving for it, hopefully I reach my goal by 2011.
I am ready for SRS and to be rid of this stupid feminine boy part. It has caused me nothing but grief.
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Tonight my therapist told me that in March she would be more than happy to write me the letter approving me for SRS. YEA, I am very happy !!!!!!!!!!
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I joined the 10k a day program at work, (10,000 steps a day) so I can lose some weight. I did 5,300 steps yesterday, today I am at 8,322.
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I think this job is going to be the death of me, good god almighty. A little common sense would be a good change. I defintely understand why they are on their (at least) 2nd project manager and (at least) third team lead on this particular project.
I'd rather be a call girl, stripper, anything else. I'm reminding myself every minute of the day that I am saving up for my SRS. Is there a rich guy out there that wouldn't mind parting with $20,000 for a cute tgirl?
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In Cleveland this weekend, went to beauty parlor today, am going back there in a couple of weeks to get the complete treatment, hair, manicure, pedicure, makeup, facial (no, not that kind guys, lol, I leave that kind up to you guys to take care of on me)
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I will probably head over to Warren for GNO about 3 pm or so today. I plan to party my ass off this weekend, hell, blowjobs on the dance floor from BJ, the tgirl whore.
I am living proof that an ugly duckling can be transformed into a cute, sexy swan.
The lady doing my electrolysis said that pretty soon we need to cut the hour appointments down to a 1/2 hour because there's not much hair left to work on. YEA, almost done with this !
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Some people are so miserable that they want everyone else to be as miserable as they are.
Live your life as YOU want to, and fuck what everyone else thinks. Only YOU can make yourself happy.
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I love my life. Whether I am playing on the stripper pole, dancing on the stage topless at a stripclub, spanking a slave's butt while in my mistress outfit, giving massages, or being a cocksucking slut, I enjoy my life to the fullest no matter what I do.
I do not (nor will I ever again) live my life as someone else wants me to. I live my life as I WANT TO.
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Something has happened over the weekend which has left me with a broken heart and has me very sad.
I was hoping (beyond hope) that I would wake up last night, and her car would be in the driveway, with all of her belongings. That would have made my night.
She has been in an emotionally abusive relationship for awhile, her lunatic nutcase spouse does not appreciate her and also treats her like shit, and I keep wanting to go over there, make her pack her bags and get her away from that lunatic nutjob spouse of hers. It takes every ounce of patience I can muster to not go over to her house and drag her away from that lunatic.
Ultimately I realize however, that is not my decision to make. It is hers. She has to want to get out of there. As much as I want to, I can not force that decision.
Whatever she decides, I wish her the best and hope that everything works out for her. I did leave a yahoo group that she posts to regularly because it would hurt me too much to see one of her posts.
So dear, if you read this, I wish you all the best with whatever decision you make. Should you decide to leave that nut, you are more than welcome to stay at my house.
Bobbie Jo
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Doing slightly better today, Rob took me shopping for a little while last night, and then we came home, went to bed early, he gave me a back massage, and then he held me, and we fell asleep in each others arms.
That was exactly what I needed.
We will also be taking more pics this weekend. My digital camera has been broken for awhile now, but this weekend we are going to take some pics of me with a different camera, and maybe some pics of my tgirl friend, Chucki, if she is up for it. She is very cute, she easily puts me to shame. She is a wonderful girl, very attractive, I wish I had her body and face. So either late this weekend, or early next week, check my website for some new pics.
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I am feeling better, plus I am looking forward to the weekend. I am going to the beauty parlor tomorrow morning, and then off to the URNOTALONE party tomorrow night.
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I tried on my bikini tonight. It doesn't look too bad. Those workouts I have been doing at the fitness center are starting to pay off. I'm starting to get back in reasonable shape again. I still have some work to do before bikini season gets here. I am walking, also doing the exercise bicycle, as well as the "cross country ski" exercise machine equivalent.
I want to get my body back in shape for bikini season. Watch out guys, this tgirl is on the prowl, and I'm a cock-sucking, cum-drinking, ball-draining little slut. I am a thirsty little whore.
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i got fucked this morning, it felt good to have a nice hard cock in my tight little tgirl tushy. Then when he was ready to cum, I took his cock down my throat and drank all the delicious cum.
I am going to the URNA party tonight
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Weekends go by entirely too fucking fast. I had a very nice time at the URNA party last night. I think we should work for 2 days and have 5 days off, but still get paid the same.
Anyway, we took a bunch of pics of me and Chucki this weekend, so will be downloading and posting those in a couple of days.
I am ready for next weekend.
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I just came back from my first mammogram. It was extremely easy, they didn't even give that stupid M on my drivers license a second look. Hopefully in 2011, that will finally be changed to an F.
I have a lot of pics that I am in process of uploading, and they should be posted on my website today or tomorrow. Look for a new pics page soon.
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I had another electrolysis appointment today. I am in the home stretch for my electrolysis, not much left to do. I started having electrolysis done in the fall of 2007, and we are almost done. Not much hair left to take care of. YEA! I even feel comfortable these last few months wandering around town without makeup on.
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Tuesday I have a doctor's appointment for a physical, and I should also get the results of my mammogram too. Then after my doctor's appointment, I am heading over to my group meeting with other transgendered people.
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Hmm, I think I should put a "contact me form" on my website. You know the type, "Contact me if you and 49 of your closest friends would like to coat my face with your hot cum and delicious pee".
Time for a cum covered tgirl bukkake
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My mammogram results came back today, all normal, and my physician wrote me a prescription for more estrogen and testosterone blocker
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WANTED: Job where management isn't a bunch of dumbfucks, and I am geographically close to the people I care about. Liberty Mutual was a great place to work, only issue of concern was that it was very far away from the people that are close to me.
I am close to going back to doing massage, and escort full time. I was a lot happier doing that. I was also making fairly decent money doing that as well.
If I wasn't trying to save money for my SRS, I wouldn't be working at Nationwide right now, I'd be doing massage or working at one of the strip bars in town or something along those lines. Who knows, if this nonsense at work keeps up, maybe I will just have to forget about my dream of SRS.
Still hoping to live out my dream of getting my face covered in cum by you and 49 of your closest friends, maybe a bukkake movie with me invading the boys locker room as the plot. Hmm, now that sounds wonderful.
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WOW. I just received an email today asking me if I was interested in working at Liberty Mutual again.
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Snow, snow, and more snow....after going up the interstate ramp sideways, nearly getting into an accident, I turned around at the next exit and came back to the house to work from home today.
Now what do I do about the call from Liberty Mutual?
Wish I was getting my face covered in cum today.
I was on webcam a little earlier, (even got completely naked) and received a great compliment. One of the people watching me thought I looked to be about 35. Yea, that's it, I am 35. I don't think they believed me when I said I was going to be 52 in three weeks.
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QUOTE OF THE DAY - I Dont Need Anger Management ... You Just Need To Stop Pissin Me Off !!
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I am so very lucky to have such a wonderful support system full of many great friends and my family.
Thinking about my daughter Sssha and hoping that she is okay. I miss her.
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I finally had enough of the nonsense at nationwide today, I am tired of being treated like trash. I called my recruiter and I said if that job at Liberty Mutual is still available, please put in my resume.
If the Liberty Mutual job is taken, then I think I am just going into escort and massage full time.
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What a nice way to start the day. A good fucking followed by a load of cum going down my throat. Yummy !
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I hope everyone has a Happy Valentine's Day. I hope you are able to spend today with someone you care about.
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I guess we will find out what happens to this Portsmouth, NH job in a few days.
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Well, looks like I am off to work at Liberty Mutual again. My recruiter called me, told me about Liberty Mutual, and asked me if I was available. I loved working there before, and add to the fact that I have been very unhappy with the way things are going at nationwide, I think that yes, I will head to Liberty Mutual. The manager respected me, and evidently liked my work.
They were actually about ready to make an offer to someone else, and when they found out from my recruiter that I was possibly available, they said they wouldn't make the offer to that person and they would bring me back instead if I wanted the position. That makes me feel greatly appreciated. Obviously they liked my work or they would not have wanted me back. All companies and managers need to treat their employees in this manner.
I will miss my boyfriend Rob a lot. He is the love of my life. I will also miss my friends that are here, but I will be a whole lot happier at work, plus I will be flying and driving back to Ohio at least once, if not twice a month, so I will be able to see everyone then. I do have some tgirl friends in NH too, so it's not like I will be up there completely alone.
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I had my last day at Nationwide today. I was tired of being in no-win situation. I don't have an issue with nationwide as a company so much, but I do have an issue with idiotic management goons.
Monday I will be driving to New Hampshire and working at Liberty Mutual for the next several months.
Tonight I talked with my therapist and she has graciously indicated that she would be willing to do Saturday sessions. I am very thankful for her, she has been wonderful to me. My next appointment with her is on March 27th, coincidentally enough that will be my 2 year anniversary of being out full time.
I need to decide on my surgeon for SRS. I have narrowed it down to 2, well, 3. Marci Bowers, Christine Mcginn and Pierre Brassard.
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I have the car all packed, and am getting ready to take a quick nap.
Tonight, I head to Cleveland. Saturday I will go to the Girls Night Out party at the Funky Skunk in Warren, Ohio. Sunday is probably going to be my take it easy day, maybe a movie or something.
Then Monday I will drive to New Hampshire.
Tuesday I start my job at Liberty Mutual, I loved working there before, and expect that to be the same again. Great manager, great coworkers, and great location.
Bobbie Jo
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I am in Warren, Ohio getting ready for Girls Night Out tonight. Watch out world, this tgirl is ready to party.
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I had a wonderful time at Girls Night Out in Warren, Ohio. We had lots of regulars there, as well as a few new girls too. That is wonderful. I was very happy to see some new girls show up.
This morning, I was awakened by a nice hard cock at the entrance to my tgirl tushy. Hmmm. I got the lube, inserted my vibrator and got myself ready for that nice cock. A few minutes later, I was getting fucked like a bitch in heat. We finished it off with him shooting his cum down my throat. Yummy, absolutely yummy.
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Off to New Hampshire I go. I will miss my friends here and will especially miss Rob, (and Michelle too), but I won't miss the dumbass moron of a manager at nationwide.
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TIRED tgirl here. I got into the hotel at about 3:30 this morning, unpacked the car a little, and crashed into bed.
Today at work consisted of getting my userid restored (all of my stuff was still out there from last fall, they just needed to resume my userid and give me a new password). After I write this, I am going home, watch a brief bit of tv and GO TO BED. Tomorrow I will actually start doing real work again, I can't wait, Liberty Mutual just feels right.
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wet aqnd rainy here, on the bright side, I did find a place to live last night. I move in this weekend.
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I am so much happier at work. Work is going great for me. I shouldn't have left here in the first place. Liberty Mutual is a great place to work.
I miss my friends, and watch out Rob, you better save your energy for March 27th, because when I come into town I will be expecting to be fucked. but good. I NEED SOME NICE TASTY COCK
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I celebrate my 52nd birthday tomorrow. I'm going to snuggle up next to my teddy bear again in bed tonight.
I feel like I am in my mid 30s.
Bobbie Jo
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{cke_protected}{C}%3C!%2D%2D%20BOF%3A%20.%2Fpersonal-templates%2Fsimple%2Fgeneric%2Fparagraphs%2Fstyle.1%20%2D%2D%3EMarch 2nd - my birthday

This is the day I was born on this planet. I have received many birthday wishes from many great people. I will thank each and every one of you. If I haven't gotten to yours yet, please be patient, a lot of people sent me email.
Thank you all so much. It is nice to know people care.
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I am doing well, hope everyone else is too.
My internet at the boarding house isn't working for me, so I have to go to kinko's to update my site. I am moving into a new place Wednesday night.
Anyway, I am much happier going to work each day, I actually don't mind going to work. I almost look forward to it.
Nationwide and Oppressive could learn something from Liberty Mutual in how to treat people.
I will be in Columbus, OH, at Club Diversity on March 27th celebrating two years of being out full time. If you are in the area, stop by. I will probably be there about 9:00 p.m.
Take care
Love,
Bobbie Jo
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I've been reading this blog.
SRS in Montreal
I am considering this doctor, and like what I read so far. (except for the decrease in sensitivity part, but that can happen anywhere).
SRS is an extensive surgery and shit happens.
Bobbie Jo
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I saw this elsewhere and it was true for me too. I also started transitioning at 49 years old.
"I lived 49 years trying to be good to everyone but the one person that truly matters - myself. It was time that I support HER, even if no-one else does. After all, I'm the ONLY one I know for a fact will be with me until my final day"
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It has been an amazing 3 years. It was about 3 years ago at this time that I started cross dressing on a casual basis. Little did I know then I would be at the point I am now.
I was dressed in a bridal gown when I was 9 years old (for halloween). I loved it then (didn't really understand why), but of course I had to pretend like I didn't like it. After all, boys aren't supposed to like those things. That's my issue, I WASN'T A BOY.
When I was in my 20s, I wore my wifes bra and panties some, but didn't get into anything serious.
It wasn't until age 49 when a great lady that I know wondered aloud "I wonder what you would look like as a girl".
I didn't fully understand then, but that started me down the path to truly becoming a girl.
I didn't have any girl clothes at all, I bought my first pairs of panties and my first dress online from Victoris'a secret . Amazingly enough, when they arrived, they actually fit, talk about lucky. I still have those panties from 3 years ago, which I wear on occassion, I no longer wear the dress because it was just a generic red, cheap dress, and my outfits are so much better now.
After buying my first dress, I wore it out a couple of times, then decided to buy another outfit to wear out. I put on one of my new outfits, did my makeup (oh god, what a nightmare I was back then with makeup), and went to a club.
There I met a man who said he found me attractive, and we played some later that night. I know he was just being kind because my makeup skills were atrocious back then, but it was still nice to be wanted.
That evening encouraged me to go farther. I went back to that club several more times after that, becoming a little more sure of myself each time.
I bought more panties, and stuff, and started filling out my wardrobe.
It was about this point, late summer / early fall of 2007, that I knew I had finally figured out what had been wrong with my life for the previous 49 years.
I had been living my life as a man and I WAS A WOMAN !!!!
I decided I was going to change my outer appearance to match my inner self.
I contacted a doctor that did laser hair removal and told them I wanted to get rid of the hair on my face. They asked me why, I said because I am going to become a woman. Those words made me so happy, but also anxious at the same time because I knew I had a lot of work to do to make that dream come true. I made my first appointment for the next week.
Next I contacted a lady who did electrolysis to first fix my eyebrows because they were an absolute disaster, and later to get rid of the gray hair off my face. She asked me why, and I once again said those oh so beautiful words --> BECAUSE I AM GOING TO BECOME A WOMAN. We made an appointment for the next week.
It was also in the fall of 2007, that I created my website: www.tgirlbobbiejo.com
In the fall of 2007, I also started letting my natural hair grow and haven't cut it to this day
I remember my very first GNO in Warren, Ohio in the fall of 2007. I met two wonderful people, Glenda and Michelle. Michelle and I have grown especially close over the last 2 and 1/2 years. I also remember the very first time I ever saw Chloe Prince at a GNO, I thought she was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen in my life. I couldn't believe it when someone told me she was a TS (this was still her pre-op days). She is absolutely amazing, and she is one of my inspirations. Donna Renee Richards is the other.
On March 27th, 2008 I went full time. Almost two years have gone by since that day, and they have been the happiest two years of my life.
In January 2009, I changed my legal name.
In the last 3 years, I have gone from just starting cross dressing to now in the final stages of my transition, choosing my surgeon and preparing to have my SRS surgery.
It has been an amazing journey the last 3 years, one that I wouldn't trade for the world.
I have met so many wonderful people, I have many close friends, I have a wonderful family, I have a wonderful boyfriend who bought me a diamond ring for christmas in 2009. My sister has been far and away my biggest supporter and I love her lots. I have a video on youtube where I did a striptease for a birthday celebration in 2009. Also at 51, I danced topless at a straight strip club. None of the girls there knew I was a TS, they all thought I was a GG until my friend told them. That made my month. Last year, I also dip lip syncing on stage to the song "Papa Don't Preach" by Madonna.
I have lived a truly wonderful and miraculous life over the last 3 years, and I see nothing but good times ahead as I plan my SRS. I thank my many wonderful friends, my family, and my boyfriend for all of the support that they have provided to me.
My only real down moment came when I had my daughter taken away from me simply because I am a transgendered female. She turns 18 in 2018, and I am very hopeful to re-connect with her then. I do miss her and hope she is doing well. I want her to know that I never stop thinking about her. I can only imagine the lies her mother is telling my daughter about me.
I am finally living my life as the woman I should have been all along, and I much better off emotionally, mentally and physically.
Bobbie Jo
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My new landlord fixed me dinner tonight, that was very nice of him. Tomorrow night I move in his place.
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I am still here, haven't disappeared off the face of the planet, just been a litle busy lately. In 10 days, I celebrate my two year anniversary of being out full time.
Bobbie Jo
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One more week until I have been living in my true gender full time for 2 years.
Nothing major going on today, taking one of my beautiful dresses to the dry cleaners to be ready for next weekend. It is a beautiful day here today, actually every day has been beautiful since I made the transition to Bobbie Jo.
I don't know who that sad, unhappy person was that lived my life for the first 49 years, but I am so glad they aren't around anymore. I am much better off now, physically, mentally and emotionally.
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I had to dismiss my little slave slut Sissie yesterday. She started getting a bit too demanding and thinking that she was the one in control. WRONG !
So, boys, girls, and boys who want to be girls, if you come to me, remember this, I AM IN CONTROL. Your goal in life is to please your mistress. Get uppity with me, and it's BYE BYE, see ya. I AM IN CHARGE, AND YOU WILL DO AS I SAY. So, I am now lookng for a new slut.
MISTRESS BOBBIE JO
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Okay, it has been a month since I've had a cock down my throat or in my tight little tgirl tushy. I need some cock. Just a few more days thank goodness, and I will get the man meat and the protein that I crave.
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SOS, Need cock down my throat and in my nice tight tushy.
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Two more days until I get some nice hard cock, thank goodness !!!! This girl is going stir crazy.
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I am a cumwhore. This is what I want to do. Who stole my fantasy ? http://columbus.craigslist.org/cas/1660067843.html
Fron the ad above..
Looking for a few girls interested in being "fluffers" at a huge Bukkake Party this Saturday night in Worthington. Your job would be sucking and jacking cock to get it ready to cover our cum queen of the night. The main girl of the party will be swallowing all the cum or taking the loads on her face & body. You would be next to her helping get the guys close to blast off.
You must be ok with sucking young, old, black & white cock. Guys if your wife or girlfriend has ever fantasized about being in a large group or playing "slut" for the night this is your chance. Photos/video will be taken wich you also will get copies of. If your camera shy no fear as your face can be blocked out if you wish.
Trying to get at least 50 guys....have done this before with 47 guys so hope to break our last count.
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I actually almost look forward to going to work. I work for a nice manager at Liberty Mutual, have a great group of co-workers, etc. I feel like I belong, shame it is only a contract job.
I've always worked with pretty good co-workers, but I sometimes end up with a dumbsh** of a manager.
At nationwide, the manager was a complete buffoon, an exceptional idiot, but an idiot nonetheless.
At Oppressive, my first manager was very nice, unfortunately he left for another area, and I had the unpleasant experience of working for a kool aid drinking goon my last couple of years there.
Tomorrow I take off for Columbus, Ohio to celebrate my two year anniversary of being out full time on 3/27/10.
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TODAY IS MY TWO YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF BEING OUT FULL TIME.
I AM A VERY HAPPY GIRL TODAY.
I got up at 6, went to the beauty parlor at 7, got my hair and makeup done, then I went off to my therapist at 11.
At my appointment with my therapist this morning, she did the one letter I need for SRS. She also gave me a congratulations on your "graduation" card with a nice note inside and a couple of beautiful keepsakes as well.
On May 1st, I should get the second letter approving me for SRS.
YEA, SRS in 2011 here I come.
Bobbie Jo
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I now have my appointment set for May 1st. This is the day when I will see the physciatrist for the second letter for SRS.
I am so happy that one day I will finally and completely be the woman I should have been all along.
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For my surgery, I am currently trying to decide between a surgeon in Montreal (Pierre Brassard), and a surgeon in Pennsylvania (Christine Mcginn). They are both very good, so I think I will be in good hands regardless of which one I go with. I will be making my decision this month, and also scheduling my surgery date.
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Now 3 years in to my transition, I find several things about me have changed. (besides my looks, that one is obvious).
1. I no longer let people run over me. I am much stronger than I used to be before I transitioned. My confidence level is high. I am at long last comfortable with my own body and it shows with how I deal with life on a daily basis.
2,. I take charge of situations. I don't let people dictate to me how things are going to be, I dictate to them how things are going to be. This goes hand in hand with #1 above.
3. Most importantly, I am at long last at peace with myself. I was almost always miserable in my previous life, I was uncomfortable in social settings, I was a loner. I had very few friends before. Now I am almost 180 degrees complete opposite.
4. Before I transitioned, I was angry at the world much of the time. I was not happy with my life, and I tried several times to kill myself. Thankfully I never succeeded.
5. I always felt I was ugly before I transitioned. I didn't even like looking at myself in a mirror. I am now finally comfortable with my looks.
I am at long last comfortable with myself, my body, my looks, and the world around me. Why I waited until age 49 to finally start being happy is beyond me, I wish I had done it much earlier, I think a lot of things would be different. I am finally in the correct gender and am now who I was all along. It is a shame that I kept my true self hidden for 49 years. Thankfully there are nothing but bright times ahead for me.
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Just got out of the shower. I am going to Club 313 tonight. I shaved my legs. Speaking of shaving my legs, I notice that the amount of hair on my legs is down to almost nil. I don't know whether it's the hormones or what, but I don't have much there, this was even after a week of not shaving them. I am only doing it about twice a week normally.
I also wanted to say that it is such a nice feeling to go to work and actually enjoy being at work. Such a pleasant change from that idiot at Nationwide I was dealing with, and that other buffoon at Oppressive. I know now that I can do anything, even going back to doing massage if I so desire. I don't have to take garbage from anyone.
Today, I need to have the tires on my car checked. The two front tires are leaking air, one is losing about 10 pounds a week.
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I had a good time at club 313 last night, met another new girl, well new to me anyway.
I have lived an interesting life thus far. I wonder what the next several years will hold for me? Let's see, I've been a BDSM actress, slave, mistress, stripper for a day, pole dancer. I've had a lot of fun the last 3 years and wouldn't trade it for the world.
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I NEED SOME COCK TO SUCK.
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Thankfully I will be meeting up with my boyfriend tomorrow. Yea, I get to suck some cock tomorrow night. I might get fucked too. Hmmm, nice.
I have been desperately craving cock these last two weeks. These dildos just don't cut it.
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I gave some blowjobs this weekend, had a threesome, drank two loads of cum and got fucked too. All in all a nice weekend.
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Hmmm, I just got a foreclosure notice on my house.
Unlike the bank, I wasn't able to rip off $25 billion from the american taxpayer when I fell on hard times.
While I am considering just letting the bank have it, (it's a 22 year old house after all that I still owe $100,000 on), but I am also very concerned about my roommate and where he will live. I don't want him to be left without a place to live.
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Well, may be able to save the house after all. (for awhile anyway).
I can always get into becoming a call girl if necessary, for now it looks like that won't be necessary, at least not until July when my current work contract runs out.
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Thank you Salah
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Okay, it has been entirely too long since I've put up new pics. I need to get some new pics up, but unfortunately my camera isn't working very well right now.
I will try and get some new ones posted before too long.
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DUH, ANOTHER BRUNETTE MOMENT FOR BOBBIE JO
I lost my employee badge several weeks ago and was issued a new one.
Yesterday, I lost the new bag. DOH !
This morning, I ransacked my car looking for it, and I found my badge, YEA !
The only problem was that it was the badge I lost 4 weeks ago. I found this out when I tried to use it to get into the building and it wouldn't work.
Fortunately, someone saw my badge in the parking lot the day before, and turned it into security. I guess it fell out of my hand as I was walking out.
I gave my old badge to the lady in security, and she returned the new one to me. (She is a wonderful lady, and knows me by name, probably because I've lost my badge more than anyone else, lol).
That's what I get for trying to carry too many things at once, badge, purse, notepad, headband, etc. I should have used some common sense and just put the badge in the purse. I'll learn next time, yea, that's it
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Hmmm, cock, nice tasty cock. I sure do love giving blowjobs. On my knees, my full bright red cocksucking lips wrapped around a nice hard cock as the guy grabs ahold of the back of my head and pumps my mouth, fucks my face and calls me his little slut. Hmmm, yummy.
I started sucking cock at a young age and I have been a cocksucking slut ever since that first time. I remember my first time sucking cock just like it was yesterday. I just love a cock in my mouth.
I was meant to be a girl all along, I am so happy to finally be living my destiny.
A nice tasty load of sperm being shot down my throat, followed by a good stream of pee, if I'm lucky. Yummy
I can't wait for my boyfriend Rob to get here, he is coming up today to spend the week with me. I'll be getting lots of cock this week, both in my mouth and in my tgirl tushy. Hmmm, can't wait.
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I went to Portsmouth on Monday and went shopping and also had a nice dinner at a wonderful restaurant.
Last night, we went to the Smith and Wesson shooting range and I got to shoot a 22, 38, 45, and a 9mm. That was pretty cool, although I think I liked the 22 the best.
Tonight, going back into Portsmouth and shopping at a couple fetish / lingerie shops. Then later, I will be getting fucked. Hmmm, yummy.
As my post op friend says, "I have the golden highway now, but guys still want to travel down the dirt road". Kisses all.
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I saw a REALLY cute pair of shoes at a store in Portsmouth, only problem was they were $300. Sorry, but I am NOT paying $300 for a pair of shoes, no matter how cute they were.
Gave a blowjob last night, drank some cum (us girls have to keep our protein levels up you know) Hoping to get my tight little tushy fucked tomorrow morning.
I may go out and see a movie tonight or tomorrow.
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I got fucked this morning, followed by a nice load of sperm down my throat. Yummy.
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Let's see, this is certainly good timing. After being here a week, Rob leaves to go back home, and my car decides to die.
Good one, what incredible timing, why the he** couldn't it have done this on Monday so at least Rob would've been here to help get me around.
Well, at least my car made it over to the house where I am staying right now. Not sure what I am going to do about a car this week, or how I am going to get to work tomorrow.
Looks like it could be the clutch, guess I will be delaying my SRS for another month or two, and instead getting my car fixed.
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I can not go to work today. My car is dead in the water. I drove it over to the mechanic this morning, he said it's the slave cylinder. They are repairing it as we speak, should be ready later today.
Yesterday, in addition to fucking up the car, I also fell coming down the stairs, slipped on the kitchen floor, and skinned my knee, and fucked up my middle toe. So, no being on my knees for a few days, or dancing in 7 inch heels either until this all heals. My middle toe is red and purple.
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They just called me back from the auto repair place, and the good news is that the clutch looks fine, no issue there, but there are waiting for a part to come in, and they said because of that, the car may not be ready until about noontime tomorrow. So, I'll just be without a car for a few more hours, and will have it back tomorrow around noon.
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This saturday May 1st, I meet with my gender therapist at 11, followed by a meeting with the psychiatrist at noon.
If all goes well, I will receive my second letter approving me for SRS.
I already have my doctor picked out, just need to schedule the date which I will do next week.
I am hoping to have my surgery in the summer of 2011. It will cost about $20,000 and I am currently trying to save money for it.
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I met with my gender therapist again this weekend, followed by a meeting with the psychiatrist and after those meetings, I have now received my two letters approving me for gender reassignment surgery.
There is a very good doctor in montreal that I am impressed with, and I am probably going to him next August (2011) for my operation.
If I have any trouble getting a passport, I do have another excellent doctor who works near Philadelphia that I could go to as well.
Now I just have to save my money for it as it does cost about $20,000. Maybe I'll win the lottery.
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I am starting to work on getting my stuff together for my surgery.
I started looking at what do I need to get a passport, etc., etc. Of course, I HATE having to put that dumbass M in the gender column of the passport application, but that (along with my birth certificate and drivers license) will be among the FIRST things to be corrected after my surgery.
After August 2011, the only M for this girl is going to be if I'm on my knees in front of one, or getting fucked by one.
Money is still an issue right now, but hopefully I will have what I need when the time comes.
COUNTDOWN, AUGUST 2011 here I come
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Well, I've been reading: Passport Info, and it appears that I can get a temporary passport good for a year with "F" if I get a letter from my surgeron and my therapist. Then after the surgery, I can get a permanent passport with an F.
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Tomorrow (Saturday) I will go to club 313 in Manchester, Nh. I will probably get there about 9:00 p.m. or so.
Then on the 15th, I will be in Warren, Ohio for Girls Night out Prom at the Funky Skunk nightclub.
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I am going to head to Club 313 tonight.
I always think about Sasha and hope she is doing okay. I hope one day (when she turns 18, and gets away from that evil "so-called christian" psycho lunatic fat bitch Kathy Key that she is currently living under), that Sasha and I can be friends.
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This wonderful lady is the lady who first brought Bobbie Jo to life. She was the first one that recognized the woman in me.
(well, except for maybe my mom and grandmother who dressed me in a bridal dress when I was 9).
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HAPPY MOTHERS DAY !
I was checking the cost of a plane flight from Cleveland, OH to Montreal, and it's about $380. Not bad, I can handle that.
Well, darn it, I guess I am NOT going roller skating today. They are closed because of Mothers Day. Okay gentlemen, can you think of some other way I can work this weight off? (*_*)
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Okay, I HAVE to get front brakes on the car, they sound REALLY bad. Today, driving home from work, the car also overheated. I guess I will be dropping my baby off at the mechanic tomorrow.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER JENN, I am very lucky to have Jenn as my sister.
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Well, that was very nice.
Today my wonderful manager stops by and asks if he can talk to me for a few minutes.
My contract was supposed to be ending June 30th.
My manager asked me today if I would be willing to stay on until the end of August. There's some more temporary work coming in, and they got approval for another short term contract starting in July, and my manager said why not just keep Bobbie for 2 more months.
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(obviously I must be doing something right or they wouldn't be wanting to keep me around).
(It is so nice to have a great manager after those 2 idiots I had to deal with previously).
I said yes, that would be perfect. I did mention that I had a couple of appointments on July 2nd and I would like to have that day off, and also a few other days in July when my boyfriend is on vacation.
He said, no probem, just let me know the dates.
Bobbie Jo
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I had an incredible saturday. First I went to torture treatment (electrolysis), then I went to the beauty parlor and got my hair and makeup done.
After getting my hair and makeup done, then I drove down to Warren, Ohio for the Girls Night out Prom.
I had on my beautiful pink formal gown that I had bought at JCPenny a few weeks ealier. I met many of my wonderful friends, and even met a few new girls too.
I danced, partied, chatted with people, and just had a wonderful time.
Towards the end of the evening they came to the moment to crown the prom queen. They said, c'mon girls, don't be shy, get up here. My boyfriend pushed me up on stage.
They had the audience applause for each girl, and by the time they got to the end they said, "Okay, our winner is contestant #4". Hmmmm, Wait a minute, 1, 2, 3, 4. Oh my goodness, that's ME !
I started crying, I was so happy. To be crowned Prom Queen at prom, every girls dream..
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It's been 3 days (Sunday) since my boyfriend fucked me and I sucked his cock. He came inside of me too, that's always nice, to feel a load of cum in my tushy. Hmmm, I wonder if he can come to NH again soon?
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Come in,
sit down,
I'll unzip your pants
and get to town
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I NEED SOME COCK TO SUCK
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I said, I NEED SOME COCK TO SUCK, NOW ! I think I'll make myself a sign that says that and stand out on the street corner.
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It's always good when I can help another girl in her journey. It makes me feel appreciated when they ask for my advice. I try to help girls along their journey however I can.
How I did it probably won't work for everyone, and I even did some things "backwards" (i.e., not seeking out a therapist until almost the end of my journey). I am extremely impressed with my therapist, she is a great lady.
Unlike so many girls who started cross dressing at an early stage, I didn't seriously start until late in life (age 49).
However, once I did, it didn't take me very long to realize that I had found true happiness, and found that wonderful cheerful spirit that had been hiding deep inside of me for 48 years.
I thank everyone who has been so kind to me, shown me how to be more of a lady, and a special thank you to Mistress Elizabetha who was the one that looked beyond that miserable male body I had been hiding in for far too many years and saw my true potential.
I am living a dream life now, really couldn't ask for too much better. I have a wonderful boyfriend, many close friends, some very close (Hi Michelle), my aunts, my sister (she's been my biggest supporter), my brother, and even my mom, who gave me grief at first because of her religious beliefs, has finally accepted and loved me for who I am.
The only thing I would change if I could is that I'd like to be spending time with my daughter Sasha, however she was taken away from me by lunatic nutcase psycho, fat, lazy, useless, ugly bitch so-called "christian looney" (No, I'm not bitter), Kathy Key simply because I am a transgendered female. I hope to reconnect with my daughter Sasha when she turns 18.
There are many girls out there still to be discovered, and a lot of them still in the closet.
Like the girls that came before me, I hope that what my generation does and what future generations do will make it easier for the girls of the future to come out and be true to themselves.
Bobbie Jo
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I went roller skating yesterday. Fell six times the first time around the rink, got much better after that. Thought I was doing okay, until some 5 year old kid passed me at what seemed like 30 mph skating backwards.
I am going to buy a bicycle this week to work off about 15 pounds of that wintertime fat I acquired.
Not sure what I am going to do today, maybe take myself to a movie later.
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Yesterday, I went shopping, bought a cute little top, then I got some ice cream, then I went to see the new Shrek movie yesterday and liked it.
I think that tomorrow it is BUY A BICYCLE TIME.
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I went and bought a bicycle tonight. I will be riding my bicycle this weekend. I want to get back down to my weight when I was stripping at Executive Den last July.
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YEA, THE WEEKEND, LONG WEEKEND TOO.
I went and got my oil changed in the camaro this morning.
While I was waiting for that to be complete, this girl went shopping at the mall.
I found a BEAUTIFUL dress at JCPenny on sale, regular price $100, I got it on sale for $39.99
I also bought a cute pair of sandals on sale for $7.99 and the movie Officer and a Gentleman (which I cry at the end of that movie).
I also bought nice smelling body lotion from Bath&Body Works.
I came home, got on my bicycle for about 40 minutes and rode it around the neighborhood. I am feeling it a little in my legs, but hey, at least I didn't crash any. I am going to be on my bicycle a lot from now on, and I am going to lose this wintertime layer of fat.
Now I am going to jump in the shower, shave my legs, wash my hair, and then paint my nails later. I am going to wear my new dress with my white 7 inch heels to Club 313 tonight.
Bobbie Jo
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Well, change of plans.
I was wanting to go roller skating today, however they are closed because of the holiday weekend, darn it all.
So, I took myself to a chic flick, "Sex and The City 2", then once I got home, I went out and rode my bicycle for about 20 minutes".
I wish Rob was here, because I could use a cock down my throat or in my tushy.
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Okay, it's a little cool to head to the beach today, think I may head out in a bit and see if I can find a water bottle I can attach to my bicycle. Now if I could only meet someone that would take me back to their hourse where 50 guys are waiting to cum all over a certain tgirls face.
I cleaned up my website a little earlier, updated my faq's, recent news, etc., etc.
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I gave blood today at work. I wonder who will get my blood, they'll probably be like, wait a minute, the girl that donated this blood sure does drink a lot of protein (wink, wink).
Of course, after I gave blood, then I started getting very light-headed, they made me lie down for about 20 minutes, gave me juice to drink, gave me some salt crackers to eat. They put a cold compress on my head. I felt better after awhile. I continued to eat crackers, etc. for the rest of the day, and I feel better after eating dinner too.
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Right now I am on a desperate hunt to find my white stripper outfit, I am not sure where it is.
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Oh good, Rob thinks my white stripper outfit is in Columbus, so he is going to bring it when I see him in cleveland next weekend.
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After this morning's thunderstorm, it turned out to be a really pretty day today. I went bicycling and feel much better. I even feel less fat than I did two weeks ago, so maybe this bicycle riding is working after all. I will start getting ready soon to head to Club 313 tonight.
On a side note, why am I getting all of these "yahoo friend requests" from guys in India or Saudi Arabia that say they want to be my friend, then when it comes down to it, all they really want is a free pass to America. I'm going to start ignoring people if they are from india or the middle east. (unless they're an oil shiek). I am getting tired of this.
I finally updated my yahoo profile with this note:
"GUYS--DO NOT CONNECT WITH ME IF YOU ARE FROM INDIA OR THE MIDDLE EAST AND ARE SIMPLY SEEKING A FREE PASS TO AMERICA. I AM NOT INTERESTED."
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It's so nice to wake up in the morning and almost look forward to going to work. I like working for Liberty Mutual. Management that leaves people alone to get their work done, what a fucking concept.
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WHAT A GLORIOUS WEEKEND, I HAD A GREAT TIME.
Friday started off great, a nice day at work. I even had fun at the airport for my flight to cleveland.
I was walking from getting my boarding pass to the security line. I walked past a girls baseball team. They were like, "oh my god, look at her shoes, those are incredible". That's right dearie, I had on my six inch white platforms.
I then went to get in the security line and a little japanese lady behind me (she had to be 65 or 70), said, "Dear, I just love those shoes of yours". I thanked her, we talked for a minute, and then I and went to go through security
I noticed the lady running the scanner was looking at my shoes, she would stop the machine, then back the belt up, then start it again. She did this three times. I'm thinking okay, so what is wrong with my shoes?
Finally she turned to me and say, "Dear, what size are those, they are incredible. I don't know how you're walking in those" I told her they were six inch heels. She said, "simply amazing, great shoes, well, have a good flight".
As I was walking down to my gate, I could hear a few people saying, "oh my goodness, look at those shoes, wow". That's right, CUMWHORE BOBBIE JO is in town. What's up, you've never seen a hot, sexy tgirl in six inch heels at the airport before?
I had a nice flight to cleveland. Michelle and Betty were waiting to pick me up at the airport. We went to get something to eat at Bob Evans. As I was walking in the door, there were two couples sitting out front. The ladies both came up to me, and said, "Those are incredible shoes, we really like them". I thanked them both, we talked for a minute and I went into the restaurant.
We went out to cocktails friday night, had some drinks and chatted with people.
Saturday, I had a beauty parlor appt. at noon, then we went to get something to eat, and then finally over to the dock to get ready and board the ship.
It was a great cruise, I had a blast. The weather was great, didn't rain until after we got off the boat that night, couldn't have asked for a nicer evening. We took lots of pics which I will be posting some in a few days as soon as Rob emails me the pics. We went partying later on after the cruise.
We stopped by Bottoms Up where my favorite stripper pole was waiting for me. But oh no, they had it blocked off. DAMN. Michelle disappeared for a few minutes, and the next thing I know, I hear the DJ announcing over the loudspeaker, "Bobbie Jo, get up on the stripper pole NOW". I'm like okay, be right there. Michelle had evidently talked to him and he agreed to let me on. Thank you Michelle, that was very nice of you.
I had fun at Bottoms up, we also went to Cocktails for a little while too before going home and crashing. We got to bed around 1 or 2 I think.
Sunday morning Rob got frisky. At 6:30 a.m. my boyfriend wanted some pussy. Okay, well, who am I to turn that offer down? He slid his cock in me and fucked me good, and as he was ready to cum, he pulled his cock out of my tushy, and I got to drink the cum, YEA ! So tasty too !
We crashed for a little bit more after that, eventually waking up and going out to get something to eat. Then it was BIKINI TIME. Betty and I donned our bikinis and we went to Headlands Beach in Mentor and walked around for about an hour. Several heads were turning our way, that's right, cute, hot, sexy transsexuals are ON THE BEACH.
WIVES AND GIRLFRIENDS BEWARE, we know what men want and we know what women need. Eventually all good things must come to an end, and it was time to take me back to the airport Sunday evening.
I had a WONDERFUL weekend, that was great.
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I was crying tonight, no, nothing bad happened.
I was watching the movie An Officer and a Gentleman, and the ending scene in that movie where he goes to pick her up at the factory always gets to me. I end up crying everytime I watch it. I bawl my eyes out when watching that scene (not as bad as when I watch Soldier's Girl though).
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Now if my breasts would grow at the same rate as my hair, I'd have Double D titties by now.
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It is a beautiful weekend here in New Hampshire, in the high 80s to low 90s all weekend.
Today I am going bicycle riding, then coming back and shaving my legs, then tonight I will go to Club 313 in Manchester.
Tomorrow I may put on my new bikini and hit the beach for a little while.
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YEA, GOOD NEWS ! I FOUND MY LITTLE WHITE STRIPPER OUTFIT. It was in the bottom of my bra drawer. I put it on and it doesn't look too bad, the bicycle riding appears to be working.
Might be time for bikini and beach tomorrow.
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I had a really nice day today. The day started off cloudy, and I thought it was going to ruin my beach plans.
I decided to put on my short shorts, cute pink top, and my 4 and 1/2 inch heels and I went down to the harbor area and walked around. I stopped at several of the shops there, did some shopping, and even bought a couple of cute blouses. I sat in the park for awhile just enjoying the warm temperatures.
I did an early dinner, and took myself to Applebees. I think I might have been the only transsexual in there, but you never know nowadays.
I wanted to go to the beach, but it looked like it was about to rain, so I decided to go check out the local movie theater instead. However, I think everyone else had the same idea, no place to park. So, I said, well, I will go home, get my bikini, and maybe this rain will end in half an hour or so.
Lo and behold, that is just about what happened. It stopped raining, so I donned my new bikini and headed to Hampton Beach. I stopped to put some gas in the car, got out of the car at the gas station in just my bikini and flip flops. That's right people, hot, sexy, and cute transsexual is here.
I love my bikini. I actually don't feel fat in it anymore, those bicycle rides are working. I walked around the beach for about an hour, and I stepped in the water a couple of times, but BRRRRR, it was cold. I got talking to one of the other girls there, and told her how cold the water was. I told her I'm used to Florida ocean temperatures. Eventually I left to return to the house.
I am now back at the house, just taking it easy for the rest of the night, but I sure did have a nice day.
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Yea, I have lost 8 pounds riding my bicycle these last couple of weeks. I am almost halfway to my goal. I'm looking good in a bikini now, life is good.
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Spill the beans time.


Q. When did you suck your first cock?
A. I sucked my first cock at 10 years of age. I have been a cocksucker for 42 years now.

Q. How old were you when you had your first sexual experience?
A. I was 6 years old.

Q. How old were you when you kissed your first boy?
A. I was 14

Q. How old were you when you kissed your first girl?
A. I was 6 years old.

Q. When did you first get fucked?
A. I had a cock in my tushy the first time when I was 26.

Q. Whwn did you drink your first load of pee?
A. When I was 16.

Q. When did you drink your first load of cum?
A. At 14.

Q. When did you know you were destined to be a girl?
A. I've always known something wasn't right with me, but I think at age 9 is when I fnally realized, hey, this just feels right. It was at age 9, during halloween, that my mom and grandmother put me in a wedding gown for halloween. I didn't know it then, but it started me down this path to the woman you see before you today.




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I foolishly upgraded my IE version from 7 to 8 a few months ago and have been having problems ever since.
So, tonight, I uninstalled 8, hoping that my version 7 would return.
However, now it's on version 6 which is not quite what I wanted.
So now, I am busy trying to upload to IE7. FUN, FUN. If you're on IE7, stay there. 8 is bug-prone.
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30 minutes later, YEA, I am now back on IE7, thank goodness, and my stuff is working again.


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Well, isn't that special. I got a very nasty reply from my survey question on this site. Only two choices here, it must have been yet another closet homophobe (lots of those around) who really wants to suck cock but is too fucking butt ugly to get any, or I wonder if it was fat, ugly christian nutcase Kathy key perhaps? Either way, they're just jealous because they can't get up on stage dancing topless beside 21 year old GGs at a straight strip club.
I don't care what one lunatic says, I have been complimented many times, and I have a great boyfriend and many wonderful friends who think the world of me and care a lot about me.
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So whoever you are, you don't matter one bit, sorry your life is so miserable.
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Starting wednesday, I am on vacation for a week. I could use one too.
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I am packing my suitcase for vacation. I leave tomorrow to head to Columbus, Ohio for 2 days. Thursday, I am getting my first ever manicure and pedicure, then I go to see my therapist to get my letter so I can get my passport done, with an F in gender, YEA.
Friday, after my doctor appointment, I leave Columbus and head to Lake Berlin to spend 5 days camping, boating, swimming, cocksucking, being fucked, etc.
It should be a wonderful time, I am ready.
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First full day of vacation - Today I received a letter from my therapist allowing me to get the F on my passport in preparation for my GRS in Canada, YEA. Then, I went to the beauty parlor and received my first manicure and pedicure.
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I had my doctor's appt today, and all is good. My cholesterol levels were great, my blood pressure was 103/66 and my liver enzymes (which is what they watch closely due to the hormones) were also very good.
Now I am off to 5 days of swimming, boating, etc). See you all Thursday, July 8th).
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My dear TS friend was with us this week at the campgound, however, this week, she was read, at least twice that we know of. Once by my boyfriend's mom, and then again by a woman in the restroom at the campground we went to. The police were called at the campground. They also tried to tell me not to use the women's restroom and I said, "we can stop that bullshit right now, I am out fulltime, I have a letter from my therapist statng that as well, we aren't going there with me, so don't even try, and you can get that out of your head right now. "but ma'am,", "NO, BUT MA'AM, end of discussion. Do not bring that up again with me unless you want to be facing a discrimination lawsuit". END OF DISCUSSION. I think the only thing that kept me from getting really miffed, is that the officer was fairly respectful to me, and did call me ma'am. I think he handled the situation incorrectly, however. What he should have told the woman that complained, was this, "Don't worry, dear discriminating asshole, we are going to send YOU out on the next plane to Iran so that you NEVER have to worry about seeing a transsexual female in a woman's bathroom ever again". PROBLEM SOLVED. (Bobbie Jo for president).
Anyway, back to my friend. She made a couple of key "fuck-ups".
1.Talking in her boy voice in the woman's restroom, that girl needs some practice in getting her girl voice together. She needs to remember that while some GGs are okay with a TS in the girls's bathroom, some GGs aren't, and that is what got her into trouble.
2. Not wearing foundation for the weekend. She is doing electrolysis, but she is still too far away from her endpoint not to be wearing foundation.
3. Girl mannerisms, I think this is one thing (in addition to the two above) that Rob's mom caught onto fairly quickly. She needs a little help here.
I love the girl to pieces, and when she all gets all dolled up, she is beautiful (she makes me look like something the cat threw up), but she needed to be completely in girl mode or completely in boy mode this past weekend, not part of one and part of the other. She got read very quickly by at least 2 people that we know of.


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Just got back to NH from vacationing in Ohio. I am going to check some email and then hit the bed. I gave a bj, drank cum, got a golden shower, went boating, swimming, camping. I had a very nice time.
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Nothing major going on right now. I am just taking it easy, getting ready to head to Columbus, OH this weekend.
I did have someone tell me a couple of days ago that he thought I looked to be about 30, and I'm like okay, yea, that works, I'm 30. He was amazed when I told him I was 52. All of that work on the stripper pole keeps me young looking.
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My car is making a weird noise, almost sounds like it is rattling when the engine is running. I stopped by my mechanic today for a quick opinion, and he thinks it might be a bearing. I am going to take it into him on Tuesday.
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Whatever that weird noise (sounded like loud rattling) that my car was making yesterday stopped today. Somehow I doubt it's the bearing, bearings tend to not just heal themselves.
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Hmmm, I gave a blowjob and drank a load of cum last night. This morning the day started off wonderfully. I got fucked, and then ended up with a load of cum down my throat.
I have torture treatment (electrolysis) in a little while, then it's off to go boating for a couple of hours, and then later to Girls Night Out in Warren, OH.
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I was a little down in the dumps yesterday. I am in a slightly better mood today. I think I'm getting homesick. Only 40 days left until I leave New Hampshire. I think I will take myself and go see a movie tonight, maybe Toy Story 3, or a comedy, something to cheer me up.
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I am in a much better frame of mind now. I went and saw Toy Story 3 yesterday and that cheered me up.
Tomorrow (saturday) I am going to apply for a passport book so that I can go to get my SRS in Montreal in 2011.
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Government stupidity, (but I repeat myself).
Good thing I am starting this passport process early.
I figured government stupidity would be involved at some point, and it was, right at step 1.
Today I go to get my passport application done, and they tell me that they can't take my birth certificate. Apparently they need a certified copy of the long form birth certificate (whatever the **** that is).
So I guess I get to call the Baltimore City health Department on Monday to try and get this long form nonsense.
Why is it that our idiotic government does such a fine outstanding job of harassing its own citizens?
If our stupid government wants americans to have a passport to travel to canada, then our idiotic government needs to be providing a FREE, NO-HASSLES passport to every legal american citizen.
Bobbie Jo for president
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NEWS:
1. My contract, which was supposed to be over at the end of June, had been extended once already until the end of August. My manager today asked me if I could stay on at Liberty Mutual until the end of the year. I have mixed emotions about this, I was wanting to get back to Ohio and see my friends, on the other hand, this will help me save up for SRS.
2. Whatever my car was doing 10 days ago was a false alarm. I took my car into my mechanic today, (he is such a nice guy). They looked it over and could not find a thing wrong with it.
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I often receive emails, comments etc from other girls and they usually say the same thing to me.
"I admire your strength and courage".
Well thank you very much, but I don't know that I really have this huge amount of strength and courage that I am being credited with.
I have read the stories and heard the comments from so many girls, whose family has disowned them, their friends have left them, etc. This saddens me a great deal, that even here, in the year 2010, hatred, intolerance, lack of respect, and discrimination is (in some cases) still rampant.
I have said this many times before and will repeat it yet again. WE HAVE A RIGHT TO BE HAPPY TOO.
If you consider the previous statement selfish", then I have one thing to say to you-- FUCK OFF !
Anyone who doesn't like how I live was obviously never that important to me to begin with, AND THAT GOES FOR ANYONE, immediate family member, distant cousin, long lost "friend", co-workers, etc..
I am not sure that I have all this strength and courage that I have been credited with by so many girls, but I do know that I have an extremely low (i.e., zero) tolerance for bullshit.
I LIVE MY LIFE TO MAKE ME HAPPY, and anyone who doesn't like that can GO TO HELL.
I want to live in a world where everyone has the right to be themselves.
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I spent the weekend at Swan Lake in Maine and I had a fabulous time. I posted some of my pics on Pics page 8.
I am such a lucky transsexual. I have got to be about the happiest tgirl on this planet. My life is going great right now. I just paid off another bill, and have 2 more that are on the verge of being paid off. Then it's going to be time to save money like crazy for my surgery.
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There are times that I wonder, why wasn't I born a girl?.
Then there are other times when I realize that I have been given an extremely special gift. I have the viewpoint of both sexes, I know what both men and women go through.
I have met so many truly wonderful people, people that I may not have met if I had been born a GG. I have more friends than I could have ever imagined. I have many wonderful people that care about me, and I care about them too. If I had been born a GG, I may not have met many of these truly great people.
Why wasn't I born a girl? I don't know, maybe being a transsexual was god's gift to me. It's certainly been the greatest experience of my life, more happiness than I could have ever imagined.
I was obviously meant to be a girl from day one, it just took me a lot of years to figure that out.
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I mailed the money and forms today to get a certified copy of my birth certificate, so that I can hopefully get my passport soon. I also need to get a certified copy of my legal name change document, however I have to travel out of state for that.
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Well, if everything works out for me, and my finances stay on track, about this time next year, I will be in Montreal, getting ready for SRS.
One more year of "tucking", and then I will be done. YEA !
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As I approach one year left until SRS, I reflect back on what the last three years have meant to me.
It was the spring of 2007 when "Bobbie Jo" was suggested by a very wise lady (my mistres). She simply made a statement, "I wonder what you would look like as a girl".
That started me down a truly incredible journey, one that has given me a newfound committment to enjoying life, and (for the first time in my life) has truly made me a happy and complete human being.
I now know what was wrong with me for the first 49 years of my life, I was not only in the wrong body, but I was in the wrong mindset too. I was trying to be something I wasn't (and not being very good at it to boot). I hated life, I hated the world, and I was not a happy human being. I tried several times to committ suicide. I wanted life to end and I wanted to die.
Since coming out to the world as Bobbie Jo, all of that has changed. I feel like a huge burden has been lifted off of my shoulders. I am extremely happy as a girl.
I am looking forward to SRS, the next stage of transition.
People have asked me if that will change anything for me. Well, other than not having to "tuck" anymore, I don't really think so.
I am already living and working as a woman, so nothing will change there.
I will still be available to give advice (when requested) to other girls who are in transition.
My perspective on the Girls Night Out events has changed from 2007 (when I was still crossdressing). When I was crossdressing, it was more of a "yea, I get to play dress up, go out and have fun".
Now, I don't have that viewpoint anymore. I "dress up" everyday, so the novelty (if you want to call it that) has long since worn off for me.
I have the mindset of a woman, not of a crossdresser. I have nothing against crossdressers, and I have many wonderful friends who are, but my mindset isn't in that arena anymore.
When I go to GNO events now, I go for the party atmosphere. I go to have a good time and enjoy myself. I go to meet and chat with people, see some old friends, and hopefully make new ones as well. I see that part continuing for me even after SRS.
I know some girls who, after SRS, tend to "blend into the woodwork" and migrate away from the transsexual bars, parties, etc. I don't think I'll be like them. I see myself still going to GNO events, etc. Nothing will change for me there, well, I guess one thing will change, I won't be able to run around topless at the bars anymore, LOL.
As I walk towards the final chapter of my transition I do so with excitement, hope, a little fear of the unknown, and great anticipation.
Take care all,
Bobbie Jo
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I had someone today guess my age at 28. Yea, that's it, I am 28, I just turned 28.
Everyone is amazed when they find out my true age.
I take very good care of myself.
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A little homesick today, think I will take myself to a movie later.
I need some loving.
My stupid internet connection isn't working at the house, (wasn't working all weekend), so I have to drive 20 minutes to Kinko's everytime I want to check email).
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Note to self, next time I give blood, be sure to eat a good breakfast first so I don't feel faint.
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I have had girls remark that they wish they had my hair. (I can thank my Indian heritage for that). But hey, I wish I had their good looks. I'm not exactly the cutest one in the bunch.
We each have our gifts, and we need to be thankful for what we do have, take advantage of the gift we have and use it to its full potential.
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Life is good.
A job I like, a manager who is a nice guy (and isn't a kool aid drinking goon or an asshole). Work is good.
The last 3 years have basically been a rebirth for me. I feel like I have been given a second chance at life, and this time not only am I enjoying each and every minute of my life, I am making the most out of each and every day. I simply couldn't be much happier, about the only thing that would make me happier is to be living closer to my boyfriend and friends in Ohio and to be able to see my family in Florida more often. Of course I have a few friends here in New Hampshire as well, so I am doing okay.
I've made more friends in the last 3 years than I made in the previous 49 years. I've certainly enjoyed my life a lot more in the last 3 years than I ever did before I transitioned.
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If you hear some wild story about a tgirl that was driving on the interstate and showing off her titties to people, please just ignore it. I am sure that it is only a rumor. I don't know how some of these stories get started.
Meanwhile, on a completely unrelated note: Yesterday I was driving and came up behind this trucker, and on the back of his trailer, it said, "FLASH ME, I'M BORED". Okay, well I am always willing to help out a trucker in need. I took off my blouse, moved my bra out of the way, pulled up beside him, beeped my horn a couple of times, and I flashed him some tgirl titties.
Not more than 10 minutes after that incident, a pickup truck pulled up beside me, beeping its horn, etc. I looked over, and in their window, they had a sign that said, "SHOW US YOUR BOOBIES". Okay, sure, why not. I pulled the girls out again and gave them a look too.
I entertained a few more truckers too with the same thing until I got to my destination.
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Obviously my time of the month this week. I am bitchy, irritable, and things that I would normally ignore are ticking me off.
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As I travel down the path to SRS, I notice that my emotions are intense and varied.
On the one hand, I am sad, because I will be leaving an extremely special group of ladies (pre-ops). On the other hand, I am glad as I look forward to the opportunities that await me as I join another extremely special group of ladies (post-ops)
I am on an amazing journey, one that has given me many accomplishments, the fulfillment of many dreams, and has made me a complete and happy human being. I wouldn't change it for the world.
I am at peace with other people, the world around me, and most importantly, finally at peace with myself.
I think of the challenges and opportunities that lie ahead of me, and I greet them with anticipation and also a bit of uncertainity. I have a couple of post-op friends to help me along though, so that will be good for when I need guidance, a helping hand, a shoulder to lean on, etc..
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I had a fantastic time in Boston yesterday, that was great.
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MAKING SURE THAT NO DROP OF SPERM GOES TO WASTE
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I'd like to thank the kool aid drinking goon at oppressive insurance and the complete and utter idiot at Nationwide insurance. If not for you two morons, I might have actually stayed at one of your companies, and I might never have found the best job I have had in a long time now.
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OUCH ! I bit my tongue today and it hurt. I certainly don't want to have my tongue out of service. After all, there's a reason my initials are BJ.
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I am now thoroughly convinced that the people at Wells Fargo bank are a bunch of complete and utter idiots. Is there ANYONE at Wells fargo bank with at least half a brain?
Anyway, looks like I will be coming into Ohio looking for an apartment soon.
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Now here's a pic from days gone by.
Yes, this was me in the fall of 2007, before I went full time. This was me at my very first Girls Night Out in Warren, OH. I've changed a wee bit since then, I wore a wig back then. The blonde beside me is Glenda. I believe the man behind us is named Gary.
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Hmmm, I have a feeling that I might be getting fucked this weekend. Hmmm. I am off to Ohio to spend 3 wonderful days with my boyfriend.
I am off to the beauty parlor on saturday, then am off to a wedding with my boyfriend that afternoon. (No, I am not getting married, ...yet)
I have another torture treatment coming up on saturday, september 25th.
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I went to a wedding today. Weddings always make me cry. Fortunately they didn't play the wedding march, otherwise I would have lost it. I cried some as it was. I will probably bawl my eyes out the day I get married.
Getting ready to go hit the clubs tonight, my friend Chrissie should be there.
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I've had a nice holiday weekend so far. We watched some good facial porn, and then I got fucked early saturday morning. I also got a nice cum protein shake too. Yummy ! Later, went to hairdresser to get my hair done for the wedding we were going to, and he guessed my age at 30. Yea, that's it, I am 30, how did you guess my correct age? I had a great time at the wedding yesterday, slow danced some, didn't catch the bridal boquet this time, maybe next time.
This morning I got fucked again, and finished off with a load of cum down my throat. Delicious ! Then we showered and went to help my boyfriend's neighbor move. He is getting divorced and moving into an apartment today. I hope to see my friend Chrissie later today.
Tonight, we went out shopping at the fetish store and adult video store. I bought a nice golden shower video which I may watch later (hopefully while I'm drinking pee). I also bought a new pair of shoes, as well as a new pair of boots. I also bought a cute little dance outfit which I may use if I become a stripper, otherwise I will just wear it out to the clubs. I also bought a riding crop, and a paddle, as well as a pair of nipple clamps.
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I have lived an almost fairy tale life the last three and 1/2 years.
My transition to female has been the best thing for me.
The only negative thing that happened to me is that I had my daughter stolen away from me simply because I am a transgendered female. When my daughter is old enough, and able to get away from that "so-called christian" nutcase who kidnapped her, then I hope to be able to see her again. I would like that very much.
Otherwise, I have been truly blessed.
I have a wonderful, full head of hair. My legs, which many people say are one of my best assets, are truly incredible. My hands are very feminine.
I don't need any major FFS work. I have a generally feminine face (not the cutest in the world, but it will have to do). I don't have a masculine jaw line or brow line, my adams apple is pretty small. (I've always encouraged girls to avoid FFS unless they have major masculine features that won't let them pass, there are simply too many nerves in the face area that can be easily damaged, so if you don't need major help there, then don't do it).
I have a support network that has got to be one of the best around. My friends and my family are incredible. I have a wonderful boyfriend, and many close friends as well. I am extremely fortunate in that area.
Places that I have worked at have supported me, even going so far as listing me with an F in the personnel database, even though I am still a year away from surgery.
I have both straight men and admirers hitting on me when I go out. Tonight at the airport, as I was getting my pink suitcase off the conveyor belt, a cute guy came up to me, and said, "I noticed you looking at the tag, I have one just like it, same color and everything. I thought it was mine at first".
Then he's like "No, I'm kidding, I just don't think there's too many pink suitcases with pawprints on them here". 
I laughed, and said, "yea, probably not too many like this one here".
I am so happy when I am out in the world. The world is a much nicer place for me to be than it was three and 1/2 years ago. My attitude, my outlook on life, and my wanting to live have done a complete 180 degree turnaround since the spring of 2007.
I am taking better care of myself, both physically and mentally. I am a much happier human being.
I was meant to be a girl from day one and it shows.
Bobbie Jo
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9 years ago today, 3,000 people were murdered. These were americans of many different nationalities, muslim(and no, I am not talking about the lunatics on the planes, those were terrorist scum), japanese, black, white, etc.. Let's take a timeout to remember those who were lost and the family members they left behind.
While I am not convinced that the proposed mosque at Ground Zero is "for reasons of peace", I nonetheless think it is a stupid idea to build it there. It's like are you just asking for any bad blood that may be left to get even worse?
It's almost like rubbing 9/11/01 in people's faces. I support the right to build the mosque, but I think a more appropriate place can be found to build it.
I also however continue to support the elimination of organized religion(christianity, islam, etc). Organized religion is pure evil. More people have been killed in the name of their particular god than for all other "reasons" combined.
As George Carlin says: THOU SHALT NOT KILL
Murder. But when you think about it, religion has never really had a big problem with murder. More people have been killed in the name of god than for any other reason. All you have to do is look at Northern Ireland, Kashmir, the Inquisition, the Crusades, and the World Trade Center to see how seriously the religious folks take thou shalt not kill. The more devout they are, the more they see murder as being negotiable. It depends on who's doin the killin' and who's gettin' killed.
and more from George Carlin.....
Overnight I became a sun-worshipper. Well, not overnight, you can't see the sun at night. But first thing the next morning, I became a sun-worshipper. Several reasons. First of all, I can see the sun, okay? Unlike some other gods I could mention, I can actually see the sun. I'm big on that. If I can see something, I don't know, it kind of helps the credibility along, you know? So everyday I can see the sun, as it gives me everything I need; heat, light, food, flowers in the park, reflections on the lake, an occasional skin cancer, but hey. At least there are no crucifixions, and we're not setting people on fire simply because they don't agree with us.
Sun worship is fairly simple. There's no mystery, no miracles, no pageantry, no one asks for money, there are no songs to learn, and we don't have a special building where we all gather once a week to compare clothing. And the best thing about the sun, it never tells me I'm unworthy. Doesn't tell me I'm a bad person who needs to be saved. Hasn't said an unkind word. Treats me fine. So, I worship the sun.
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The weather was beautiful yesterday. I went with my landlord and his wife to Manchester, NH to see his son.
His son was getting ready to be shipped out to Kuwait for a year long assignment, and they held a ceremony yesterday for all of the soldiers that were being shipped out. His son is handsome ! Goodness !
Anyway, I think my landlord was glad he went, I know it meant a lot to both father and son to be able to see each other. I wish his son a safe and speedy return.
After the ceremony, I went to see the movie, "The Expendables". I liked it. Then I went to Club 313 for a little while before coming home.
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Many men are attracted to transsexual females. Straight men, bi men, curious men alike. I think the major thing that attracts men to us is our femininity. We are in fact more feminine than many GGs. We know what men want and we know what women need.
For pre-ops, some guys are of course bothered by that part we have down between our legs. Well gentlemen, you have nothing to worry about, it's not going to jump up and bite you. I only need mine for my SRS next year, so that I can get a pussy.
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QUOTE OF THE DAY--> "I'm currently making some changes in my life. If you don't hear from me, you're one of them"
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I have a HUGE amount of respect for this lady and her husband, and I try to donate money to support her cause on a regular basis. Teach Ministries-To Educate About The Consequences of Homophobia.
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I saw the most adorable little beagle puppy yesterday. He was great, Bobbie Jo almost bought a beagle puppy yesterday.
Last night I went to Club 313 and had a nice time. Of course I found out that a pair of my 7 inch heels is broke, I need to take them to a shoe repair place. Thank goodness I had a spare pair of shoes with me.
I am NOT feeling very well this evening, I have a cough and do not feel well. I hope I am over this in a couple of days.
My daughter's 10th birthday is a week from today. Take care Sasha, when you get away from that retarded psycho bitch nutcase lunatic asshole mother of yours, I hope to meet up with you again one day.
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I AM SICK TODAY, YUCK ! I feel pretty miserable today. I did not go into work today, called in sick.
I had some chicken noodle soup earlier and felt a little better.
I need some Vitaminc C - and I'm pretty positive that the C stands for CUM.
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I am still sick. I had a rough day at work today, mainly just due to being sick. However, I am not feeling quite as bad tonight as I was yesterday, so maybe there is hope. I will see how tomorrow goes.
Rob called me tonight, they are bringing in hospice to help care for his dad. Right now it doesn't look encouraging, so its a wait and see game right now. I don't pray, but I am keeping his dad in my thoughts.
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Yet another "god-fearing idiot" strikes again. so, I have the pic posted of me in my stripper outfit, and of course some lunatic that worships a non-existant sky daddy posted under my pic the following:
"stop promoting lewdness or sexual immorality"
I replied back with:
"numbnuts, lewdness and sexual immorality is my middle name, so F*** OFF. You have now been blocked"
I find it "interesting" when a "so-called" christian tries to use their sky pixie as an example of "morality". Yea, let's see, their all powerful sky pixie who couldn't be bothered to get up off of his FAT, LAZY ASS and prevent the murders of 3,000 people on 9/11/01. If that's an example of how "moral" their god is, then no fucking thank you. I want no part of their imaginary man.
Organized religion is pure evil and it should be eliminated.
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Feeling better each day, but still sick. At least I have more energy than I did Monday. The only thing I did Monday was manage to crawl out of bed at 9:30, make my way down to the couch, and fall asleep watching tv.
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I do believe my breasts are getting bigger, looks like they are on another growth spurt.
I am off to Cleveland, Ohio this weekend. I may go to the Homecoming event at Cocktails on Saturday night.
I am feeling better, still have a cough, but headache, fever and chills are gone.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAUGHTER, SASHA DENISE JUSTICE
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My thoughts are back in Ohio as Rob's dad is in the Hospice Center and not doing very well. I was there this past weekend with Rob and his family at his dad's bedside.
4:00 p.m. - Rob just called me and said that his dad passed away. I am crying and am very sad, and wish I could be at Rob's side right now.
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I leave tomorrow to head to Ohio to attend a funeral this weekend for Rob's dad.
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I am back in manchester, Nh now. I was booked to come back on delta, but they oversold that flight, so they booked me on Continental, and got me here an hour earlier, so that worked.
BRUNETTE MOMENT OF THE DAY: DUH ! - I looked in my purse at the airport and couldn't find my house keys, and of course, I ALWAYS keep them in my purse. Well, not tonight obviously. When I stopped at my house in cleveland, I must have put the keys in my jeans because that's where I finally found them. I feel really bad because I woke up my landlord to let me in the house because I thought I had left my keys back in Ohio. I'll let him spank me or something tomorrow, LOL.
On another note, it was a very nice funeral service on Saturday, although I bawled my eyes out during the service. They did the "firefighter's last call" since he had been a fire chief for about 10 years. A lot of people showed up, including many people from the fire department.
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The inhuman piles of garbage that did that to him should be charged with INVASION OF PRIVACY, CAPITAL MURDER, AND A HATE CRIME, and thrown in solitary for the rest of their lives with NO chance of parole. Tyler Clementi
..and of course (as usual), the religious psychos are trying to "justify" this MURDER. RELIGION IS EVIL AND SHOULD BE ELIMINATED. BAN RELIGION.
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"I saved a boatload of money by fucking the Progresive insurance chick"
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A surgeon went to check on Bobbie Jo after an operation.

She was awake, so he examined her.

"You'll be fine," he said.

Bobbie Jo asked, "How long will it be before I am able to have a normal sex life again doctor?"

The surgeon seemed to pause, which alarmed Bobbie Jo.

"What's the matter Doctor? I will be all right, won't I?"

He replied,

"Yes, you'll be fine.

It's just that no one has ever asked me that after having their tonsils out."

THERE IS A REASON MY INITIALS ARE BJ

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I find it "interesting" when men see my bikini pictures and they want to connect with me on yahoo. Then they find out that I am a transsexual and they get scared off.
Gentlemen, WHAT ARE YOU SCARED OF?     If you're scared of my little "feminine boy part", I can assure you that you have nothing to worry about. I am on hormones. It is NOT going to jump up and bite you.  I don't like it anymore than you do.  I simply need it right now so that in 2011 (if my finances allow) I can get a nice pretty pussy for you to lick.
So, just because a girl is a transsexual doesn't mean that there is anything wrong with her. It doesn't mean that she is a bad person. Dating a transsexual doesn't mean you're gay. Making love with a transsexual doesn't mean you're gay.
I know many straight men that love dating transsexuals, and having sex with transsexuals. We are loved, respected and admired for our femininity, our sexiness, and our willingness to please our partner. I know guys that say having sex with a transsexual is much better and much more fulfilling than any sex that they ever had with a GG.    So guys, take a chance and date a transsexual. You just might find the love of your life.
Many transsexuals are some of the most kind, caring, considerate, sensual, sexy, loving, and compassionate women that you will ever find.
If you've never been with a transsexual, you are missing out one of the most incredible experiences in your life.
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Time for me to start thinking about what I will do after this contract is over. I have 2 and 1/2 months left here, my contract ends 12/31.
I'm not sure what my next job will be. I'm thinking about going into the escort and massage business again. I was having pretty decent luck doing that before.
Of course, my favorite activity would be to be on my knees giving blowjobs at $40 each.
I also think that I should be the first female and first transsexual president of the united states.
Something else that I have also considered is being a dominatrix, although I would like the economy to pick up before I consider that as a career. I can be a very sensual and caring domme, or if the slave is into verbal humiliation, I can be very demanding, very bitchy, and very strict (as some slaves have found out, lol).
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Does anyone want to cum all over my face ?
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I am waiting for my passport to show up, hopefully with an F in the gender marker. I'm sure it will be a couple of more weeks yet, but hopefully soon. I am looking forward to the day I head to Montreal, Canada to get rid of my "feminine boy part", and replace it with a pussy.
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I received a coupon for a week long free workout at Curves. I went today and used my first day.
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Getting packed, ready to head to Warren, Ohio for a halloween party this weekend.
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I had a great time at GNO in Warren, Ohio this past weekend. It was their halloween party, and also my three year anniversary of my first ever Girls Night Out.
I wore this costume, which I personally think makes a great dominatrix outfit. I also had my paddle with me to take care of any slaves that might get out of line.
http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/Halloween/PackagedCostumes/Cop-Costume-Set-295826.jsp

Transsexual Dominatrix Mistress Bobbie
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Exhausted tgirl here. I worked out the last two nights at Curves. I want to get back down to my stripper weight from last summer. I am tired of being a fat cow.
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WARNING WILL ROBINSON. Yesterday I got a job possibility sent to me though email.
it was for a 12 month contract. However, they didn't include the salary. WARNING WILL ROBINSON. I was skeptical, but said okay, well, you never know, maybe he just forgot to include it.
So I asked what it was, and he said $24 an hour. NO FUCKING THANK YOU. Let's see, which part of NO are you having trouble with? The last time I made $24 an hour was 1992 and that was for a full time job with all benefits incuded.
So I am still thinking of my next job right now.
On another note, I joined curves fitness last night for a year. I am going to work out there tonight.
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At work today, I saw the name "John Mckenna" on a presentation ...listed as one of the managers.
I thought oh no, they have hired John Jackass Dumbfuck Mckenna. I was about to turn in my resignation when I realized that this company wouldn't hire such an idiot as that moron.
I was right, completely different person, this one had a brain, common sense, and he wasn't a kool aid drinking goon.
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QUOTE OF THE DAY - NOTHING BEATS A BJ FROM BJ
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I worked out at curves again tonight. I feel like it is working some. I also feel like my girls are getting bigger as well.
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ah yes, yet another religious nutjob quoting from the babble, er, bible to justify their hate.

Why people still believe superstitious jewish nonsense from 2,000 years ago in this day and age is simply amazing.

amazing isn't it, how people use their particular imaginary sky pixie to justify their hatred?

save the planet, ban religion.
A question for the religious turd. WAS YOUR DUMBSHIT of a sky fairy taking a dump on 9/11/01 or was that his day off?

http://myemail. constantcontact. com/Transgender- Law-Center- Outraged- by-Letter- from-DMV- Employee. html?soid= 1102686631185& aid=Y456ubSuyIM

San Francisco - The Transgender Law Center is outraged that a California Department of Motor Vehicles employee sent a letter to the home of a transgender woman calling her "an abomination" and telling her that she is going to hell.

Last week Amber Yust, a transgender woman living in San Francisco, went to the San Francisco Department of Motor Vehicles to change her name on her driver's license. With her court ordered name change and all of the DMV paperwork in hand, Amber was able to get a new driver's license in her new name. But her experience with the DMV did not end there.

Unbelievably, on Monday, Amber received a letter from the person who had processed her name change at the DMV. In the letter, which had been mailed to her at home, the DMV employee quoted from the Bible and stated that Amber had made a "very evil decision." The strongly-worded letter told Amber that she was "an abomination" and said that homosexuals should be put to death.

"I was shocked to receive this letter from the person who processed my paperwork at the DMV," said Amber. "I would never have expected that a DMV employee could use information from my name change application to reach out and personally attack me. This has been a traumatic experience for me and I want to ensure that nothing like this happens to anyone else."

The Transgender Law Center is investigating the incident.

"This was an egregious act committed by a government employee," said Masen Davis, Executive Director of the Transgender Law Center. "Transgender people deserve to be treated with respect at agencies like the DMV. What happened to Amber is despicable, and we intend to do everything we can to hold the responsible parties accountable and to prevent this from happening again."

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Okay boys and girls, (and also those boys that want to be girls) watch out, the biggest, baddest, and might I say sexiest cop around will be on the prowl tonight for someone to handcuff and become my prisoner. Corporal punishment (spankings, etc) may be in order too. This is my costume for tonight.
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On my way to the halloween party last night, I stopped by a gas station to get a quick drink. The guy behind the counter said, "Hello beautiful, where have you been all my life?, I haven't seen you around here before."
I thanked him for the compliment. I told him I was on my way to a halloween party.
As I was going out the door, he said, "I hope you come around again, you are the prettiest woman I have ever seen".
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Job hunting time.
Right now I am undecided between call girl, stripper, hooker, massage therapist, president of the united states, computer specialist, phone sex girl, or dominant mistress.
So many choices, what's a girl to do?
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Rumor has it that some woman was flashing her titties at truckers on the interstate yesterday (but I am sure that it is just a rumor).
Final count, 39 truckers, 2 buses, 1 minivan, and one state trooper.
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I got extended again today, this time to the end of January and they told me that they are trying to extend me more after that, if they can get it approved.
Of course now my issue is, after I had told my landlord a few weeks ago that I was probably moving out in December, he has someone else looking at the place. So, worst case, I will be looking for another place to live starting January 1st. I've already put a feeler ad out there on craigslist, looking for a place.
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Hmmm, cock, nice tasty cock. I REALLY need a cock down my throat right about now.
I am looking forward to being in Florida over Thanksgiving. I leave for Florida in 10 days. YEA, WARMER WEATHER, I need to remember to bring my bikini.
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First off, HAPPY VETERANS DAY.
Secondly, my absolute sweetheart of a landlord (Mark) told me I could stay in the room. He told the person who was going to stay here that I am going to be here longer than first thought. What an absolute doll he is. Hmmm, if he wasn't already married...........
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What is a girl to do?
A few days ago, I was worried about finding a place to live, now I have at least two places.
I met a wonderful couple that have a room for rent, they have a dog and 2 cats. They are very nice people.
I am torn between this. I guess I will stay where I am now. I hope I can be friends with the other couple, because they really are very nice. I told them that my current landlord was going to let me stay here as long as I needed.
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ANXIOUSLY WAITING for my doctor's statement to get here so that I can get my passport and then schedule my surgery for next August to get rid of my "feminine boy part".
I am hoping to schedule my surgery for Monday, August 8th, or Tuesday, August 9th. 2011. I need to continue to do some kind of work between now and then.
A few days ago, I was worried about finding a place to live, now I have at least two places.
I met a wonderful couple that have a room for rent, they have a dog and 2 cats. They are very nice people. My current landlord has also told me that I am welcome to stay.
I am EXTREMELY torn between these two choices. It is tearing up my heart inside. The other couple is also very nice, and I JUST LOVE THEIR TWO CATS. I started playing with their two cats and my heart started remembering my cat Oreo back in Ohio. I am going to think about this ALOT as I sleep tonight. I guess I will stay where I am now. I hope I can be friends with the other couple, because they really are very nice. I told them that my current landlord was going to let me stay here as long as I needed.
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I have now lost 7 pounds working out at Curves since I joined 4 weeks ago. YEA !
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My new shoes arrived today, yea !
Now I just have to lose a few more pounds, and I will be all set to go back into stripping when my contract ends January 31st.
Stripper Shoes
For the moment, it looks like I will be back in Ohio the first week of February. This may or may not put my transition plans on hold. So, I am busy trying to find a job. I may just go back into massage and escort which I liked doing.
My manager is trying to get me extended, but I don't know if he'll have any luck or not. Yesterday, he told his manager, "Look at the amount of work that Bobbie is accomplishing. Last month, by herself, she completed more work requests than a six member team in Kansas City did.".
It is so nice (and such a pleasant change) to be working for a manager that treats me well, and that actually appreciates the work I am doing. I almost wish I could stay here on long term contract, even though that would mean me missing many people that are close to me in Ohio (some very close to me).
Bobbie Jo
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I am leaving for Florida to spend time with my family for Thanksgiving. I fly out of Manchester, NH airport at 5:15 Friday afternoon. I am all packed, have my bikini and warm weather gear with me.
And of course, no trip to Florida is complete without bringing along a pair of 7 inch heels, so I have those with me too. Ditto for my schoolgirl outfit.
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When people talk about LGBT (Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transsexual) issues, you hear a lot about gay and lesbian issues, with bisexuality falling under the LG umbrella. The people you don’t hear much about are the members of the transgender community. Why? People don’t like them. The idea of something other than binary gender roles freaks out most Americans.
Transgender means that the gender a person feels inside doesn’t match up with their biological sex. This can take a few forms, including androgyny, meaning someone who doesn’t identify as either gender; gender fluidity, where a person oscillates between male and female; and male-to-female (MTF) or female-to-male (FTM) transgender, where someone is born as one gender, but identifies internally as the opposite gender. Sometimes MTF and FTM transgender people have gender-reassignment surgery, aka a sex swap.
For clarification’s sake, drag queens, feminine men, butch women and cross-dresser fetishists aren’t transgender. They may have personality traits and fashion tastes of the opposite gender but if they like their junk the way it is. They’re what’s called cisgender, same as straight people.
Okay, now we have the basics down. Let’s talk about why you should care. Well first of all, they’re human beings and deserve to be treated as such, but we all know that doesn’t really matter. Actually, they have a special holiday coming up, and we all know how the privileged classes love co-opting holidays. Actually, you may not want this one.
The gay community gets Pride Day. Straight, cisgender people get every day. But the transgender community gets a bleak November day on which they remember their dead. That’s right, instead of the Pride Day’s “We’re here, we’re queer, get used to it,” Transgender Day of Remembrance’s (TDOR) slogan is more like “Stop killing us, please?” In the past year, 14 transgender people have been murdered in the U.S., along with countless assaults and incidents of harassment, including rape and death threats. Transgender people are frequently denied health care, housing, credit and even police protection because they’re not a legally protected group in 39 states.
Even the so-called liberal media has an anti-transgender bias. 33 percent of transgender high school students have attempted suicide, 55 percent have been physically attacked and 74 percent report having been sexually harassed at school. We never hear any of this on the news. Is it too ubiquitous to even be newsworthy? The entertainment industry is even worse. While it’s estimated that 2 percent of the population lives with gender-dysphoria, the only transgender characters in movies or TV are hookers or the hot woman who the protagonist almost sleeps with before realizing hilariously that she has a penis and then beating her to death. (Oh wait, they don’t show that last part.)
Even “Glee,” which is supposed to be one of the most progressive shows on TV, shies away from acknowledging the transgender community. In the “Glee” homage of the cult-classic film “Rocky Horror Picture Show,” a movie centered around a transgender character named Frank-n-Furter, they assigned a female cast-member to play the iconic role. While they were okay with using the word “tranny,” which is considered a slur, the “Glee” writers felt the need to edit the song “Sweet Transvestite.” Instead of Frank-n-Furter’s chorus of “I’m just a sweet transvestite, from Transsexual Transylvania,”  the sanitized Glee version went “I’m just a sweet transvestite, from Sensational Transylvania.” Not only did they ruin the message of “Rocky Horror” (at least I think it had a message; it’s hard to tell), they killed the alliteration and wrecked the catchiest song in the movie just so  they wouldn’t make people uncomfortable.
The transgender community is one of the most marginalized and hated groups in the nation. Since Saturday, Nov. 20 is Transgender Day of Remembrance, why don’t we start with baby steps? Make a resolution to avoid harassing, threatening or murdering a transgender person. They’re actually people, believe it or not. Hell, if you really want to go out on a limb, you could talk to one! Or you could go on letting your archaic biases spill over and stain the lives of other people who are just trying to get by. Either way, I guess
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Okay, I want to speak to the complete and utter buffoon that created the idiotic photo verification security check process for facebook.
What idiot created this process?
I am logging in from a different location, and it asked me to verify five photos of people on my friends list.
one of the pics was someone in a halloween mask, and another was pic of nothing but writing on a wall.
GOOD ONE MORONS.
The person that created this stupid process should be executed in the most painful manner possible.
Bobbie Jo
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I've had a great time this week.
Monday I went to Sea World. Tuesday I went to Disney World.
Wednesday I went to Cafe Risque (a totally nude strip club). I wore my schoolgirl outfit with my top that says tgirl on it. Several of the strippers came up and talked to me. One of the girls told me that her father had transitioned to become a woman. We chatted for awhile about that. Another stripper said, do you only like men, or are you bisexual too? I told her that yes, I enjoyed going down on a woman too. It was quite a wonderful experience chatting with them.
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Happy Thanksgiving everyone.
I applied for a couple of jobs today, one in Columbus, Ohio, another in Springfield, VA, and another in Dearborn, Michigan.
I am also going to apply for a stripper job as well, once I lose a few more pounds.
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I went to refill my hormones prescription today and normally it would cost me about $400, but the guy at the counter said, "Let's see if we can knock some of that price off dear, I'll see if I can find a discount for you". Okay, works for me, hmm, I wonder, do I get a discount for sucking off the pharmacist?? Anyway, he got me $150 off the price, so instead of $400, it was only $250. YEA !
I had a wonderful vacation and thoroughly enjoyed myself. I spent time with family, I went to amusement parks. I got fucked, I gave blowjobs. I had a great time. Now it's time to prepare to head back to New Hampshire later today.
I've started cleaning up my yahoo profile, removing myself from groups that no longer provide me with anything.
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Okay, I am getting a touch frustrated.
My doctor's letter allowing me to get an F on my passport still hasn't shown up. I will be calling them tomorrow and saying, what the heck's up?
My boyfriend needs to turn in his vacation plans for 2011 this week, and I need to have a FIRM DATE IN HAND for my surgery first. I am hoping to have it the first week of August next year.
WHERE IS MY DOCTOR'S LETTER ?
I've been a busy little pussy today.

I sent a reminder note to my doctor that I need the letter to get that "F" on my passport. If all else fails, I will go to Canada, with that stupid M on my passport, but it's not my first choice.
When I get paid this week, I am going to overnight my down payment and my medical history stuff to Dr. Brassard in Montreal on Thursday, so that I get my date scheduled to have my GRS surgery next August.

I then sent a note to my recruiter at the current company I am working for, asking for reassignment once my contract ends (I also have to do this even if I don't get reassigned, otherwise they could possibly deny me unemployment benefits).

Bobbie Jo

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I am so excited, I now have a tentative date for my gender reassignment surgery. YEA !
August 23rd, 2011 !!!!
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It's truly been a wonderful storybook tale for me. I am on top of the world.
From starting cross-dressing in 2007 to meeting a wonderful guy in 2008 that I am still head over heels in love with, to meeting his family, and him meeting mine, to getting a diamond ring from him last christmas, to now planning for my GRS. It is a dream come true.
When I was dressed up in a bridal gown at the age of 9 (for halloween), I knew I liked it, but I didn't know why at the time. Now I know why, it's because I was meant to be a woman all along.
Bobbie Jo
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265 days until August 23rd, 2011 and my gender reassignment surgery. I am nervous, excited, full of anticipation, and happy, all at the same time. Bobbie Jo
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My paperwork to the doctor is on its way. I mailed a cashier's check for my deposit on my surgery, along with my medical history, a recent pic, and my doctor's note on hormone therapy.
My therapist mailed the two recommendation letters approving me for surgery yesterday.
YEA !
YEA, I received an email yesterday from someone that I hadn't heard from in quite awhile. I was worried about him, it was so nice to hear from him again. We used to play together, MANY fun times. Yes, I mean you. By the way, I have an item of yours that needs to be returned to you.
On another note, sometimes I look at the older pictures on my website, and I think to myself, who is that exactly? I have come a long way since I first created my website in October of 2007. My makeup skills have vastly improved, the hormones have helped make my body much more feminine, and I am much more at ease with myself that when I first started crossdressing in the spring of 2007. I take on the world now, instead of being shy and timid like I was before.
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LOL, I got told last night by the Sisters of Manchester, that when I wore my cop outfit to their halloween party a few weeks ago, most of the girls had no clue that it was me.
Yes, everyone got to see a different side of Bobbie Jo that night, my dominant side.
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YEA, FUCKING FINALLY ! (or finally fucking, or some variation of that).
I FINALLY heard from my doctor's office today (the one in Ohio). The doctor is writing me a letter for getting the F on my passport, and I should have it in my hot little hands within the next 7-10 days. I was beginning to wonder what the hell was going on.
As far as my package with my medical history and downpayment for the surgeon in Montreal, according to the USPS, it is currently in the hands of Canadian Customs for "processing" (whatever the fuck that means).
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All I want for christmas is your sperm on my face.
Your cock, my mouth. Any questions?
Well the status of the stuff I sent to my surgeon in Montreal is that it is now waiting delivery at the Canadian post office. So customs finally decided to quit fucking around with the package. I guess this means that it will be delivered tomorrow.
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Good news, the surgeon's office in Montreal has told me that they have received my downpayment and paperwork for my gender reassignment surgery. YEA !
They are simply waiting for my two therapist's recommendation letters to show up and then they will confirm my surgery date. YEA! I am already excited and it's still 9 months away yet.
My love to all of you.
Bobbie Jo
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YEA ! My surgeon in Montreal now has all of my paperwork, now it's a matter of getting the other $16,000 together before August, getting my passport, and planning my trip.
I was looking at my picture pages tonight on my website, and I think pics page 3 is where I truly started to blossom. That is the page where you can start to see the feminine hormones doing their work, and the effect they are having on my body. The pics on that page start in the fall of 2008 and end in the spring of 2009.
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I went roller skating Saturday, then I went to see the movie Burlesque. I TOTALLY enjoyed that movie.
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YEA, We are getting a cat. Now there will be three pussies in the house, Janet, me, and our new kitty kitty Aurora.
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WE HAVE A NEW PUSSY in the house. Yesterday, we went to the SPCA and got a cat. My landlord and his wife got a cute cat, very lovable, and mellow. I just adore her.
Now, in other news, well, I found out yesterday that the place in Montreal where I am going to doesn't allow visitors in the after-care facility. DANG! However, there is a bed and breakfast about 8 miles away that Rob can stay at.
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I think when I get back to Ohio, I might work as a stripper in a place called Petticoat Junction. It is only a mile away from my house.
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Today was torture treatment day. (Electrolysis). She got rid of several hairs under my nose (OUCH!), a few stragglers on my chin, then worked on my upper and lower lip for awhile, and finally cleaned up my eyebrows.
Anyway, we are now down to 1/2 hour appointments because there simply isn't enough hair left on my face to continue the hour long sessions.
YEA, ANOTHER STEP CLOSER !
In other news, before I went out clubbing the other night, I stopped by the grocery store. I found something quite unusual. It appeared that I was the only transsexual in the grocery store that had on 7 inch heels and an evening gown.
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In case I am not on tomorrow, I want to take this chance to wish everyone a Merry Christmas.
For any transsexuals out there that read my blog, if you have any questions about my transition, feel free to email me at goldshow@yahoo.com and I will be more than happy to answer your question. We need to stick together and support each other, through good times and bad. I read so many sad stories from girls that are having a difficult time with their transition.
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I was supposed to fly back to NH tonight, but because of the snowstorm in NH, I am now in the cleveland area until Tuesday night.
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YEA !
MY doctor in Ohio just called me, and the letter detailing my gender transition status and thus allowing me to get an F on my passport will be mailed to me later today. YEA !
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I am not sure what I will do for New years Eve, may just stay in the house and play Nintendo, not sure.
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YEA, my letter from the doctor got here today. I have sent it off to the Passport Center, hopefully I will get an F on my passport.
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Blog - 2011

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HAPPY NUDE YEAR, OR HAPPY NEW YEAR, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.
My goals for 2011
1. Finish getting my funds together for my GRS on 8/23/2011
2. Finish the electrolysis on my facial area by May.
3. Continue working out at Curves a few times a week.
4. I would love to be in a bukkake porn movie with guys cumming all over my face
5. I would like to get a job as an exotic dancer
6. Continue doing massage on the weekends
7. I want to do a wedding photo shoot, with me as the bride.

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I am waiting for my passport to get here, hopefully soon.
It looks like we might be getting some snow here in New Hampshire this weekend, YEA !
My contract is ending January 31st, so I need to get my butt in gear in deciding on my next job.
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In less than 4 weeks, I will be back in Ohio.
I guess I better plan on what to do as far as making money. I might see if I can get a job as a stripper, otherwise I might just work strictly by contract for awhile.

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  I find it interesting when some man whose testosterone levels are working overtime tries to overtake my camaro. Today, I was minding my own business driving down the road at 35MPH (yes, I was actually doing the speed limit). Meanwhile, some testosterone laden male was right on my back bumper, and when I got almost to where I wanted to turn, he tried to get in the turn lane early (before it officially started) to pass me.
WRONG ANSWER MY DEAR, I HAVE A CAMARO Z28, and you DON'T. Needless to say, he ended up behind me after all. LOL. I don't use the power of the car like that very much, but every once in awhile, it provides some amusing moments.
Tomorrow, I believe that I will be going to Club 313 in the evening, and possibly to a strip club during the day. I might see if I have what it takes to get a job as a stripper.

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Painting my nails, getting ready to head to Club 313. I think I will wear my 7 inch heels and my long dark blue evening gown.
Bring yourself and 49 of your closest friends to a cum on my face party.
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WELL, GOOD NEWS AND BAD NEWS.
The state department finished processing my passport application, and they mailed it to me. However, it looks like they mailed it to the address listed on my license which is not where I am at right now. I put in a change of address, but according to the tracking number supplied by the state department, it looks like it was delivered to the address on my license. So now, I will have to call the post office to see if they can forward it to me here in NH
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Hmm, supposed to get 10 inches tomorrow. I'm not sure how to handle that.
Oh, and in other news, it is supposed to snow tomorrow.
I am starting to get my stuff packed for Ohio. now to start serious job hunting as my contract ends January 31st
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Truly incredible. 18+ inches.
Oh, and in other news it snowed some too
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In 2 and 1/2 weeks, I will be off to Ohio. I am not sure what my next job will be. Right now I may be joining the ranks of the unemployed.
I've had a good time here at Liberty Mutual in New Hampshire. I've paid off some bills, and I have some money saved for my surgery, etc.
I have a majority of the money for my surgery, but still need some more. I'm going to be sending in my second downpayment on my surgery in about 2 weeks.
Maybe I will go into escort, or maybe massage therapy, or maybe with a little help from my friends, I might become a stripper.
The job market still sucks overall, so I need to find something to finish getting the money for my surgery, just not sure what yet.
I wish there was an opening somewhere for bj girl, I'd win that job easily.
Bobbie Jo
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VERY HAPPY GIRL HERE TODAY.
My passport arrived today, and it says FEMALE ! YEA!
Now to finish getting my money together for August and arrange the travel
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I guess I will be an unemployed girl in 2 weeks
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So why is it exactly that I can't do the job I am best suited for? That is of course: giving blowjobs for money.
Someday I hope to live in an america where we get out of the business of trying to tell women what they can and can't do with their own bodies. I'm tired of the puritan horseshit.
August 23rd, 2011 - my gender reassignment surgery date. I have about 2/3 of the money I need for it at this point.
Of course, since my contract has ended, now I don't have a job, so I need to figure out something to get the rest of the money. Maybe I will do massage therapy for awhile.
Total, it will cost me $20,000 for the surgery, travel, etc.
Today, I received my original paperwork back from my passport application, my birth certificate, doctor and therapist letters, legal name change, etc.
I applied for a couple of massage jobs in Cleveland. I may also go back into escorting again as well

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The job I am best suited for of course? Well, without question, that is giving blowjobs.
There's a reason my initials are BJ
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I sent a note off to the bed and breakfast in Montreal to inquire about availability for August 21st though September 2nd. I am also looking at airplane tickets for that timeframe too
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I went to a strip club last night, The GOLD CLUB. I know it's a long shot, but I am going to call them today and see if they are doing any hiring right now.
They also have amateur night on Wednesday night. I think I'll go to that next week and check it out, maybe enter myself in the contest.
Getting 8 inches right now, oh, and in other news, it's snowing again too.
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ALL SET ! Bobbie Jo will be dancing at the GOLD CLUB in Bedford, NH on Wednesday night. I will be there around 8 pm.
I am worried about my audition next wednesday possibly being cancelled because there is a major winter storm possible for this area that day, and I certainly don't want it to fuck up my audition. I would be really sad and heartbroken if that happened.
There's a place in Massachusettes that I could go to on Tuesday night, their amateur night is Tuesday night. I may do that one, and then hope that wednesday is still on too.
I am beginning to think that I should stay in NH a little longer. I have a solid audition at a strip club here in NH, and I don't have one lined up in Ohio yet.
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I am going shopping at Kohl's today and then probably to 313 tonight.
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I didn't make it to 313 last night. I stayed home and watched a movie (which I promptly fell asleep in the middle of, oh well).
Today, I think I will go check out a strip club that has their amateur night on Tuesday nights. If I like the place, I may go there again Tuesday and be in the contest.
Oops, well, that answered that question, the club that has amateur night on Tuesday is fully nude. Hmmm, don't quite think I better apply at that one until after August. I don't think all of the guys will like what I have down there right now. I'll just go to the GOLD CLUB on Wednesday night
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WELL, DUMBFUCK here slipped on the driveway and fell right on my hip (and ass) as I was coming in the house from working out tonight.
I hurt my toes, scraped my left elbow, and have what looks to be the start of a bruise on my hip.
Oh yea, this will look really good for my stripper audition this week. I can hear the guys clamoring for me now, There she is---> Miss Black and Blue
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Tomorrow is the debut of Bobbie Jo at Amateur Night at the Gold Club in Bedford, NH
In other news, the room has been reserved for me at the Bed and Breakfast in Montreal in August. Dr. Brassard's office called and set things up already. YEA !
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Well darn it all. They didn't have Amateur Night because not enough girls showed up.
Anyway, they came over to my table and told me they weren't going to do amateur night, but they gave me an employment application. They told me to be sure and turn it in to the dayshift manager, because I would have a better chance of being hired. I will fill it out and turn it in tomorrow
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Okay, it's fairly fucking obvious that there is no way in hell I am going to make it to the GOLD CLUB today to drop off my job application. The car is buried in snow (yet again!!!) and I am exhausted from shoveling and still have only about 1/4 of the car unburied.
I will concentrate on digging out the car today, and drop off my application tomorrow at the Gold Club
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I am packing for Ohio and my house in Mentor....not too sure how much longer I will have a house there, but then again, not sure I give a shit either. Have I said FUCK THE THIEVES (oopsie, sorry, I mean banks) today?
I went to the Gold club to complete a job application and talk to them about a job as a stripper. I talked to both the day shift manager and the assistant general manager. They told me that with the way business is right now, they didn't have any additional dancer openings, but they would keep my information on file, and I should check back in the spring when business picks back up.
At work today, they took me out to lunch. (my manager and the entire team.). That was very nice of them.
I've started packing in earnest, the current plans call for me to be back in Ohio either Wednesday or Thursday. My last day at Liberty Mutual is Monday.
I'm going to check into a job at Executive Den when I get back, hopefully I can get a job as a stripper
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Okay, so it doesn't like me filing for unemployment until my actual last day of work, so fine, I will do that on the 31st.
I've had a couple of people suggest strip clubs to me now, but do remember guys, even though I like that idea a lot, I am not a spring chicken. We're talking strippers that are in their 20s. I am 52, even though I've been told several times that I look to be more in my 30s. I appreciate all the wonderful comments, and yes, I may just apply to go into stripping when I get back in Ohio. I'm not going to do nude until have my surgery, but I can do topless now.
My current plans call for me to go into escort and massage unless something else comes along.
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Tomorrow is my last day at Liberty Mutual. I will miss my coworkers who I have worked with for over a year now.
Tomorrow night, I will come home, apply for unemployment, and pack some more. I have most of my perfume and paperwork packed already, and have already thrown some clothes in my suitcase. I need to finish packing the rest of my clothes, my computer and my personal items.
Tuesday or Wednesday, I will close out my bank acct, and wait for my paycheck to get here. Once the paycheck is here, I will be on my way to Ohio.
I also need to transfer my Curves membership to Ohio.
In the middle of all of this, I forgot about my nephews birthday, so his card will be a few days late
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So nice of them, they gave me a huge basket full of goodies today for my last day at LIberty Mutual. They didn't have to do that, and I appreciate it a lot.
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Supposed to get 3-6 inches today, then 10-14 inches tomorrow. Goodness, I'm not all sure how to handle 10-14 inches. Anyone got any ideas?
Oh, and I think it's supposed to snow some over the next couple of days too
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I am hoping the groundhog predicts that it's an early spring.
We got six inches of snow yesterday, and getting another 12-15" today. It is supposed to stop snowing tomorrow, so maybe we can work on getting the cars dug out so we can head to Ohio on Friday.
I received an email that the unemployment office received my paperwork, so that is a good thing
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Finally got cars dug out of the snowbanks they were stuck in. I am getting ready to pack up my computer, so I will be offline until Saturday sometime. I will leave for Ohio on Friday morning.
Take care, all my Love
Bobbie Jo.
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1am Saturday morning - I am now in Ohio, I am very tired, and going to bed. Bobbie Jo
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Okay, awake, I gave a blowjob, and got a tummy full of cum this morning, so I am ready to take on the world.
Now, next step this week is to take a serious look at my finances. I am not sure what I am going to do with the house, a very smart person suggested I should just say fuck it ....it is true I am paying almost $600 a month just in utilities..and I don't really like this house all that much anyway....maybe I'll just rent a room from someone for the rest of my life, or go live with Rob in Columbus. Next, I am going to put up my massage and escort ad probably on Sunday (or Monday...depends when I get unpacked). Then I am going to work on SERIOUSLY losing about 15 pounds so maybe stripping might be in my future as well.
The banks, and the irs can all go to hell, my surgery comes FIRST AND FOREMOST. I am seriously considering declaring bankruptcy, I'll look at that option some this week, and probably more next week.
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Neat, I had an arab girl on facebook that is in the very early stages of her transition, and she befriended me, and asked me a few questions about where to start. I provided my website with how I did it, and I answered a few of her other questions too, as well as pointed her to a few support sites, one of them being a support site specifically for transsexuals in the arab world. She told me that her sister and her are very close, and I said, start with her.
I will be interested to know how she is doing, and I hope she keeps me updated on her transition. I will keep her in my thoughts.
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I've been throwing stuff away in case the thieves at Wells Fargo decide to steal my house away from me.
Tomorrow, I will take my car in to get the oil changed, then place my ad for escort and massage, and then I am going to start on a serious diet. My goal is to lose 15 pounds by the end of March. I will also do more unpacking tomorrow
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 have unpacked most of what I want to unpack. Still a few things left. I went to lunch with a former coworker of mine from Oppressive corporation. We had a nice lunch and chat. It was nice to see him again.
Tomorrow I have a dentist appt. Wish I could have something else in my mouth besides dental instruments. I have been seeing a few friends lately, Timm for one. Hi Timm !
Yesterday I had torture treatment (electrolysis). Fortunately I don't have many sessions left. We are now down to 1/2 hour every 2 weeks. YEA, I look forward to this ending in 2011.
This afternoon, I received an email and phone call. IBM wants to have a phone interview with me about a systems programmer position in Columbus, Ohio. That would be really nice if that position works out. It pays $55 an hour and would easily allow me to get the money for my surgery


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I had something in my mouth today. (damn it, not really what I wanted since I went to the dentist and it was dental instruments that were in my mouth).
The dentist told me I needed two crowns, hmmm, for $2300 ??????. I don't think so right now. I have a higher priority than my teeth, hell I only need gums to give blowjobs anyway. LOL. The teeth will have to wait until I get a job with dental insurance.
Anyway, I have a job interview on Friday, that would pay me $55 an hour, and give me more than enough money for my surgery. I hope I get it.
I currently have $12,000 of the $18,000 I need for surgery, plus I need about another $1,000 for travel
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As George Carlin said, "SELLING IS LEGAL, FUCKING IS LEGAL, WHY ISN'T SELLING FUCKING LEGAL?".
I made an appointment with my doctor for June 6th as I need to get a few tests done for my surgery.
CBC (complete blood count)
BUN (blood urea nitrogen)
Glucosis (blood sugar)
Urine analysis
E.C.G. with interpretation
H.I.V. test
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I mailed off another downpayment of $6,000 today to my surgeon in Montreal, that brings my total payments to $8,000 so far. (10,000 to go) I should start seeing unemployment checks show up soon, and my last paycheck from Liberty Mutual should also be here before too long as well. I need money, so I am looking forward to getting the checks.

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I grew up a little west of Baltimore, Maryland. I don't remember much of my early childhood. The first real memories I have are when I was about six or 7 years old.
My first girlfriend was named Cindy, her and I used to sit in the back of the school bus and kiss. I also had a good friend Ralph, who a few months later, would be the first boy that ever went down on me.
In 1968, we moved to Millersville, Md. It was around this time that I gave my first blowjob. My cousin had been after me for awhile to suck his cock. I kept saying, no, I don't do that. Finally one day I agreed to, more to shut him up than anything.
We went up to his room, he laid down on the bed, I got down on my knees, and unzipped his pants, pulled them down, and I saw his cock through his underwear. I was fascinated by it. I rubbed his cock through his underwear. I took his underwear down and ran my hand over his cock. I then bent down and kissed it. It was wonderful,
I took the head of his cock in my mouth, oh my goodness it was incredible. A cocksucking whore was born that day. I sucked my cousin many more times after that, I started sucking the cocks of all the boys in the neighborhood, anytime I had an opportunity to get a cock in my mouth, I was more than happy to be on my knees.
My dad had built a tree fort for us in the backyard, which is where I took most of the boys to suck their cocks. I remember one time I was sucking a boy, and he shouted out, "I'm going to pee in your mouth". Stupid me, I didn't let him do it that day, but if I had known then, what I know now, I would have gladly drunk every drop of his pee.
I gave blowjobs every chance I got. For halloween one year, when I was 9, my mom and grandmother dressed me up in a bridal gown. I liked that a lot, but wasn't sure why at that age.
In my teens, I dated a few girls, and one girl, Diane, that was my high school sweetheart, who I still think about once in awhile. She was probably the girl that I had the most serious relationship with.
I remember in my teens a couple of times sneaking into my mom's room, checking our her panties, bras, and jewelry, but I never took it further than that. Maybe I was more curious than anything then.
I remember when I was 14 that I first "attempted suicide", but it was a failed teenage attempt, I tried swallowing a bunch of pills, but instead of dying, I got awfully sick, and was throwing up for most of the day.
I received my first golden shower in my teens, and I have loved it ever since. After that first one, I remember peeing on myself in the shower, pretending I was reliving that first time.
I first started having suicide feelings in my teens, I didn't want to be "normal", and I didn't understand what was wrong with me, but I wasn't happy trying to live a so-called "normal" life.
In my 20s, I got fucked for the first time. That was okay, interesting. I like being fucked a whole lot better now.
I got married at 23, and we stayed together for 6 years, even though we were both dating other people for some of that time. I wasn't really ready for marriage back then. I didn't really want to be married, guess I gave in to family pressure to do the things "boys" are supposed to do.
There were often times in my late 20s and early 30s that I again considered suicide, the question was how would I do it. Gun, knife, pills, running my car into a tree?, what would it be?. I absolutely hated how I looked, I hated my body, I hated going out in public. I would spend as little time out in public as possible. I also felt very awkward dating girls.
I simply wanted to BE HAPPY, and not in the direction I was being pushed by "family, friends and society". Why was what I felt to be so right so wrong in others eyes?
One day, I decided today was the day I would die. I got in my sports car (a Toyota Supra), I went looking for a tree, I was going to slam the car into a tree at 135 mph, that would surely kill me and put an end to the pain and suffering I was going through. I got a good start, and soon had the car over 100 mph, As I came within a few hundred feet of the tree I had picked out, I don't know why, but I slowed down.
I guess I wasn't quite ready to die yet. I thought of my sister, who I have always been very close to, from day one. I pulled over to the side of the road and cried and cried, and shouted, "I JUST WANT TO DIE, PLEASE KILL ME" at the top of my lungs.
Eventually I calmed down some and made my way back home that day, and cried myself to sleep for the rest of the day. That day was probably my darkest day.
I had a couple of other suicide attempts in my 30s ands 40s, but more a cry for attention and to end the hurt than anything else I guess. I did disappear for several days a couple of times with no one knowing anything of my whereabouts. I didn't want to be alive in the world.
In 2000, my daughter Sasha was born, one of the happier moments of my life. I eventually found out that she wasn't biologically my daughter after I forced a DNA test when her mother was giving me hell. It didn't matter to me that Sasha wasn't really my daughter, I still treated her as my own. We had over 8 happy years together, before she was taken from me by her mother, and simply because I am a transgender female.
In 2007, a very wise lady (Mistress Elizabetha) said a simple sentence that would bring me untold happiness and finally start me down the road to fix what was wrong with me all those years.
Mistress Elizabetha simply said, "i wonder what you would look like as a girl".
You all know the rest of the story which is here on my website. As a girl, I have finally found what was missing in my life all those years. I have found true and unbridled happiness.
I no longer have thoughts of suicide.
I have something very important now, and that is happiness, a wonderful support system with many wonderful friends and my family, a feeling of self-worth, confidence, courage, a wonderful life, and a determination to always believe in myself.
Bobbie Jo

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Hmmm, yesterday morning I got fucked, and at the end I received a nice load of cum down my throat. This morning I drank another nice load of sperm. YUMMY !
This afternoon, I went to see the chick flick movie: NO STRINGS ATTACHED, I liked it, and I cried at the end of that movie
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I want to wish all of my friends and supporters A VERY HAPPY VALENTINES DAY. I hope you are able to spend it with someone very special. Bobbie Jo
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I left another forum today, got fed up with a nutcase lunatic psycho christian on there. As of today, I am no longer a member of tgguide.com
I was driving to mentor this morning, stopped at a rest area to pee, and had a lot of blood in my urine. So, I turned around, went back to Columbus, called my doctor, and made an appt for 1pm.
UPDATE---well, the good news is that I am relatively okay. It scared me more than anything else. Bottom line is that I have a slight bladder infection. My doctor gave me a prescription for some pills, and she told me to come back in 2 weeks. So, I will not be doing any pee play for the next week or two, but otherwise I am okay. I am feeling good.
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HAPPY GIRL HERE TODAY. I have been offered and accepted a job in Columbus, Ohio. I start on my birthday, March 2nd. This will enable me to get the rest of the money for my surgery. Bobbie Jo
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I will be heading to Warren this weekend for the Girls Night Out party
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Hmmm, blog is getting a little long to load each time. I think in a day or two, I will split it into a couple parts, 2009/10, and 2011 to help it load faster.
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Blog has been split for faster loading, into:
Blog - 09 & 10 (for 2009 and 2010)
Blog - 2011 (for the year 2011)
Bobbie Jo
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Today is torture treatment day, thankfully I don't have many of those left.  Of course stupid here forgot about it yesterday, and removed some hair from her upper lip area, oh well.
I have been doing massages to bring in some money, and while it's not paying all the bills, I am keeping the utilities paid
Well, torture treatment was less painful than usual, not many hairs left to take care of, so that is good.
I am getting a bit concerned about something, the surgeon's office in Montreal has not yet seen the Cashier's check I mailed on the 12th, so I am a bit bothered by that since it was for $6,000. I don't want a six thousand dollar check getting lost (or stolen). Hopefully they will see it in a couple of days.
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I find it "interesting" when so many of these so-called transgender "support" groups don't want to tell the real story of what far too many girls go through. They aren't there to REALLY support the girls, they are simply there to put the lucky ones on a pedestal, and to sweep the unlucky ones under the rug.
There needs to be far more recognition of the girls that have gone through hell with their transition, and then we need laws in place (or maybe just some good old fashioned BUTT KICKING...my personal choice) to make it easier for people going through transition.
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The surgeon's office in Montreal sent me an email that they received my second check. YEA! This leaves me with $10,000 to pay.
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I've repaired the damage that was done to my blog by a sitestudio fuck-up.
I leave for Columbus today, to start my new job in Marysville, Ohio on Wednesday.
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I went to the URNA party last night and had a good time. I met several of my current friends, and made a couple of new ones too.
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I am not sure if this is a sign of things to come or not, but when I use the breast pump this morning, I am getting a milky white substance from my breasts.
BREAST MILK ANYONE?
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I mailed off the paperwork today for my job which is supposed to start on Wednesday.
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Well, I had my follow up doctor's appt. today to check on the status of my bladder infection, and good news, I am all cured.
I have two celebrations in March, the first one is tomorrow, my birthday, I came onto this planet 53 years ago tomorrow.
The second celebration will be on March 27th, when I celebrate 3 years living full time as the woman I should have been from day one.
Looks like my start date at the job may get moved out a couple of more days, so instead of starting this week, it may be next week instead.
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I went to the Transgender support group meeting in Columbus last night.
I took one of these "gender identity tests" today. My results are:
Your Raw Score is: 760, which indicates that overall you are Feminine
Your appearance is Feminine
Your brain processes are mostly that of a Androgynous person.
You appear to socialize in a very feminine manner.
You believe you have serious conflicts about your gender identity.
ANALYSIS:
Male to Female Transsexual, either post-operative or in transition
NOTES:
Your answers indicate you have altered your physical appearance to look like the opposite sex.
Your Answers indicate your psychological state has likely prevailed since you were quite young.

HEY, SHOCK AND SURPRISE, yes, I am a FEMALE, but I knew that already.

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Well yet, another so-called "support" group to piss me off.
As of today, I am no longer a member of pinkessence. This is getting pretty simple, I am now down to one, urnotalone.com
I wonder what they will do to annoy me?.
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I found someone that I can look up to: This is what I want to do. I want lots of cum on my face, and down my throat. This would have made a wonderful birthday present for me yesterday. I wonder if I can make it come true on March 27th, my three year anniversary of being out full time. So far, the most guys I have taken on at one time is a dozen, that was quite entertaining, a dozen loads of sperm down my throat and on my face. Hmm, yummy !
http://xhamster.com/movies/197495/girl_drinks_sticky-salty_cum_from_more_than_50_guys_pt_1.html
http://xhamster.com/movies/197497/girl_drinks_sticky-salty_cum_from_more_than_50_guys_pt_2.html


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I am off to Cleveland, Ohio today. I will be at Cocktails this Saturday night for their GNO.
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I am in Cleveland for the weekend, I have torture treatment today, then I am going to Cocktails Bar tonight on Detroit Avenue for their Girls Night Out party.
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I had a nice time at the Mardi Gras party last night at Cocktails. I received my share of beads (*_*). Michelle took some pictures, which I will get posted in a couple of days. There are rumors floating around that there was a topless transsexual at the party last night showing off her titties, but most likely that is just a rumor.
Today, I am heading back to Columbus. We will see whether I start work this week or not.
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I got fucked this morning, I also gave a blowjob and drank a load of sperm..
Still no word from the CDI company about my supposed job. Not sure what is going on, I have sent 2 emails, and left 2 voice messages so far and nothing.
I guess I'll become what my best talent features, being a call girl. Certainly a lot less bullshit to deal with.
Still unemployed at the moment.
I just received an interesting email. I was told that Honda wants to review all offers, (knew that part already) and that there is still no definite start date.I was told by my recruiter that if I receive an offer from another company that I should go ahead and take it, and she will keep an eye out for me in case any other jobs come along. Whoever put this "deal" together between CDI, IBM, and Honda obviously forgot to cross the T's and dot all the I's.
So, I will be going back into massage for awhile.
Rob took me out shooting tonight. I got to try out the 22 he got me for my birthday.

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Here's a picture of one of my birthday presents. I went shooting last night at the pistol range.
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I was contacted about a job in Jacksonville, Florida today. The recruiter is going to get some more information about it.
I may be heading to Cleveland, Ohio on Thursday for a couple of days.
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I am in Cleveland until Saturday afternoon. I am doing massages for a couple of days to bring in some money to help me with bills.
Well, I was driving up here today and almost got into a major traffic accident that most likely would have easily killed me.
The tractor trailer in front of me was going much slower than I anticipated, it wasn't until I got way too close that it finally hit me how slow he was going.
With inches (maybe 4) to spare, I was able to slip and slide into the other lane.

Funny isn't it?. Before I transitioned I would have welcomed a chance like today, I would have welcomed death. Many times I tried to find it to end my life.

Now that I am the woman I should have been all along, I am full of life and don't have those feelings of suicide anymore. Life means something to me and I live each day to the fullest, enjoying myself, meeting new people, spending time with friends, and having a good time.

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I am keeping the people of japan in my thoughts today. I have a friend that has family in Japan and she is worried about them.
If I don't find a job before too long, I am going to end up cancelling my surgery. I won't have the money to get it done.
I am going to see a bankruptcy attorney on March 22nd.
We got a foot of snow today in Ohio. I am tired of snow.
I will be heading back to Columbus Saturday night, maybe I can do a few massages Saturday morning before I leave.
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I despise game players. I despise people that make a massage appointment and then don't show up.
Gentlemen, if you don't have the balls and the courage to get a massage from a transsexual, then please don't waste my time, and don't make the appointment in the first place.
I also notice a trend, that the only people who are bothered by the fact that I have a roommate, are those individuals that are intent on doing me harm.
If you have something happen that truly prevents you from getting here (car issues, etc), all you have to do is to call (or text) me and let me know, but at least have enough decency and be considerate of the fact that my time is just as valuable as yours.
Even a transsexual deserves some basic consideration, agreed?
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We each have to do what is required in order to survive. Many of us are barely hanging on due to this piss poor economy. Don't judge any decision we may make, whether you agree with it or not. The chances are very good that you don't know everything we are dealing with. Unlike what happened with the thieves (sorry, I mean banks), no one is giving us $700 billion to help us out. I know of a transgender girl that resorted to selling drugs for awhile to eke out a meager existence. I don't approve of selling drugs, but I did not judge or condemn her, after all, she did what she had to do to survive. A woman's gotta do what a woman's gotta do to make ends meet.
NOW, For someone who knows who she is, WHEN I SAY TO CHANGE THE SUBJECT AND STOP TALKING ABOUT A TOPIC, THAT MEANS TO CHANGE THE SUBJECT AND STOP TALKING ABOUT THE TOPIC. Now, please obey my wishes on this, and do not bring it up again.
I am looking forward to talking with the bankruptcy attorney on the 22nd. I've had enough, the bank can have that 24 year old house. I am tired of paying over $500 a month in utilities. I have better things to do with $500 a month than waste it on that black hole. I will never buy a house again.
If I were to decide to leave the United States at some point, I would move to a country where prostitution is legal. I am so very fucking tired of "so-called morality" and religious horseshit and idiotic, dumbshit, jackass laws. I am tired of the GOP's latest attacks on women. I'm tired of a George Orwellian society. Gay marriage, don't like it?...Then don't get one and shut the fuck up.     Abortion, don't like it?....then don't get one and shut the fuck up.
I look at america and I don't see the courage that our forefathers had, instead what I see is mostly a bunch of sheep. I ABSOLUTELY DESPISE SHEEP.
To "almost" steal a line from Star Trek II, The Wrath of Khan: BEING A COCKSUCKING WHORE IS MY FIRST, BEST DESTINY, ANYTHING ELSE IS A WASTE OF MATERIAL.
What a woman does with her own body is HER GODDAMN BUSINESS and no one else's.  
So, I am starting to add up my expenses for the meeting with a bankruptcy attorney on the 22nd. I owe:
6,000 to the IRS
112,000 on my house
5,500 on one credit card
21,000 on home equity line of credit
22,000 on two other credit cards
So see guys, see what trying to be a good parent got me? I spent lots of money on my daughter, (via putting more on credit cards than I should have) including sending her to Primrose (not one of the cheaper schools) for a few years to give her a head start in life. I loved my daughter, treated my daughter like a queen, I would have done anything for her, and I had her stolen away from me by some lunatic nutcase that "claims" to be christian. Gee, thanks a lot.
Anyway, the above doesn't even include normal expenses like car insurance, hormones, food, clothes, etc. (granted I have enough shoes to last me awhile).
Plus I need to get two crowns on my teeth which is about $2,200 and I still need to come up with about $10,000 for my surgery in Montreal. I think my surgery in Montreal is going to be postponed until August 2012 unless I magioally come up with some money between now and then.
The job at Honda definitely fell through, that one is definitely gone. They ended up cancelling the contract. Some obvious miscommunication on that one, my recruiter told me that today. My recruiter also told me today about a new work from home job which she is going to submit me for, so maybe I will get that one. It's more for print software, which is not quite what I have the most experience with, but this isn't rocket science either.
HEY COMPLETELY USELESS IDIOTS IN CONGRESS, WHERE IS MY BAILOUT?
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I now understand why some post-ops leave the transgender community behind. I am about to that point, and I'm not even post-op yet.
Hoping I find something soon in the way of work. I applied for a job in NC today. It's times like this that I wish I was a 21 year old cute GG, then I could at least dance in the nude strip clubs and make some money.
I applied for a job as an escort tonight, but they said they aren't looking for transsexuals right now. They said they would keep my information on file if that changes.
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Well, let's see if I have any luck with a job today. I am going to call about a dancer job this afternoon.
Okay, left a message for the one. I also called Executive Den and they are actually hiring dancers now. I think I will make a trip there next Monday or Tuesday when I am Cleveland.
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I am looking through the classified ads for jobs. Right now I am looking for administrative assistant or something like that.
I am also going to go to Executive Den when I am in Cleveland next week, and apply for a dancer job. I've also started looking at dancer jobs here in Columbus too.
My ideal job would be one that says, "Wanted, cocksucking cum slut, must be on her knees most of the time".  I WANT TO BE A BLOWJOB GIRL.I'm still looking for that ad.

I was on webcam this morning, I showed off my titties, I fucked myself with one of my dildos, and then I peed in a glass and drank it. Delicious !
I was contacted today by a company for a six month contract job in Scottsdale,Arizona.   Hmmm, well, that would give me money for my surgery. I guess we will see what happens. This would pay me $40 an hour with an additonal $25 an hour per diem.
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Well, hopefully some kind of job will come through soon. I was contacted today about one job in Pittsburgh, PA and one in Boston, MA.
Hopefully one of these will come through, I will keep my fingers crossed.
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Maybe I'll become a sexetary and take DICK-tation.
Hmmm, now there's a nice thought.
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Here's a good website for guys that may be considering dating a transsexual woman.
http://www.tsgirlfriend.com/
Some items from the site.
If you are a single man looking to find a new girlfriend of quality, there are some options out there that you may not have previously considered but should. Your first reaction might be to say “that‘s not for me,” but hear me out.
If you're looking to get a girlfriend, one type of female you might have not previously considered is the transsexual woman. Your first reaction might be confusion and that‘s normal, but think about it. What makes a woman?
Many men have told me they actually prefer to date transsexual females because they are very feminine, sexy, pretty and they seem to relate to them better. Their strength of character for what they have to face makes them incredible women. They aren't some horrific vision of a man in drag. They are women, soft and lovely and worth a second look as you search for a new girlfriend.
Read what one man had to say about his transsexual girlfriend:
"When I was looking to get a girlfriend, I searched online and met an attractive transsexual woman. My post-op TS girlfriend and I have been together for over four years. We began dating before she has sex reassignment surgery. Among the things that impressed me are her hand gestures and walk. A transsexual isn't a guy in a dress. She isn't acting when she walks like a born female or gestures with her hands. She's not playing female. She was playing male -- acting -- when she lived as a man. With that burden of role-play lifted, her feminine qualities came to the surface. She walks, talks and gestures like any genetic woman you have ever met. And none of it is artificial or forced. It's not an act."
For some men, being attracted to a TS female can cause a little anxiety. Don’t let mis-information, ego and fear make you pass up the opportunity to get a great new girlfriend. Check it out. You very possibly could find a hidden treasure who just might be the love of your life.
It's pretty simple, really. Show us you respect us and think we're special to you. Show us you think enough of us to have planned a nice evening for us. We're looking forward to spending time with you. We've already put a lot of thought and energy into looking nice for you and wondering what nice things are in store for us. Will it be dinner and a movie? A romantic walk? Dancing and drinks at a nice club? You can discuss it with us first or surprise us, but the guy leads the dance. You shouldn't walk all over us, but please have a plan.
Let's summarize what you already know. Women like to be treated in special ways. They want to be loved. They are sentimental. They have a "shopping gene" and every now and then they are going to drag you off to Nordstrom's and expect you to handle the anxiety while they shop. They are warm, loving creatures.
Let's summarize some more things we already know. Women are more emotional than you are. T-girls are women, whether they are pre-op or post-op. Let's discuss that. The basics.
Your T-girl wants to be treated like a lady (outside the bedroom, anyway). You score points when you show some common courtesies, of the sort your mom told you about when you were a boy. Going out on a date? Don't just hit the button on your key ring to unlock the door. Open it for her, make sure all her clothing is inside, close the door for her. It's a nice consideration and she will appreciate it.
Reviewing this article before publication, one of the T-girls in our chatroom observed that opening car doors isn't such a big deal when she's casually dressed, but it's a different story when she's put in a lot of time to look great. "It is partly that we feel so much more elegant and want to be shown how much it is appreciated," she said.
Does that mean you're obligated to open every door she encounters, every time, forever? Does that mean when you're leaving Nordstrom's while carrying bags and boxes, and she's only carrying her purse, that you need to also get the door for her? Not at all. It's simply a masculine gesture of consideration for your lady that you can perform to show her that she's special to you.
Flowers brighten a woman's life. The colors, the scent, they're great to look at, and very inexpensive. Furthermore, they last for days. Are you headed over to her house? Stop off at a florist's or at a supermarket, pick up something nice, take it to her. It doesn't need to be anything expensive. Flowers tell a woman you want to brighten up her day and that you care about her. That they last for days means they perform that mission for as long as they are there, and even longer as she remembers your gift, but don't get flowers everytime, bring them once in awhile, to show us how special we are to you.
Like with any genetic women, T-girls love surprises....things like scented bath soaps, bath sets (moisturizer, body wash, bubble bath in a tote bag), lighted makeup mirror, etc.
I read about some study that shows male anxiety levels spike when he goes shopping with his woman. Women (including T-girls) have a shopping gene. Deal with it. She knows you don't want to go shopping with her, but if she wants you to go, she probably has a reason, so put up with it. Maybe your mission will be the heavy lifting.
But here's something. You want to shock the daylights out of her? Ask her if she wants to go shopping. There isn't any way she will say no. Back surgery may be scheduled for 1pm, but it will be put on hold, I assure you, if she gets an invitation to go shopping. Have something in mind to buy her. That will really blow her away.
All women, including T-girls, love restaurants. Dining out is a great way to spend time together. You get to talk over an enjoyable meal where someone else has to deal with cooking, serving and washing the dishes. The very act of taking her out is an act of consideration and love. You can go to some elegant restaurant all dressed up, or someplace casual. It can be an expensive night out, or not. What's really important isn't where you go or how much you spend. What's important is that you're with the lady you enjoy being with, you pay attention to each other and enjoy a great meal.
So, if you look at a TS woman as being a "shemale" (horribly offensive term), or a woman with "something extra," then you have completely missed the fact that a TS woman is NOT male in any way, form, etc. Yes, that is what I said.
What? you say. But a woman doesn't have a penis, does she? YES! We sometimes are born that way, but all are still women. Let's examine a few things: What makes you a woman or a man? Is it your genitals? If you are a guy and your penis is cut off tomorrow, would you all of a sudden become a female? NO! Look at what happened to John Bobbitt, who had his penis cut off. Did he become a woman all of a sudden until it was reattached? NO!
The fact is, gender identity comes from the brain, not the genitals. We all start off as female in the mother and some will turn into males. But every so often, what happens is that the brain stays female-identified and yet the body turns into male, or even ambiguous, as in the case of the intersexed, those born with both genitals. In some other cases, the body turns female while the brain stays male
Obviously, seeing a pre-op TS woman as something attractive physically to a straight guy takes a very open mind and a empathetic heart. We understand that. But, you have to look at a person's mindset: because that is where any real relationship is formed. You don't marry a "body," and if you do, you will soon learn that it is a shallow, meaningless existence bringing no real fulfillment. The emotional/mental connection is what forms a true bond that can weather any storm. Looks fade, people, looks fade.
On the upside, you will many times find that a TS woman is a bit more "appreciative" of being able to live their life as they feel it. This oftentimes makes for a woman who really LOVES being a woman, and is many times more feminine than the average woman. (Again, people, there is ALWAYS the exception to the rule!) We are not often burnt out on wearing skirts or heels, and many enjoy doing makeup daily. It is for the reason that many of us were denied the chance to do it when younger, and so now that we can, we go all out and really love being ourselves! As for me, I have the very feminine, soft voice, and a very feminine walk. I do my makeup everyday except Sunday, which is my pampering time for doing my facials and nails, etc. I dress very nice, every day. Everywhere I go with you, people will only see me as the woman I am.
So what does a TS girl want? Respect, love, kindness, humor. A "nice" person who sees us as our true selves. Listen, this I can probably guarantee: Our greatest fight, our toughest challenge in life has been: getting others to see us for who we really are, just women.

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I am in Cleveland today. I am talking to a bankruptcy attorney tomorrow. At this point, it looks like I will be cancelling my gender reassignment surgery unless things change quickly.
If anyone hears of a job in the porn industry for a cumwhore like myself, please let me know at: goldshow@yahoo.com
I love bukkake, golden showers, cocksucking, facials, etc.
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I talked to the bankruptcy attorney today and it looks like I qualify for a chapter 7 bankruptcy. If I can do some massages this week in cleveland, I will have enough to start the process.
In other news, I have but one thing to say on this link below, and that is that I am jealous. Who wants to cum and pee in my mouth?
Drink up
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Great, so I wake up this morning, there is no heat in the house, temp is down to 59, BRRRR, the stupid thermostat reads batlo, which I guess means the battery is low. Okay, found two batteries and replaced the batteries, thermostat working again. Thank goodness.
Of course, when I first looked at the display, I thought it said 6atlo and I'm like what the hell does that mean. After resetting all the breakers in the circuit box (and getting nowhere), it finally dawned on me, that it was probably a b instead of a 6, therefore meaning the battery was low. (okay, yes, the secret is out, I am actually a blonde, lol)
Hey, I'm a girl, electronics are not my best talent, on my knees and sucking cock is my best talent.
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Well, still no job yet. I've got about three weeks before I will cancel my surgery, no money, no surgery. I've had a lot of nibbles, but nothing concrete.
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Three years full time today. It's an anniversary, but not a huge deal, (but a happy day for me nonetheless). It's not like GG's go around shouting, "I've been a woman for 25 years today". However, with that said, being transsexual is something very special. In many cases, we take better care of ourselves than the GGs do. I live each and every day happy and content to be a woman.
I think dinner and a movie, and maybe a little shopping are in order today. I might get a new pair of shoes, or maybe a new dress to celebrate today.
I received a very nasty comment from someone that I thought was close to me. I was obviously wrong. I hope you don't treat all the women you meet the way you just treated me. Well, you want it this way, fine. I would say that you owe me an apology, but after your comment, I don't think I want to hear from you ever again. You hurt me deeply tonight, but obviously you don't care about me like you claimed. Goodbye.
The really sad part of all of this is that: A)People for some reason feel a need to be ugly to other people and that B)I obviously need to be a lot less trusting of people from now on.

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After crying myself to sleep last night, I am a little better today. I am tired, didn't sleep very well. I am going to lay back down and take a nap. I can not believe I let myself be suckered into believeing that he was close to me. You don't say things like that to people you are close to.
Meanwhile, I find it "interesting" how some men talk to me on yahoo, and the second their wife walks in the room, they're like, "got to go, later", etc., but then these same men will get upset with me if I say I have to go, and need to end the current conversation. Please give me the same respect you want me to give you, thank you.
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I am feeling a little better after my nap. I woke up and was promptly fucked, ending in me having a wet, gooey tushy full of cum, hmmm, yummy.
I am still looking for work, either consultant work as a computer programmer, or work as a hooker, stripper, or sexetary. (not necessarily in that order).. I also think I'd be good working with children, preferably in the 4 to 10 year old range, I would love to be a teacher or teacher's aide.
Rob took me shooting this afternoon. I got to shoot a Sig P226, a 556, a 9MM and my 22.
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Still no job yet, I guess I can always become a housewife. I am looking into selling my one car, and later I might sell the other one. No sense having cars with no place to go. If you know anyone that wants a 1966 caprice, let me know, thank you.
Nothing major going on transition-wise, other than I have a couple of weeks before I have to cancel my surgery. My girls continue to grow, so that is good.
I may head to the Cleveland area tomorrow.
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I am in Cleveland for several days. I'm doing a few massages, trying to get some money, etc. I need to get my taxes done over the next several days. I may go to Cocktails or Bottoms Up sometime this weekend. I am leaning towards Bottoms Up since I haven't played on the stripper pole lately. I am also planning on checking out a few strip clubs around town to see if they are hiring dancers.
Rant mode on: I received a comical letter from the bank today, telling me my home equity loan payment is over 30 days late. I think I will send them a letter back, and say, "Well, don't worry, you'll get paid, AS SOON AS SOMEONE GIVES ME $25 BILLION DOLLARS like they gave you goddamn motherfucking scumbag low-life thieves." Okay, I feel better now, rant mode off.
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Today was email day. I received an unexpected email and phone call today. That was nice to hear from you. I also received another email from someone I haven't seen in awhile.
Meanwhile, there is nothing quite as nice as being on my knees, with a cock aimed at my face, peeing all over my face. Then having it cum on my face. The only thing better would be if I were on my knees with a group of guys around me peeing all over me and cumming all over my face.
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Torture treatment day today. Thankfully we're only doing half hour sessions now.
Here's a good quote --> when the many fail to look out for the needs of the few, above their own needs, freedom deteriorates and government becomes nothing more than 3 wolves and a sheep choosing what to have for dinner.
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I was at the grocery store today, and I noticed something. I appeared to be the only girl there that was wearing 5 inch heels.
What's up with the woman on this planet, heels girls, put on some heels ! Even if you're in jeans, sex it up a little with some heels.
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Bought a new puppy yesterday, we got her from the pound. She is a cute miniature daschund, female, 7 pounds, 2 years old. She is a real sweetheart. She just got spade, so she is sleeping a lot. Now to get her and the cat to like each other.
I am in Cleveland for a few days, we will see if I get any massages or not. Massages have been slow lately.
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I had someone contact me through my website, and he lives in Cumberland, Maryland, but when I tried to reply to his email address, it said account discontinued, so if you see this, send me your new email address dear.
In other news, I had someone contact me today that I hadn't heard from in awhile. It was so nice to hear from him. We chatted for awhile. I liked that.

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Okay, I am officially fed up with rain and cold. Enough already, I want sunshine and warm temperatures.
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April 10th
Hmmm, yes, nothing like starting the morning with a nice hard cock down my throat, followed by a creamy ending and my face being covered in cum. YUMMY ! I received a nice facial this morning. I think I am going to have to post some facial pics, and maybe a video of me getting my face peed on.
Yesterday, I went with Rob to a friend of his. The guy had a wonderful house, and huge yard. He had a firing range on his property. I got to shoot a 12 gauge yesterday, the first time I ever did that. I also drove a 4 wheel atv yesterday (another first), and then one of the guys there took me in his jeep, and we went "off road mudding" through the corn field. Another first. That was pretty entertaining.
I was the only girl there yesterday, hmmm, just me and 4 horny guys!. That's a start towards the 50 guys needed for the bukkake party.
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Hmmm, I got fucked this morning, a nice hard cock in my tushy, and finished off by shooting a nice load of cum down my throat. Yummy !
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While I certainly have my share of stripper outfits, daisy duke short shorts, 4,5,6 and 7 inch heels that I like wearing, and I also love short skirts, dresses, evening gowns, etc. none of those are what makes me a woman.
The difference between a CD and a TS? - CDs like to play dress up, a TS just wants to be herself.
There's an old joke that the difference between a CD and a TS is about 2 years. For me, it was less than a year, actually it was about six months from when I seriously started cross-dressing to when I decided I was going to go full time. Some people tell me that is fast, well, I just knew what was right for me. I've always been a "take life by the horns" type of girl.
Four years ago when I was just a cross-dresser, , I wasn't sure if guys would find me attractive or not, and back then, I couldn't even fathom not wearing makeup going out. Now I know that the "impossible" is indeed possible. I get hit on now regardless of whether I am wearing makeup or not. Guys tell me they are attracted to my femininity, my strength, my courage, and my outlook on life.
While I am upset with the thought of having to postpone my surgery, I know that it is only temporary. I also know that I am already a woman, and the surgery won't change that part. It will simply get rid of anymore "tucking". I've got people reminding me that it is only a temporary setback, simply a postponement and a date change, not a permanent cancellation. That has helped me deal with it better. I do hope to have some kind of employment soon.
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The red cross from New Hampshire called me again today looking for a possible blood donation. I told them I wasn't in New Hampshire anymore, but I guess I can do one in Ohio now.
I wonder if I should put a warning on my blood donation that any girls that get my blood might turn into a cock-sucking cum slut. Speaking of cocksucking cum sluts, I am in the mood to be on my knees in front of about a dozen guys (for starters), sucking their cocks, and have them shoot cum on my face and down my throat.
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Yahoo mesenger fucked up (as usual) today, and it died just when I was about to check the messages on it, so if you sent me a message via yahoo messenger today, just be aware that I didn't get it.
This was taken from someone's facebook page and I agree with it. "I think all GLBT people should refuse to pay taxes anymore until our rights are guaranteed. I'm talking about equal treatment. I'm talking about the right to marry, the right of survivorship, the right of patriots to serve in the armed forces, the right of lovers to emigrate each other to this nation, the right to offer healthcare to the significant others of GLBT people... the right to get a 10 year passport in our identifying gender like every other american, the right to change our birth certificate in every state after having GRS, the right to be be in public without fear of being beaten up or murdered simply for being ourselves, etc. When you don't get equal treatment, your only recourse is civil disobedience."
I think the GLBT community should quit paying taxes until fat, pudgy, bigoted people, married cousins from West Virginia, and so-called "religious" psychos grant us all the rights of citizenship. I am tired of being treated like a second class citizen.

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I had torture treatment this morning, although I will say that even though it hurts a little, Carol does a great job in clearing my face. I'm so glad to only be doing this for half an hour now, means we're close to the end.
I may go to Warren tonight for the GNO, not sure.
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Happy Birthday Ken.
Off to job hunting again. Hopefully I have some luck today. I may give this internetmodeling.com site a try and see what it is like.
I applied to IBM, Northrop Grumman, and also to internetmodeling.com              Hopefully one of those will come through.
I also wrote an article for Transliving Magazine, we will see if it gets published or not.
In other news, here ae some lucky girls in the  links below.   I want cum on my face too.

http://xhamster.com/movies/625829/a_lot_of_sperm_07.html
http://xhamster.com/movies/603216/girl_swallow_a_lot_of_cum.html
http://xhamster.com/movies/272806/beauty_girl_swallowing_lot_of_cum.html



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Well, on the bright side today, I was approved for work as a "model" on internetmodeling.com
Now I have to finish filling out the rest of the paperwork. So, yea, I at least have something, now we'll see how much money it brings in. They said it will take a few days to get everything set up.
I also found this site for pole dancing classes in Columbus. Pole Dancing in Columbus
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I am in Cleveland until the morning of the 29th, then on the 30th, I am heading to Pittsburgh for the NRA meeting.
There is nothing I like better than a nice hard cock down my throat, followed by a nice load of sperm shooting down my throat, on my face, on my tits, and in my hair. Yummy ! Next question, who wants to pee all over me?
Cocks are good, cocks are great, so many cocks to choose from to rate
I love them all, I love each one, I especially love it when they cum and cum
Its so hard to rate them win, show or place,especially when they cum all over my face
one cock, two cocks, look, there's three, I just love to drink their pee
one in my mouth and one in my ass, now that's an opportunity I certainly won't pass
pee in my mouth, pee on my face, bring 50 of your friends over to my place
cum on my face, cum in my hair, drown me in jism, cum everywhere
I love to suck, oh yes I do, but don't forget, you can fuck me too.
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I was at the grocery store today trying to coax spring into coming out of its hiding place.
I had on my 5 inch heels, cute white top, and my Daisy Duke short shorts. I was getting a few stares from the men (and had one following me with a shiteating grin on his face), and I probably got a few scowls from the married women, lol.
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Yea, spring, nice weather today, finally! I have on my daisy duke short shorts, I am going on a walk around the neighborhood.
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HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE.
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Transgender Woman Beaten at Mcdonald's
"It is a HATE CRIME. It is even more outrageous as the "women" who did this are black. And they SHOULD know about hate and discrimation. But it appear they do not. I hope Both get serious jail time." (Personally I'd like to see both attackers executed publicly in the town square).
Chrissy Lee Polis, 22, stopped at the McDonald's to use the restroom, but was attacked by two females, including a 14-year-old girl, who repeatedly kicked and punched her. Polis also claimed they spit in her face. A worker at the restaurant Vernon Hackett, 22 taped the attack, and he was fired days after the incident.
Another employee and an elderly restaurant patron tried to intervene. Others can be heard on the video laughing, and others are doing nothing. After the video garnered hundreds of thousands of views on websites, McDonald's issued a statement condemning the incident. Hacket allegedly posted a comment about the incident on Facebook, saying "that was not a female that was getting beat up¦ that was a man. The three-minute video clip was posted on YouTube, but then taken down by administrators who said it violated the site's policies. But it popped back up on other sites and was ultimately linked from the Drudge Report. "
My first and foremost concern is with the victim," franchise owner Mitchell McPherson said in a statement, adding that action might be taken against other restaurant workers. "I'm as shocked and disturbed by this assault as anyone would be. The behavior displayed in the video is unfathomable and reprehensible." Read more story below.... Polis said she plans to take legal action against the restaurant, according to the Baltimore Sun.
"Anyone in my predicament should not be afraid to walk the streets," Polis said. "They should not have to go into a restaurant and get gawked at and made fun of. They shouldn't be afraid to leave the house. It's just wrong." Polis, a resident of Baltimore, reportedly was first attacked in the women's restroom. At the end of the attack, she appears to have a seizure. She suffered cuts to her mouth and face, and multiple bruises.
Polis told The Sun that she had a sex-change operation to become a woman, and that this was not the first time that she's been picked on physically because of her sexual orientation. She said seeing the attack aired worldwide has been, "like walking out of the closet all over again." Polis, who is white, told authorities that race also may have been a factor in her attack, both the assailants were black, according to the police report.
Equality Maryland has called on state Attorney General Douglas F. Gansler to step in and investigate the case as a hate crime. Equality Maryland Board President, Chuck Butler, issued a statement on the attack: "A member of our community was recently the victim of senseless violence. Equality Maryland is saddened that in this day and age, bigotry and discrimination against transgender individuals continue, especially in our own backyard.
No person ever deserves to be a victim of violence regardless of their gender identity or presentation. We encourage the State's Attorney General to investigate this as a hate crime based on gender identity. We are encouraged that McDonald's is working with local police to investigate this incident, and hope that the company will follow-up with appropriate disciplinary action against any employees involved."
"As a community, we remain horrified that transgender citizens are so vulnerable, that they can be brutalized for simply walking down the street," said Lisa Polyak, vice president of the Equality Maryland board told The Sun. "She was simply trying to use a public accommodation. People should not feel threatened when they exist in public space.
"This is why we need a statewide law that prohibits discrimination on the basis of gender identity and gender expression." Scott Shellenberger, the state's attorney for Baltimore County, told The Sun that his office has not yet received the file and has not interviewed the victim because the charges were filed late in the week.
He said his office will likely interview the victim in the next week and a half and gather additional evidence to determine if the attack was a hate crime. Police said the 14-year-old girl has been charged as a juvenile, while charges were pending against an 18-year-old woman. Police officials said the investigation is continuing. The police report does not provide a motive, but quotes one of the suspects saying that the fight was, "over using a bathroom."
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I am applying for jobs today. My skillset summary is below.
I have 43 years experience with sucking cock, I have 40 years experience drinking cum. I have 37 years experience drinking pee. I have played with men, women, couples, groups, cd's, ts's, she-males, etc. I have sucked off guys at the adult theatre, the adult video store, in cars, at gloryholes, at parties, etc. I love to be fucked in my tight little tushy as well. I have 30 years experience of being fucked in my nice tight ass. I love 69, cowgirl, missionary, doggy style(woof!). I love bukkakes, facials, group golden shower sessions, etc. (yes, I get tested regularly, I am DDF and intend to stay that way).
I am an extremely talented cocksucker, and being a good slut is what I do best.
There's a reason my initials are BJ.
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I am tentatively registered for a pole dancing class in Columbus, Ohio on May 14th. I am also going to register for their Fitness Boot Camp too so I can lose a few more pounds. I have lost a little bit of weight lately, I have about 10 pounds to go.
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Tonight, I uploaded the last of my modeling forms to internetmodeling.com
I've applied for a lot of computer jobs the last three months and have received nothing so far, except for the one job I actually had a start date for until the tsunami in japan caused them to cancel the contract. I was also hoping to hear back from a company in Wisconsin, or one in Rhode Island, but nothing from either one. The one in RI would have been my preferred one, but oh well. So, I've given up on computer jobs, my career field of 37 years is no more. Next up is pole dancing class on May 14th, and then their fitness class after that. After that I am not sure what I will do right now. If I had it to do all over again, I would have become a gender therapist.
Now I am concentrating on stripper, porn star, or paid slut. Maybe I'll just keep doing massages from now on to earn a few bucks for food, etc., since I do enjoy that line of work.
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I find it interesting when a guy asks me if his cum tastes okay. HELL YA, IT TASTES OKAY, IN FACT, IT TASTES GREAT. I haven't met a load of cum that I haven't thoroughly enjoyed down my throat (or on my face).
A cum whore (aka cum slut or cum dumpster) is a type of whore who thoroughly enjoys the taste and consistency of cum. They also derive pleasure from cum being all over their bodies whether it be face, boobs, butt, legs, etc.
I was getting packed to head to Pittsburgh this weekend and I was molested. I was leaning over the bed to pick up something, and the next thing I know, I felt the head of a nice hard cock at my butt. Hmmm, I got fucked good, finished up with some cum in my butt, and the rest on my face and down my throat. Yummy.
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I went to the NRA convention in Pittsburgh today and enjoyed myself. I saw the perfect item for home defense, I believe it was an anti-tank gun.
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I am confirmed for exercise class at 2pm tomorrow afternoon in Columbus, and for Pole Dancing class at 4pm on May 14th.
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They have received my internetmodeling forms, so they said my account will be set up in about 2 weeks at which time I can start making money on the site.
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Okay, so who wants to cum all over my face today?
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Watch out guys, I'm on the prowl today for some nice hard cock down my throat. Hmmm, sperm, yummy, tasty sperm.
Does anyone have a nice hard cock that they want to slide in between my lips and down my throat ?
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This is a great question that is asked.
To apply it to my situation, How many transgender girls must god create before people accept that he wants us around?
How Many Gays Must God Create Before People Accept That He Wants Them Around?


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Today is torture treatment day, I am so happy to be down to 30 minute sessions, not much left to do.
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HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOM.
I went to Cocktails bar last night, and posted a pic of me from there on Pics Page 10. I had on my daisy duke short shorts, my 7 inch heels, pink panties, and my tshirt that says: "I love sucking cock and swallowing cum". I think I have my digital camera fixed now, so if that is true, I will be making more pics and movies soon.
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I had exercise class today. I have discovered (rather quickly) that I am not as flexible as a 25 year old. Tomorrow, I have Flexibility class at 11am, we'll see how that goes. Wednesday is Fitness Boot Camp Day. Saturday is Pole Dancing class.
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So guys, what should I wear? I am thinking schoolgirl outfit, with my TGIRL top, and my 5 inch heels. I am thinking of making it to the one in Detroit on June 25th.
SLUTWALK - 2011 DATES AND PLACES
SYDNEY (AFP) – Women protesting for the right to wear what they like and behave how they choose without facing sexual harassment are set to hold "SlutWalks" across Australia as the movement goes global.

SlutWalk began in Canada in April in response to a Toronto police official saying that "women should avoid dressing like sluts in order not to be victimised".

Since then, events have been organised across the United States, and now Australia.

"Being assaulted isn't about what you wear; it's not even about sex; but using a pejorative term to rationalise inexcusable behaviour creates an environment in which it's okay to blame the victim," the organisation said on its website.

Notices for SlutWalks in Australia were posted on Facebook on Sunday and more than 3,500 people have already registered, including 2,500 in Melbourne alone.

"We are asking you to join us for SlutWalk, to make a unified statement about sexual assault and victims' rights and to demand respect for all," the group said.

"Whether a fellow slut or simply an ally, you don't have to wear your sexual proclivities on your sleeve, we just ask that you come. Any gender-identification, any age."

The Melbourne event will be on May 28, with others set to follow in Sydney and Brisbane.

One of the Melbourne organisers, Lauren Clair, told Fairfax newspapers that she was keen to reclaim the word "slut" as a source of pride, not shame. (I COULDN'T HAVE SAID THAT BETTER MYSELF---BOBBIE JO)

"I've spent my entire life being judged for my appearance and sexuality. I'm sexual, I have sex, I enjoy sex. I'm not going to be ashamed," she said.

Sydney organiser Samadhi Arktoi agreed: "A slut is someone who enjoys sex, not someone who it's okay to rape," she said.


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MISTRESS, Mistress Elizabetha, the lady that is responsible for my happiness, my life, and my very existence.
I got fucked tonight, oh yes, that felt damn good, and ended up with a nice load of cum in my ass.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER JENN
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I went to edit my website today and couldn't, got an error trying to login. I called Hostgator and they fixed whatever the issue was. So now I can get back to talking about sucking cock, drinking pee and having people cum all over my face.
I went to the grocery store today in my daisy duke shorts and a cute pink top. I appeared to be the only girl in there wearing daisy duke shorts.
Tomorrow is Pole Dancing Class day, I wonder how many other 53 year old transsexuals will be there ?
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I got fucked last night, yummy, had a nice hard cock in my tushy. Most of the cum in my tushy, and the last bit I licked off the head of his cock, yummy !
Today is Pole Dancing Class day. At 4pm I will have my hands wrapped around a nice hard pole.
cocksucker red lipstick - $8.00
lotion/lube - $10.00
having a boatload of men cum all over my face - PRICELESS
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I sucked cock and got fucked again last night, that makes several times this week. Yummy !
I had a wonderful time yesterday at Pole Dancing class. I thoroughly enjoyed myself. A truly incredible experience. I will be taking more pole dancing lessons. I was the oldest girl there, but that didn't stop me from having a good time. I just love wrapping my hands around a nice hard pole.
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Well, a company that I had a phone interview with last week wants to fly me in for an interview next week. They are finalizing the details and should let me know the flight info later this week.
In other news, today I received all of my pre-surgery paperwork (consent form, possible complications, travel arrangements, etc) that I have to sign and send back. Unfortunately I will have to reschedule my surgery since I am still $10,000 short.
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I am hoping to make it to a "cum on my face party" this Saturday night the 21st.
In other news, I am filling out the application and other paperwork for the onsite job interview I have next week.
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Okay, so since the rapture is supposed to happen on May 21st, I am thinking of doing a depraved sexual act to celebrate jesus's coming. (I know I know, so what else is new Bobbie Jo?). Judgement Day May 21, 2011
Let's see, oral, anal, dildos, handcuffs, whips, blindfold, paddles, riding crops, nipple clamps, bukkake, golden showers, spanking, gangbang, tens unit, etc, etc.
Anyone have other ideas? (this should not need saying, but anyway, no scat, no blood, no children, and I am not really into pain).
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Don't forget, judgement day in 2 days. Judgement Day
I think for my act of depravity on judgement day, we will start of with a group bukkake and squirting scene, on my my face, in my hair, on my tits, and down my throat from both men and women.
Then I'll have everyone pee on me, finally finishing up with being fucked in the mouth and in my ass by all the men.
Then put me on display for all the world to see, tied to a St. Andrew's cross, cum and pee dripping off of me.

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Okay, I feel much better now. I have successfully rescheduled my gender reassignment surgery to August 20th, 2012 with Dr. Brassard in Montreal.
Suzanne was extremely understanding and very helpful in getting this rescheduled. Thank you so much. I'm not going to let anything stop me from accomplishing this goal.
I will be back in the cleveland/mentor area on Sunday afternoon the 22nd and will be there for at least a week, most likely two weeks. The only exception is next Thursday when I will be in Alabama interviewing for a job.
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WOW, I got fucked last night and I mean FUCKED GOOD. WOW. I am off to cleveland this weekend, I have to get my car fixed on Saturday, hopefully it will be done by Sunday.
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I am in Warren tonight, but do not think I will go to Prom at the Funky Skunk. As strange as it may sound, transgender related events simply do not interest me as much anymore. I am leaning towards putting on one of my bikinis and jumping in the hot tub instead.
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well, still here, no rapture damnit. I was looking forward to having a boatload of cum and pee dripping off of me while tied to a St. Andrews Cross.
Oh well, headed to cleveland in a little while where I will be there for a few days.
Congrats to whoever was the prom queen at Funky Skunk last night.
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I am in Cleveland for a couple of days.
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I need to suck some cock.
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Okay, I have now just received two job offers within a span of 10 minutes. These were both from the phone interviews I had earlier today. There is a possibility that I may get a third job offer tomorrow.
Now I have yet another company wanting to interview me tomorrow morning for a different position, but I'll be on a plane then for my in person interview in Alabama. Okay, I have the solution-----> I just need to clone myself a few times and it will all be okay.
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Well, I am off to Milwaukee, Wisconsin to work for awhile. I will be in Wisconsin Tuesday evening and I start work on Wednesday. I think I found a hotel room for the first few days not far away from where I will be working, now I need to find a room to rent for a more permanent living arrangement.
I will be saving my money and sending payments to Dr. Brassard in Montreal for my gender reassignment surgery in Montreal in August of 2012.
Tomorrow night, I will be at a birthday party for my good friend Donna. The party starts at 7:00, so I will probably be naked by 7:03
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WHAT A WILD WEEKEND.
Saturday, I went to Donna Renee's birthday party. The party started at 7, I was topless by 7:30. I ate out Donna's pussy and ass, sucked cock, drank pee, and had cum down my throat. YUMMY.
Mistress Alicia was there. She is a beautiful transsexual dominatrix. I was tied to the St. Andrews Cross, cuffs on me so I could not get away. I had on my pink collar with a lock on it that only Rob had the key to. Mistress used an electric wand all over my body, concentrating on my nipples. I was screaming with pleasure. Mistress told me to repeat after her, "Electricity is our friend, electricity is our friend" as she took the electric wand back and forth over my nipples. Rob also used a paddle on me, smacking my nipples with it, oh, it hurt so good. I was also spanked, flogged, and whipped numerous times throughout the evening. Then it was time to untie me from the cross and put me on the medical examination table.
Donna Renee took cold beer and poured it on my tummy as someone else licked it off. A nice guy took off my 7 inch heels and started licking, kissing and sucking my toes. Then he came up and kissed me. Another girl was rubbing me all over which felt really nice. Rob continued smacking my nipples with the paddle. This went on for quite awhile, cock-sucking, pee drinking, etc.. Eventually I fell asleep exhausted but happy
Sunday we were invited to Gary's to shoot guns. I had a wonderful time there, chatting with the other girls there, shooting my 22 while the men where shooting the rifles, etc. Later we drank beer, ate a wonderful meal, chatted until after midnight, watched some tv and eventualy fell asleep.
Tonight (Monday) I am driving to Mentor so that I can leave from there tomorrow in the early afternoon to head to my new contract job (a 4 month contract) in Milwaukee, Wisconsin. I will be concentrating SOLELY on using this money to pay for my surgery in 2012.
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I got fucked nice and good last night, and ended up with a tushy full of cum. I am getting ready to head to Wisconsin today, will probably leave here about 1pm.
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I am in wisconsin today for my first day of work, but this is going to be a really short trip unless I get some money wired to me soon. Right now I have enough money for the hotel room through saturday morning, and after that I will be sleeping in my car I guess.
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My first day went pretty well, they are getting my badge done, showed me around some. I signed on the computer and looked around at some of the things they want me to do. It looks pretty familiar, basically just get used to their naming conventions and how they do things and I should be fine.
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Work is going well, the people are wonderful, I am definitely enjoying it. A lot of information thrown my way right now, but it will get easier as time goes by.
I miss my friends, but I am keeping in mind that soon as my paychecks start rolling in, I will be sending more money off in prep for my surgery in August of 2012.
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HELP. Transsexual in Milwaukee would like a place to live besides the hotel.
This weekend I will be looking for places to live, and also today I am going to make a run to the lake, and maybe to the zoo tomorrow.
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I had a nice day, let's see, I went to Lake Michigan, walked around the lake, teased the boys with my bikini.
Hmmm, walking around the outside of the motel in my bikini, I seem to have attracted some attention. I was checking the oil and antifreeze in the car a few minutes ago, and I bent over as far as possible while I was doing that. I seem to have attracted quite an audience at the restaurant next door, lol. The boys also watched me as I made my way past the hotel pool. Then a couple of bikers a few doors down seem to be interested as well.
Careful boys, they broke the mold when they made me.
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I don't bite, I am simply a normal girl who happened to be born with the wrong genitals. (but I'm going to fix that in 2012).
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I will be in Cleveland this weekend for the GLBT cruise on the Goodtime 3 saturday night.
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I obviously need to change my room searching tactics.
Maybe my next ad should say something like, "The best cocksucker in the eastern united states needs a room in Milwaukee, WI area. Give me a place to stay and get your cock sucked often, and hey, I'll even pay you some for the room too."
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I am off to cleveland tomorrow after work. I will be going to the glbt cruise around lake erie on the Goodtime III. If it rains, then maybe we'll hit cocktails.
Desperately waiting until my paycheck gets here on the 17th.
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I had torture treatment at 10am this morning. Now I am going to shave my legs in preparation for the cruise tonight on Lake Erie. I'm not sure what dress I am going to wear, maybe I'll go slutty? Slutty? Me, hmmm, that will be a stretch but I might try.
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What a wonderful time last night. My man and my friends by my side, good music, great weather, nice cruise around Lake Erie, etc.
Later we went to Cocktails and I had a wonderful time there as well. We went outside for a few minutes, someone mentioned there was a slut tied to a St. Andrews Cross. Oh goody, I got into Mistress Bobbie Dominatrix mode and got right into action. Someone gave me a belt and said "have fun, she's all yours."
I went to town, "Okay slut, we are going to count, COUNT FOR ME" I said to the slut. I smacked slut. "ONE" she said. "NO, NO, NO, that is not the correct way to count, let's try again, listen to me, "ONE, THANK YOU MISTRESS". I spanked her again. This time slut did much better, "one thank you mistress" was her reply. However, she said it so softly that I hardly heard her. I went up behind her, grabbed her hair, and said, "I CAN'T HEAR YOU". I spanked her again, this time she made sure that I heard her say "TWO, THANK YOU MISTRESS". She made it up to 10 thank you mistress. I spanked her again. "12 thank you mistress" was her reply. "EXCUSE ME????" I said to her. "I don't think you did that correctly. Twelve does not come after 10. We are now going to have to start over at 1. WHERE did you learn to count?"
I rubbed slut's behind, it was a nice pink color. I grabbed slut's hair. I reached around in front to grab at her pussy. WHAT IS THIS? My goodness, this slut has a clitty that feels an awful lot like a cock. Rob initially thought she was a GG, but not with that clitty she wasn't.
I spanked her again. "ONE THANK YOU MISTRESS" was my slut's reply. I spanked her several more times, pausing occasionally to run my hands over her butt cheeks. She was doing a much better job of counting this time. She was a good slut, and I just love a good spanking slut. Eventually slut used one of her safe words and begged for mercy. "RED, RED, THANK YOU MISTRESS". I allowed my slut to be untied from the cross, she had pleased me well. I told her what a good girl she was.
Mistress Bobbie
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I am back in Wisconsin today. I got here about 2 am this morning. I was fucked Saturday night and then fucked again on Sunday morning. Then we finished with a load of cum down my throat both times. Yummy !
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I am feeling a little lonely tonight, wish I had someone hugging me.
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I am hoping to see my paycheck show up Friday, I am out of money.
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Well, unless these idiots at the consulting company get my paycheck issue solved, I guess I will be heading back to Ohio this weekend. I am OUT OF MONEY and have none left. They said yes, yes, don't worry, your paycheck will be here today, and shock and surprise it isn't. I guess I'll give them a little while and then I am going to start packing.
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YEA, this damsel in distress put out a call for help yesterday and some wonderful people came through for me. Thank you so very much. You may not know how much it means to me, but I appreciate it greatly.
I know times are tough for all of us, and thank you so much for your help. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I have one of the best support systems in the world, thanks to you.
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I wish I had known sooner.
I sent an email to my therapist just to say hi and see how she was doing and I got an automatic reply back that she is recovering from back surgery and won't be available until the end of August.
In other news, it seems to be in the Milwaukee area that there is a lack of:
GG's that suck cock
pre-op transsexuals
pre-op transsexuals that give good blowjobs
In other news, I am getting more drops from my breasts when I pump them tonight.
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Lonely right now, wish I had someone hugging me, I love to cuddle.
We will see what happens today at work, if I don't see my paycheck (which was supposed to be here Friday), this could be my last week in Wisconsin. We'll see if my paycheck shows up today. It was only because of some generous people that I am still in Wisconsin now.
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The claim is my paycheck is going to get here today. We shall see.
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Well, the good news is that my check showed up today. The bad news is that it does me no good today. I am unable to get this cashed today. No bank in this part of the country has ever heard of "Union Bank" which seems to exist only in California, therefore no one will cash this check.
I even tried Walmart, they would not cash the check.
I GIVE UP. I think we should just say goodbye and go our separate ways. Quite honestly, I've had more than enough. The job is wonderful, however the stress from trying to actually get paid for my work is MORE THAN ABSURD.
I don't think it is being unreasonable to have this check written by a bank that actually exists in the part of the country I am working in.
Time to go back to Ohio and be broke and unemployed.
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Another transgender girl murdered. Interesting, isn't it? You would think if any group of people should realize that discrimination is bad, it would be black people.
Transgender girls are murdered simply for being ourselves. When is society going to learn that we are indeed women? It is not our fault that we were born with the wrong genitals, anymore than it's someone fault for being born with a different skin color.
Another Transgender girl murdered
A Newark man has been indicted on murder and bias intimidation charges in the killing of a transgender woman he met at a nightclub, the Essex County Prosecutor’s Office announced today.
Alrashim Chambers, 24, is accused of shooting Victoria Carmen White multiple times in a home in Maplewood on Sept. 12, 2010, authorities said.
White, 28, was a lingerie model who had had sex reassignment surgery nine years earlier, the prosecutor’s office said. Investigators believe Chambers shot White after learning she was a transgender female. White, Chambers and another man, Marquise Foster, of North Plainfield, had met at a nightclub earlier that night, authorities said.
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Well, I see that the Florida "family" whackjobs are busy as usual promoting their agenda of hate. Can someone answer a question for me? WHY are some "so-called religious" people so full of hate?
Florida "family" whackos
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Rob is visiting for a few days. I have been getting fucked the last two nights and finished by drinking the loads of cum down my throat. DELICIOUS !
In other news, I went to pay the wireless bill for my notebook computer last night and it said I owed 48,000 dollars. Hmm, I don't believe we'll be paying that amount. I called verizon, obvious computer fuck-up, I actually owe $100 because I used more data than my plan, but I knew that already, $100 is much better than $48,000.
Okay, so wants to arrange a bukkake with me being the cocksucking slut for the evening. Loads of cum down my throat and on my face. Yummy !
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Week did not start off well on Tuesday, car muffler fell off and was hanging on by one bolt as I pulled into work Tuesday morning. I was finally able to get that fixed on Friday after my check cleared the bank, but wait, my check that's another issue. (long story). At least it finally cleared the bank, I have a little bit of money now after paying several bills, I will be in better financial shape when my next paycheck gets here this coming week.
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I had a nice several days with Rob and his Mom. They left this morning to head back to Ohio. I am getting caught up on laundry and other things today. I hope my second paycheck makes it here this week without incident.
I will be in Warren, Ohio next weekend. I will most likely be driving back July 4th to get back to Wisconsin. Maybe I can make it to Wisconsin in time to catch some fireworks somewhere.
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"Interesting" isn't it? The anti-gay marriage people will of course claim that "god" created Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve. Okay, let's assume for just a second that the bible is real. How does anyone know that Adam and Steve (or Kim and Barbie) weren't the second couple (or even the first couple) that "god" created, and in fact that wasn't reported back then simply because of someone's prejudices?
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i wanted to wear my cute red dress today, however I can't wear a bra that has straps with it. I obviously left my strapless bra somewhere, back in Ohio I hope. I really can't wear this dress without some kind of bra, otherwise my nipples stick out, and that's not quite appropriate for work. Anyway, I improvised, and used nursing pads to cover my nipples which worked fine.
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Getting ready to head to Ohio for the 4th of July weekend. I will be leaving work when they close the office Friday at noon, and will be in Ohio until Monday morning. Possibly going boating this weekend.
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Less than 14 months until I will be a virgin. August 20th, 2012 is my gender reassignment surgery date. I am going to mail off a payment to my surgeon next week, and then another one in early July. My goal is to have my surgery paid off by the time this job is over in September.
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I finally got in Ohio about 1am this morning. I just finished doing my laundry and shaving my legs. Now I am getting packed, ready to head to Warren Ohio and boating this weekend. Which bikini should I wear today?
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Happy Fourth of July everyone. I went boating yesterday and had a wonderful time. I wore my red bikini yesterday.
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Getting more milk from my girls
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Klutz here tripped and fell face first into the car window. We will see tomorrow morning whether I have a black eye or not.
My crown is loose, so I may have to find a dentist around here to re-cement it. I'l have to see if someone knows of a good dentist close by.
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I am looking forward to a nice weekend in Milwaukee. I may go to the beach tomorrow, not sure. Plus I want to get some shopping in this weekend too.
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I just got back from shopping at Kohl's. I bought a cute little top, another strapless bra, and a pair of shoes. I think that makes 54 pairs of shoes now. Yes, I'm a shoe whore. (actually I'm a whore in a lot of ways, but that's another story.). I think I might take myself out to get something to eat, I am getting hungry.
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All too often people who "claim to be christians" seem to be extremely full of
hate. Every once in awhile however a religious person comes along who isn't a
hate-filled nutcase. Even though it came at a very steep price (the death of her
daughter), this christian lady went through a marvelous transition and is now a
strong advocate and supporter of the glbt community.

Teach Ministries - To educate about the Consequences of Homophobia
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Dear IRS,

On the grounds that all people in this nation are not treated equally by their
government, I am withholding both my tax filing and all taxes owed until such
point as true equality becomes the law of the land. I will be more than happy to
comply with the U.S. Tax code as soon as my government complies with the spirit
of the United States Constitution by affirming the rights of individuals to
define for themselves, the nature of family, the right for ALL people to serve
openly in the armed forces without persecution, the right for adults to marry
each other regardless of their gender. Need I continue or are you idiots getting
the point now?

I will quote the first few words from a document created by our
forefathers......"We hold these truths to be self-evident...."

Are we all "created equal" or does that only apply to bigoted, fat, pudgy,
straight white people?

I understand that failing to file taxes is a violation of law, but our nation
was founded on a violation of law. My choice was to either take up arms to or
disobey the law is a free expression of my right to speak to a government that
has stopped listening. Are you listening now?

Sincerely,

A Would -Be- Taxpayer"
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I think I will wear my red and white bikini to the beach today.
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I had a wonderful time at the beach today. I had on my red and white bikini today.
Someone dared me to wear bright cocksucker red lipstick with my bikini. DONE ! Most people know not to dare me to do anything because there isn't much I won't do. I have very few limits. Anyway, as I was walking down the beach, 4 guys in a boat on the lake, said, "Hey babe, you want to go for a ride?".
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I will be in Columbus, OH this weekend, spending the weekend with my man on his birthday. I am flying out of Milwaukee Friday night.
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Well, stupid here managed to slice my finger open while I was digging through my purse and instead of finding what I wanted to find, I found a razor I had in there to shave my legs with. I put a band-aid on it, hoping it stops bleeding.
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Something I will never understand is why are so many "so-called religious" people so full of hate? I think the only way we are ever going to solve his problem is either a civil war, or to take these hate-filled "christian" nutcases and ship them overseas to the most backward muslim country there is. Let the so-called "loving and tolerant" christians and the "peaceful" muslims murder each other over whose imaginary man is better. We can start by sending the idiots of the westboro church on the first plane out.
Note that I have nothing against TRUE christians, and by that, I mean those christians that actually FOLLOW christ's teachings and that treat EVERYONE with love and respect, regardless of their gender identity, sexual orientation, etc. Ditto for those muslims that treat everyone with respect and love as well.
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I am going to be packing tonight, ready to head to Columbus, OH tomorrow
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I had a wonderful weekend in Ohio. I got to play with my cute puppy. Rob and I went to the movies, I got fucked, I sucked cock, I enjoyed myself.
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I donated blood today. I wonder who the lucky recipient of my blood donation will be?. Here's something else to ponder, will they turn into a cock-sucking slut? This weekend, I am mailing another payment off to my doctor for my surgery next August.
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I am mailing off another payment to my surgeon in Montreal this weekend.
OOPS, one of my crowns just fell out, I am going to have to find a dentist. Does anyone know a dentist who can re-cement a crown?
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I mailed off another payment to my surgeon this morning.
I made an appointment with a dentist in Milwaukee to get my crown re-cemented on Wednesday. Now I just have to be careful until then, so my cock-sucking may be limited until wednesday afternoon.
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I don't know how many times I've heard of transsexual people losing their so-called family or their so-called friends simply because of their transition.
I couldn't possibly say the following enough times.
If your friends don't love, cherish, accept and support you, then they aren't truly your friends, they are simply acquaintances.
If your family doesn't love, cherish, accept and support you, then they aren't truly your family, they are simply people that you are related to.
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I had my contract extended today, now until the end of February. This will easily allow me to get the rest of the money I need for my surgery.
Hey, John dumbfuck Mckenna at oppressive insurance and joe jackass natoli at nationwide. I am so glad to be away from you useless motherfuckers. After you two jerks, I have now had two good managers in a row. See, you both need to learn this lesson-----> you can be a manager, and NOT be a complete and total asshole. Well, you two can't, but that's another story.
I went up to the hotel's front desk tonight, and as I was coming back, there were about 15 construction guys in the parking lot. Hmmm, 15 guys, okay, that's a start on the 50 for the bukkake. Perhaps I should have gotten down on my knees right there in the parking lot.
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I went to a dentist here in Milwaukee and got my tooth re-cemented today. He told me that at some point, I will probably have to get a bridge put in place. I kind of knew that already anyway, had another dentist tell me the same thing a year or so ago. A bridge is fine, as long as it doesn't interfere with my cocksucking abilities.
Anyway, walking out of the building to work, on my way to my dental appointment, I got caught in a mini-hurricane, nasty thunderstorm. I was soaked from head to toe. The rain was heavy, and coming in sideways. My pants, my blouse, and my shoes were absolutely soaked. I walked into the dentist office with water dripping off of me. I think the only thing that might have been somewhat dry was my bra and panties.
When I finally sloshed back to work, I took off my shoes so they could dry and my feet could get somewhat dry too. I came close to stripping out of my wet clothes and working in my bra and panties.
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I may go to a movie this weekend. I wish I had someone to cuddle with tonight.
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I had a wonderful day today with my friend, driving through the countryside, having fun. That was quite enjoyable. Tonight, I took myself and went to see the movie Cowboys and Aliens with Harrison Ford. Later this coming week I think I will see "Friends with Benefits" and the new Transformers movie.
I'm hoping my paycheck gets here Monday since I am pretty much out of money. I think I have $8 left.
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Yea, my paycheck arrived. Thank goodness. I am down to $3, so just in time.
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I may make a visit to New Hampshire in September.
I'm going to mail off another payment to my surgeon in about 12 days or so. Their office is closed for vacation until August 14th.
My surgeon - Dr. Brassard
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What are you? A pussy? Why yes, yes, I am, thank you for noticing.
Movie time this weekend. I am going to the movies this weekend. There are 4 movies I want to see. Planet of the apes, The Change up, Transformers, and Friends with Benefits. I doubt I will see them all, I am thinking planet of the apes tonight.
I noticed at work today that my pink panties were showing through my dress. OOPS. Guess I need to wear slightly different panties with this dress next time. The guys were getting an eyeful. At first, I was wondering why a few of the guys were paying extra attention to me until I looked in the mirror. LOL.
I am going to see if I can find a doctor in Milwaukee for my psoriasis. It's starting to get out of control.
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I will be making a doctor's appointment next week. This is starting to affect the vision in my left eye.
Looking for a room to rent in Milwaukee.
I went to see the movie "rise of the Planet of the Aps" last night. I liked it. Today I think I may go see "Friends with Benefits" or the new Transformers movie.
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Happy birthday Mom.
I went shopping at Kohl's yesterday. I bought three cute tops, a cute summer dress, and a pair of shoes for $70. Last night I went to see the new Transformer movie. I still want to see "Friends with Benefits", and the "Change Up". Today I think I may go to the beach for a little while. This weekend, I've been busy looking for rooms to rent in the area, having some luck, but it seems that a lot of people want more than a six month term which I can not guarantee right now. My psoriasis is bothering the vision in my left eye, I think I found a dermatologist in the area to help with that. I now have my account set up and all my paperwork complete to be a model on internetmodeling.com, so I will be doing some webcam play for pay, shame I don't have a stripper pole here in the hotel room. Oh well, time for me to get something to eat, later.
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I am going to call the dermatologist today, I am tired of having my eye swollen almost shut. Hopefully I can get an appointment soon.
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Okay, I made an appointment with a dermatologist for next Wednesday. Hopefully they can fix this, I am getting tired of my left eye being swollen. I received my medical insurance and prescription id cards today. Next, the last couple of days my car has been overheating, mainly in traffic. I think I know what it is, but not sure, I think one of the two cooling fans has stopped working. I guess I'll find out tomorrow when I take it into the mechanic. Hopefully it won't cost too much to fix.
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Okay, so I changed my dermatologist appointment to tomorrow, so hopefully I can get some medicine soon.
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My doctor appointment went well, he gave me two prescriptions and he said, "I don't usually tell people this, but you need to get out in the sun, that will help with this".
So I will be donning one of my bikinis and laying out in the sun this weekend.
I'm not wearing any foundation for a few days while my eye heals. (just doing lipstick and mascara). Funny isn't it? In 2008 I wouldn't have been caught dead leaving the house without foundation on. Of course I was still early in the electrolysis process then too. So much changes in three short years. Now I have less hair on my upper lip than most GGs. I find it amusing now that I was so worried about hair on my upper lip before. I know quite a few GGs that have to wax their upper lip on a regular basis.
I go back to the doctor for a follow up in September, at which time I am also going to have him remove the mole on my face.
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I have started doing webcam shows on internetmodeling.com. Let's see if I make any money or not.
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Obviously tired last night, I didn't wake up until after 10 this morning. Anyway, I showered, washed my hair, waiting for my hair to dry, trying to decide what to wear today. Today's not beach day, kind of cloudy and yucky. I think this is jeans day today, tomorrow will be short shorts and bikini. I'm going to get something to eat soon, maybe a little shopping after that, and I think a movie might be in order.
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My dream, to be the girl in a video like this. LUCKY GIRL. Okay guys, line up, I want cum on my face and then I want to be peed on.
LUCKY GIRL
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Okay, I followed my doctor's orders, I put on one of my bikinis, went to the beach, laid out in the sun for 2 hours, then put on my daisy duke short shorts, a cute top, and walked in the sun for another hour. Now, it's time to jump in the shower and then go grab something to eat. Hmm, anyone want to join me in the shower? I need a protein shake today.
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My car was overheating on the way to work today, so I dropped it off at the mechanic. He called me and told me there were two things wrong with it. One was that the cooling fans weren't working because the wire was not connected, it was actually broken. He fixed that for me today, so I was able to get the car back to the hotel. Tomorrow, I am taking it back in to get the water pump fixed, since the water pump is also broken. I knew it had been leaking a little antifreeze lately.
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As I was coming down the stairs today while I was leaving work, my shoe broke and I fell down the last few stairs. Thankfully I didn't break any bones. Tomorrow, I am heading to Chicago for the weekend.
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In one year, on August 20th, 2012 I will be having the most important surgery of my life, to finally match my physical body to my gender.
I am planning on having this paid off by the end of the year, so that I can focus my energy next year on preparing for my surgery, getting my final medical tests completed, etc.
4 years and counting, and It has been a truly incredible journey.
Bobbie Jo
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Hmmm, me, me, I am thirsty too.
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I had a wonderful time in chicago this past weekend. I went to the top of the john hancock tower, wow, what a view. I also bought a new pink teddy bear. Last night, went for a ride in a horse carriage around a part of Chicago, that was very nice.
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I move into a new place tomorrow night.
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I am no longer in the hotel, I am now renting a room in Menomonee Falls. I wish I had a cat or dog with me, but no pets here. Anyway, I have my pink teddy bear with me that I bought in Chicago last weekend.
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Well, I want to go to the lakefront, but right now I can't find what I did with the top to one my bikinis. I may end up being pretty popular if I go topless. LOL.
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Feeling a little lonely and homesick tonight. I think I will curl up with my teddy bear.
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Sigh.
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I am tired from driving and ready for bed. I am in Columbus, Ohio for a few days. Rob is in the hospital due to a blood clot. They have him on a blood thinner right now. I stopped by hospital for a quick visit with him, going to bed now for a few hours sleep. We will see what the doctor says tomorrow.
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Good, Rob is responding well to treatment and it looks like he might get released from the hospital on Thursday.
Update-well, Rob got released this afternoon, and other than limping some, he is doing well, so I will be heading back to Wisconsin tomorrow.
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Rob is feeling good, still limping a little, otherwise doing okay, able to drive car, etc. I will be heading back to Wisconsin today.
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I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday weekend. I had a very nice holiday weekend, also worked on those bikini tan lines some more as well, supposed to be down in the 40s tonight, brr, I am not ready for fall yet.
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Missing my friends.
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I went to the doctors today, he told me to only put the medicine on my psoriasis once a day now since things are looking much better with the medicine he gave me a few weeks ago. He also removed that stupid mole on my face, I have to wear a band-aid for a few days until that heals.
Anyway, it has been entirely too long since I've given a blowjob and had some nice tasty cum down my throat and on my face. Can anyone help out a girl in need of some protein?
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I went for a walk tonight, walked about 3 miles.
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I mailed off another payment to my surgeon today. Later I went and saw the movie Shark Night 3D.
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I went to the beach today. I had on my pink and white bikini. Later I went to a movie, then I went to get something to eat.
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The place where the doctor took the mole off my face is almost healed.
I will pack on Wednesday to head to Ohio for the Girls Night out party this weekend in Warren.
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I bought six pairs of shoes today, three of them are for work, and they cost only $26 for all three pair. The other three were $30 each, a pair of 6 inch heels, a pair of 7 inch heels, and my highest pair of heels yet, a pair of 8 inch heels. (and yea, I can actually walk in them too).
I am in Cleveland tonight, tomorrow I head to warren for the girls night out party.
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I had a wonderful time at the Girls Night out party in warren, ohio last night. I wore my schoolgirl outfit, pink top with TGIRL written on it, my plaid skirt, my thigh high white stockings and my 8 inch heels. Yes, I actually managed to walk in 8 inch heels without breaking my ankle. As the night worn on, and after a long island ice tea, I decided to abandon the 8 inch heels and went back to my 7 inch heels. I had a very nice time, got to see some people that I hadn't seen in almost a year, some people it had been longer than that. I enjoyed myself. I think I got groped by most of the people there, or I groped them, one of the two.
Last night after the party, I got fucked good back at the hotel room, and ended up with a tushy full of cum. This morning I gave a blowjob and received a nice protein shake. Yummy ! Delicious.
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Well, I had an interesting time tonight in my trip back to Milwaukee.
First, I was at the airport gate waiting for the plane. Fortunately, Rob saw that I had left the cellphone in his car, so being the sweetheart he is, he parked the car, went to the ticket counter and they tried to page me, but guess I was in the security line and didn't hear it. Anyway, they gave him a pass to get back to the gate, and he came and gave it to me before the plane took off. That was so sweet of him.
Next, I finally arrived in Milwaukee, got my luggage out to the car, and lo and behold, I had a flat tire. Fortunately I had one of those inflate the tire thingies. I started inflating the tire, about halfway through that process I needed to pee really bad, so either squat down and pee in the parking garage, or stop the tire inflation and make my way back to the airport terminal. I chose to go back to the terminal. Took care of that, felt a lot better, made my way back to the car, inflated the tire, and packed up the pump.
Then I go to get to the garage exit and I can't find my parking stub. So, that took about 15 minutes for the clerk to resolve. Okay, now I'm finally on the road. I finally made it home without further incident. I am tired now and am going to bed. Goodnight all.
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I am ready to be back in Ohio today, missing my friends. There's some people here in Milwaukee that I was hoping to hear back from, but haven't heard from them in quite awhile.
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I took my car in today to check on the tire that is going flat, and as i turns out the rim is damaged, so it will most likely need to be replaced. They put some sealer in there to try and seal it for awhile.
Eleven months until my surgery. In 11 months, I will be a virgin.
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I am sitting here crying tonight, watching the video of Susan Boyle with her first appearance on Britian's Got Talent. That video always brings me to tears.
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Timm, calling Timm. Are you okay?
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Good day today. I found out that a friend of mine was in the hospital, but is going to be okay. I wondered why I hadn't heard from him in awhile. I am glad he is going to be okay. I also heard from a couple of people here in Milwaukee that I had been wanting to hear from too.
I went shopping earlier, bought a couple of long sleeve tops for winter.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SASHA
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Keeping Linda in my thoughts.
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151 days until I am back in Ohio permanently. My contract ends in 5 months. I am ready to get back into massage therapy once I get back to Ohio.
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150 days until I am back in Ohio, yea ! Counting down the days.
Having a rough, stressful week at work, which has me very much looking forward to being back in Ohio in March. Then also today, the health insurance buffoons tell me they need to get my previous health insurance information before deciding whether they will pay this claim or not. Of course, they haven't bothered to tell me exactly what information they need nor how far back. I sent a pretty strongly worded email to the bunch of morons today, that won't do anything to change their dumbass process, but made me temporarily feel better anyway. Why the fuck am I paying monthly for health insurance if the jerks aren't going to pay claims anyway?.
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Okay, so who wants to cum all over my face? I want to be covered like the girls in this video.
Would someone please cum on my face?
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My motto is in the picture. No, I am not being rude. That is simply how I live my life. I live my life to make ME happy, what other people think about how I live my life is of no importance to me. I am happy and that is ALL THAT MATTERS.
Too many girls are stuck in the closet because they let what other people think control their lives and preventing them from being truly happy. FUCK THAT HORSESHIT. WE HAVE A RIGHT TO BE HAPPY TOO. Come out of the closet girls, there is a great big wonderful world out there.
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I had to work late last night, so a little tired today. I think I will be leaving work early today and get an early start on my weekend.
I need some cum down my throat and on my face.
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Rob will be here on the 22nd, thank goodness. Not only do I miss him emotionally, but it has been entirely too long since I've had a cock in my mouth, and in my ass.
Hmm, there appears to be a bdsm party in Chicago the weekend of the 22nd. Now for the question, should I go as submissive schoolgirl, or should I go as Mistress Bobbie?
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I wish I was curled up next to someone last night. I love spooning. Thank goodness I have my pink teddy bear with me.
I am bitchy and irritable, must be my time of the month, or maybe I just need some cock down my throat.
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There's some initial talk of extending my contract again or bringing me on full time. I still have a few months to think about that, so we'll see. I think I will look for a new place even if I do get extended.
I am keeping MIchelle in my thoughts. She is in Thailand, and should be recovering from her gender reassignment surgery right now.
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ALLRIGHT ! I just talked to Michelle and her gender reassignment surgery went well. She will be back in the USA on the 25th. YEA!!!!!!! .......I can't wait for my surgery in 10 months.
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I am upset tonight. Rob got a tongue lashing (and not the good kind). Apparently Rob's mom saw my website, and she was not overly happy about some of the content. I don't know whether she found it on her own or if someone had some weird neurotic need to show it to her. I don't know how much she saw. Apparently the "There's a reason my initials are BJ" comment on my home page didn't go over well. Anyway, I am upset that she fussed at Rob. That conversation should not have been directed at Rob, it should have been directed to me. I am the only one that is responsible for the content on my website. For me, in 2007, I stopped caring what people think and I have been much happier ever since. I just want to make sure that Rob isn't hurt in anyway.
We each have different views of what is disgusting versus what is sexually stimulating and vice-versa. In the 1920s some people thought the flappers were "disgusting". In the 1950s and 60s, the way Elvis gyrated his hips was considered obscene by some. I remember when my mom (when she was age 40) told me she was going to have another baby (my sister). My brother's first thought was to go look in the Guinness book of world records to see if she was the oldest woman to ever have a baby. My first thought at the time was to think "Mom and Dad are still having sex at age 40????" Oh god, that is disgusting and gross. YUCK. I don't know, maybe I thought sex stopped at 25 at the time, who knows. The last thing a child wants to think about is their parents having sex, that's a visual I don't need. Life lesson #1 for everyone on this planet- If you're going to go looking for something, then don't complain when what you find is not up to your individual standards, whatever those may be.
So, yes world, shock and surprise, the secret is out. I am a sexual being. I am not always a G rated disney princess. Sometimes I am an R rated princess, other times I am an X rated princess. Regardless of whether I am dressed in my most formal evening gown, at an elegant sit down dinner by my man's side, or whether I am dressed in my sluttiest schoolgirl outfit, 7 inch heels, on my knees in front of my man taking care of his sexual desires, I am and always shall be a princess.
Even though some of the links on here may hopefully help parents understand, love, accept, cherish, and support their transgender children, I did not design this website for moms. I don't share my website with my own mom. I told her about my transgender status in 2007, but I don't share this website with her, it's none of her business quite frankly. I designed it for me, to remind me of where I came from, where I am at now and where I am going. Parts of this website are rated G, some parts rated R, and depending upon your point of view some parts might be rated X.
I designed this website to tell the story of a scared, frightened, unhappy, miserable, lonely, depressed, suicidal, hated my body, hated to be out in public, bitter shell of a person (me) who was forced into living a lie for 49 years simply because of society's idiotic prejudices and me trying to please everyone else instead of taking care of the one person that truly matters, myself. The bottom line now is that I am a happy, well adjusted woman and that is all that matters.
I'm a live and let live person, as long as you aren't molesting / abusing children, treating people like crap, or forcing people to do something they don't want to do, what you do in life is no one's business but yours. I can only say this, and this goes for everyone. If you don't like the content of my website, then it's as simple as this --> Don't view it. Problem solved.
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I am meeting Rob in Chicago this weekend and we are going to a party. I will be so happy to see him. I miss Rob a lot.
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TEN MONTHS LEFT UNTIL MY SURGERY.
I am going to a tgirl party this coming weekend in Chicago.
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Hmmm, I sucked cock, got fucked earlier, ended up with a tushy full of cum. Then off to the shower where I drank pee and got my face peed on. Hmmm, now that's entertainment. Now, off to dinner, then to party later.
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I had a nice time at the tgirl party last night. They had some lap dancers there, and several of the guys partook of those. I met and chatted with some new people last night, so that was nice.
One thing I learned early in my transition (and is an attitude that a lot more girls need to have) is that I don't give a fuck if anyone "accepts" me.
I accept me, and that is all that's important.
I lived 49 years trying to be good to everyone but the one person that truly matters - myself. It was time that I support HER, even if no-one else does. After all, I'm the ONLY one I know for a fact will be with me until my final day.
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I had a nice weekend with my man. I sucked his cock saturday morning and he came down my throat. Yummy ! Saturday afternoon we went into chicago, ate some great pizza, went to the navy pier, watched fireworks, did some shopping on michigan avenue, etc,. etc. This morning I got fucked again and drank some cum, Delicious.
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I mailed another $2,000 off to my surgeon today.
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Lonely tonight.
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I should find out on Monday or Tuesday how much I have left to pay for my surgery next August.
Tomorrow morning I am heading to Detroit for a halloween costume party tomorrow night. Party starts at 7pm, I will probably be topless by 7:02.
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I had a wonderful time this weekend. I went to Donna and Nina's party in Detroit. I met some friends, met some new people, and my boyfriend Rob was there too.
I had on my naughty mrs. claus christmas outfit on for the first half of the evening, after that I was topless. I was put on the St. Andrews cross, spanked, and had the electric wand used on me. I sucked cock and ate pussy. Later I was cuffed to a bench,(both legs and hands) and had a blindfold put on me, so that I had no idea what was happening. I had a bunch of people playing with me, touching me, kissing me, etc., but I couldn't tell who.
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Well, there is a rumor they are thinking about offering me a full-time job. I'd have to think about that. For starters, I need at least 4 weeks off next year, one week in Florida early in the year to see my family, and 3 weeks in August for my gender reassignment surgery. I would need more information on their benefits, I don't know what kind of salary they would offer, or would they allow me to work from Ohio, or split time between Milwaukee and Ohio, etc. I'd have to think about this.
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I have 6,000 left to pay on my surgery. I went to a tgirl party Friday night and enjoyed myself. Saturday, I went to see the movie Tower Heist and I liked it. Today, I did laundry. I will be mailing off another payment to my surgeon in a couple of weeks. I have been reviewing the information the surgeon sent me in regards to my surgery, what to expect, etc.
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Time for the list of pros and cons. I was asked today by Kohl's if I would be interested in a full-time job. Anyway, I am going to discuss with my honey when he gets home from work and I am working on my list of pros and cons in the meantime. The salary and benefits will need to meet my expectations, as well as they need to understand that I WILL be taking off 3 and 1/2 - 4 weeks next August for my surgery. I discuss all this with my manager tomorrow morning at 10 am.
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I had a discussion with my manager today about a full time job at Kohl's. I mentioned that I would need about 5 weeks off in 2012, 1 week in march for a florida visit, then 4 weeks in august for my surgery. He told me that should be fine and that he would work with me on that.
Then I asked what his views on telecommuting were. He said that working from ohio some should be fine, as long as I was getting my work done, and was able to come back to the corporate office in Milwaukee when the job required me to be onsite.
Tomorrow I talk with the h.r. rep about benefits, and a possible date for me to switch from consultant to full time employee.
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It looks I will have the job offer in my hot little hands within a couple of days, to include telecommuting opportunity from Ohio, plus 3 and 1/2 to 4 weeks off for my surgery in August, plus a week for a vacation to Florida in March.
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Okay, I am thinking it is time for a movie this week. Today I applied for a job that I've basically been doing for 6 months. I think they're in the final stages of getting the paperwork together for the full-time offer.
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This is the attitude I finally took in 2007 after many years of being lonely, sad, miserable, suicidal, etc. Being in the right gender and comfortable in my own skin is the best thing ever.
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Watching the movie "50 First Dates". That movie always makes me cry.
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Transgender Day of Remembrance
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Rob is coming into town tomorrow, which means I will be sucking lots of cock and getting fucked quite a bit over the next few days. Hmmm, yummy !!!!
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I received my offer letter today and I have accepted a full time position working for Kohl's department store.
I "transition" from contractor to full time employee on December 19th.
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Happy Thanksgiving
I had a wonderful day yesterday, I wanted to see the new muppet movie yesterday, and Rob was so wonderful to take me to see it. I loved the movie and cried when they played the song The Rainbow Connection.
This morning I got fucked like nobody's business, I had trouble standing up afterwards, lol. I have to work tonight from midnight until 8am Friday morning, but am off the rest of the weekend. I think we might go see Jack and Jill or The Tower Heist tomorrow, maybe a little shopping later on tomorrow as well.
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Yesterday I sucked cock, and I received a load of cum down my throat, delicious! Last night we went to an adult shop called The Tool Shed, and bought a paddle, a pink collar for me that says SLUT, a pair of pink handcuffs, some lube, some nipple clamps, a t-shirt for me that says SLUTWALK Milwaukee on it, and some lube. Oh, and we also bought a sex pillow to raise my butt in the air, hmmm, i think we'll make good use of that tonight.
I went to the post office this morning and mailed off some gender reassignment surgery information to my recently post-op friend Michelle. She had her surgery in Thailand, and I don't think she was given a "how to care for yourself at home" packet, so I mailed her a copy of the one that my doctor gave me.
Then we went to get something to eat at Applebee's, and then I went shopping at Kohl's. I found seven cute tops that I bought for myself......no shoes this time,lol. We're watching college football right now, and I'm about to go do some laundry.
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Hmmm, I got fucked good last night, finished off with a load of cum down my throat. This morning, I received another load of cum in my mouth. Yummy !!!!!! Later we went to see the movie "Tower Heist", then at 5:30, I took Rob to the airport so he can head home.
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Dang it. Need to think about next August. Rob is unable to get the last week of august off due to more senior people wanting that week. So, do I reschedule my surgery again, or do I just say fine, he can be there for the first week, then I'll be by myself the second week, and hopefully he can get the third week off which is when I'll really need someone at home with me. The first 2 weeks I will have nurses and other girls close by. I need to think this over and discuss with Rob when he gets off work tonight.
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okay, so I think Rob has his schedule next year set, so still on for August 20th, 2012. I am still on schedule to have this all paid off by the end of February. At work, they're doing a background check, credit check, etc., so If they place too much emphasis on the credit check, then that will mean this job falls through, and I'll just go back to doing massage.
I went to the doctor today and he gave me two more samples of some expensive medication for my psoriasis on my eyelid. The stuff he gave me for my legs worked extremely well, no more itching, no more dry rough skin on my ankles or the inside of my thigh, yea
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Hmm, nothing feels as good as a nice cock in my ass and down my throat.
I am probably going to do some christmas shopping this weekend.
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I mailed another $1,600 off to my surgeon this morning, now time to go grab something to eat and do some christmas shopping. I might have to get one of my crowns re-cemented again, it is loose.
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 Look at this boy. Look at his face. Now put your son where he is. Put your son in the video. What would you say to him? What wisdom would you offer?
This video makes me angry. Angry that this young man is in a position that he felt the need to post this video. My son posts videos about his legos, or his football, or his movie making attempts. Where is this boy's proverbial legos? Why were they stolen from him? I especially want to see churches doing their part and stop promoting hate..
Being gay, bisexual, lesbian or transgender is not a crime, it's not a choice, it's a biological difference. Why would anyone choose to be harassed, bullied, treated like garbage, denied basic human rights., be treated like a second class citizen, etc, etc.??
This video brought tears to my eyes. You tell this young man, I got his back. Whatever he needs--you let me know.
I want the rest of you to look for the Jonahs in your school, or in your child's school, your communities, your churches, etc. 
Listen to "The Pain is Gone" by Steven D. Tibbs.
"Maybe you are the person that's not reaching out--but you should."
Now, watch this video. If it doesn't make you cry, I'd would retrace your steps and look for your soul. It clearly is not with you.
Everyone needs to see this video
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got my cute little top in the mail today, I think more women need to be getting these, and men need to get the mens shirt.
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okay, so a new survey question. Outside of Bobbie Jo whose face would you like to cum on the most?
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well, the doctor received my $1,600 payment yesterday. This means that I have paid 14,000, with $4,500 left to pay on my surgery.
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I did some of my christmas shopping earlier, than I went to see the movie New Years Eve. I loved that movie, and I cried a couple of times during it.
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My kind of energy drink, YUMMY !!!!
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Yea, I have finished my christmas shopping for everyone that I have to mail presents for. Tonight, I will be wrapping these, then tomorrow I will be mailing the packages and christmas cards too.
I was working on my telecommuting schedule for 2012. I still have to work out the final details, and the final schedule may vary by a week or two, but basically it will come down to 32 weeks in Ohio, and 20 weeks in Milwaukee. This will allow me to see my friends in both Milwaukee and Ohio, the best of both worlds. Currently, this calls for me to be In milwaukee through February 3rd, and again from June 17th through July 28th, and for 2 months starting October 14th. The rest of the time I would be in Ohio, except for the last two week of August when I will be in Montreal having and then recovering from surgery.
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I mailed out christmas presents and all my christmas cards this morning.
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Having a cock down my throat ---- YUMMY.
Getting fucked in my ass -------- Oh yes, that's good.
Having my face covered in cum --- PRICELESS
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I am heading to Ohio tomorrow after work. I want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas. I hope you have a wonderful christmas.
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I had a nice weekend in Ohio. Thursday night started off with me taking Rob to the hospital. He fell at work on Thursday and hurt his leg pretty bad. Fortunately nothing broken, The doctor put him on light duty at work for three weeks.
For christmas, I received many lovely gifts, beautiful earrings, nice dresses, several nice tops, a couple pairs of jeans, etc.
Checking my mail since I've been back, I see that wells fargo thinks that I am supposed to come up with 41,000 in three weeks or they will proceed with "acceleration". well, fuck you wells fargo. I posted a not real nice comment on their facebook page. They responded with "please tell us what the issue is", Fine, I'll make one more attempt.
I will be back in Ohio this coming weekend as well. For new years, we've been invited to go shooting at Gary's. I haven't shot my gun in a little while, so I'm psyched, I love going to Gary's. If it rains, then Gary can always invite 45 more guys over and we can have a bukkake party all over my face.
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I will be heading to Columbus this weekend.
Even though I won't have health insurance until March 1st, I may have to head to the doctor here shortly after the new year. I have a mole on my nipple which is getting tender and sore and growing some in size as well. I think I will make an appointment to get this checked within the next week or two. I've heard that this can be normal during pregnancy, but somehow I don't think that's the issue.
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I am heading to Columbus tonight. Should be getting fucked around 10pm or so, it's been entirely too long since I've had a cock in my ass. ....and who wants to cum on my face?


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Blog - 2012

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I had a great new years in Ohio. We went over Gary's, we shot guns, I shot about 150 rounds with my 22, the guys shot off fireworks, etc. I sucked cock, I got fucked, I drank cum and some pee too. Yummy !! Hmm, me and 5 guys, sounds like decent odds, a good start anyway.
Well, after airport hell the last 3 days trying to get from Ohio to Milwaukee, I finally made it back to Milwaukee at noon today. I worked from Ohio on Tuesday after my first flight was cancelled on Monday, but then Tuesday evening's flight was also cancelled, so I was stuck in Newark overnight Tuesday night.
This is the year I will be having surgery to finally get my physical body to match my gender.
In other news, I just got back from the doctor. He gave me a prescription for some antibacterial ointment, he wants to keep an eye on things...therefore he wants me back in 3 weeks, and he said we'd try to postpone any surgery options until my health insurance kicks in March 1st.
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Brunette moment of the day. At work, I was filling out the 2012 "out of office" schedule. I put my vacation time in for March, then started filling out the part where I would be out of the office for my surgery in August. I was happily typing in: "Bobbie--out for STD" (meaning short term disability). After I happily had one week filled out and was working on the second one, it dawned on me that STD could also mean sexually transmitted disease. I went back and changed everything to just say: "Bobbie---out".
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What's that you say? You want me to do a sexually depraved act? Okay, I'm game, how many guys are involved, and will my face be coated in a milky white substance?
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I am finalizing my telecommuting schedule for 2012. I started the process to apply for short term disability at work during my surgery in August.
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Allright !! supposed to get 5 to 7 inches tonight. Oh, and I think someone said it might snow a little too, not sure.
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I am sick and not feeling well, I am fighting a cold and it is winning. I am going to watch a little tv and then early to bed, late to rise. Another rim on my camaro is on its last leg, so I need to just replace them all, if anyone knows of 4 camaro rims for sell, let me know please, thanks. I'm going to mail another payment to my surgeon with the next paycheck,.
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I'm slightly more alive today. Sunday I stayed in my housecoat and in bed most of the day. Today, I am feeling slightly better, still have a lot of cough and congestion, but I was able to get myself out of bed and take a nice hot shower, and run to the grocery store for a few minutes. Tomorrow I will try going to work.
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I had a nice time yesterday. We had out holiday party at work. They had comedians and they were great. I am slowly feeling better each day.
now, on to the next topic. So I need 4 new wheels for my camaro. Now sorry guys, but I don't get this. My tires are 245-50-zr16, so WHY do wheels come in 16X8, 16X7.5, or 16X7? what the hell is this second number? Then I get told by someone it's the "aspect ratio".....HELLO, WHAT THE HELL IS AN ASPECT RATIO ? Let's start over, I now nothing about this, I consider knowing what tire I need a big accomplishment, I don't understand this nonsense of 16X7, 16X7.5 or 16X8 wheel rims, it's either a 16 inch tire or it isn't. I need wheel rims that fit a 245-50-zr16 inch tire, lets leave it at that and quit making this difficult. I consider knowing how to check the oil and the antifreeze a huge accomplishment, I don't know about detailed car stuff. This is what I don't get, I do not understand why people complicate things to the NTH degree. If my tire is 16", and my wheel rim is 7.5, then CHANGE the tire size from 245-50-zr16 to the correct size of 16X7.5. DONE, then I instantly know both my tire and the rim size from a quick glance, whereas now, the only people that know how a 245-50-zr16 translates into a 7.5 inch rim are two scientists, a mechanic in the deep south, and a magical warthog.
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I received a letter from a lawyer yesterday, seems wells fargo wants to foreclose on my house. The usual, we've done everything we can to help you nonsense, hmm, sorry mr. or mrs. lawyer, but your client wells fargo is a bunch of low life lying scum. I will correct the lies in their letter and respond to them this week.
Now, let's see, what color should my nails be painted this week? I am thinking a nice shade of red, maybe cocksucker red.
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I am starting to get travel details together for my surgery in August. Less than 7 months now until surgery. I also need to get my paperwork completed for short term disability at work.
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We now have our accommodations all set in Montreal, so my boyfriend will have a place to bed down while I am recovering. Tomorrow I will call my doctor to set a date to have my pre-surgery tests done. I need to finish the paperwork for short-term disability, decide how we will get there, and then finish paying the surgeon. August 20th, 2012 is getting closer everyday.
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My doctor's appointment is set for June 14th. This is for the six tests I need for my surgery in August. The date is getting closer, I'm starting to realize this is actually going to happen. Even though I am already all woman, I am looking forward to the day that my physical body matches my gender.
Now the only things I have left to do are finish paying the surgeon ($4,300 left to pay), and then decide how we are going to get there, car or plane?
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I will be back in Ohio working from home starting on February 27th, then in Milwaukee from middle of june, until middle of July. Columbus from mid July until Mid august, then off to Montreal for Gender Reassignment Surgery. Recovering at home after that, until the middle of October when I will be back in Milwaukee for 2 months. The best of both worlds, I will get to see my friends in both places.
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I painted my nails tonight, a nice shade of cocksucker red.
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August 20th is less than 7 months away now. I still remember February of 2008 when I went to get my ears pierced. I was worried it would hurt, and the lady gave me a teddy bear to hold to comfort me while she was doing it. She held my ear, I took a deep breath and I said I'm ready now, she said, well good, because I'm done with that ear, now I'll do the other one. It didn't even hurt, I didn't even really feel it, and I was all worried about that.
In other news, there is nothing like getting fucked really good, and ending up with the guy pulling out and cumming all over my face. Yummy.
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Allright, looks like I have new tires with rims. My landlord had 5 corvette tires and 5 corvette rims with very low mileage on them. He took me to work today and put the tire on my car while I was at work and it seemed to work okay. So, I will buy the tires and rims off of him and hey, actually have new tires, new rims, and a full size spare instead of this stupid thing I have now.
In August I will have a new pussy. It will be thanksgiving before I can use it, which brings a whole new meaning to getting stuffed on turkey day.
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Looking good! My landlord took me to work today and then put the new tires and rims on my car while I was at work. He also washed my car for me. I didn't even recognize the camaro when he pulled up to work in it. Clean with new corvette tires and rims, looking good !!!!
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I love my car with the new corvette rims and wheels, these are great.
I will be back in Ohio in three weeks.
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It is time to start cleaning out the car in preparation for moving back to Ohio.
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There was a post on another girl's facebook page that I agree with 100%.
People who say, “I am a lover NOT a fighter” are full of shit !!! If you love something, you WILL fight for it.
People often confuse gender orientation and sexual orientation and think they are one in the same, they are not. My gender orientation is of course female, my sexual orientation is bisexual.
From tsgirlfriend.com - What? you say. But a woman doesn't have a penis, does she? YES! We sometimes are born that way, but all are still women. Let's examine a few things: What makes you a woman or a man? Is it your genitals? If you are a guy and your penis is cut off tomorrow, would you all of a sudden become a female? NO! Look at what happened to John Bobbitt, who had his penis cut off. Did he become a woman all of a sudden until it was reattached? NO!
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I have a friend in Wisconsin whose wife is in the ICU and she will probably die today sometime, it does not look good. I am very sad, and keeping him in my thoughts.
Update-I just found out that she passed away. I am sitting here crying.
Okay, enough already, that's the second death this week, I just got back from a funeral for someone's Mom.
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I received another answer in response to my "what would you like to see on this website" question.
People want to see some action pics, okay, good idea, I need a photographer, and 50 guys who want a good blowjob and who want to cum all over my face. I will see if we can get some pics of me in action being a cocksucking whore..
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I got pissed off at work today, started packing a box with my personal stuff, came close to turning in my 2 week notice. I was not very amused. Anyway, tomorrow's another day.
I received a request for some pictures in "something chic". Okay, that sounds like a good idea too. I'll get to work on that when I get back to Ohio since Rob is a photographer, so he can take some pics of me.
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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY
Love,
Bobbie Jo
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I am donating blood tomorrow. I had a nice iron-rich dinner tonight, and also took an iron supplement. Hopefully they will prevent me from fainting tomorrow, since I have fainted the last couple of times I have donated blood.
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I gave blood today, and I didn't faint, so that's good. I ate an iron rich supper last night, and took an iron supplement last night and this morning. My blood pressure was 116/64, pulse 72, temp of 98.5, and hemoglobin was 15.
I am packing some boxes tonight for my return to Ohio next Friday.
I am in the mood to be curled up beside someone tonight.
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one more week until I head to Ohio.
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Toothless - Okay, so here I am at a club last night, enjoying myself, having a good time, and I'm in the middle of a conversation when one of my crowns falls out. YIKES. Not only did it fall out, I had no clue where it went to. Fortunately the area we were in had pretty much cleared out, people went to the dance floor downstairs. So here I am on my hand and knees (insert wise a** comments from the peanut gallery here).....looking through the carpet for my tooth. No luck, even checked the stairs, no tooth. YIKES, tipsy and no tooth, not a good combination. Looked through the ice in the glasses, nope, no tooth here either, hmmm, didn't feel like I swallowed it. Now what ? I had my purse open during the night, so I went to a separate table and started pulling things out of my purse looking for my tooth. Hmmm, one side empty no tooth. Okay, put everything back in that side, start emptying the other side. I had removed mascara, about 4 tubes of lipstick, mirror, hair brush, etc., and lo and behold what did I feel in the next handful of stuff....A TOOTH, YEA !!! Fortunately I had some fixadent with me, so I went bouncing off to the bathroom in my 5 inch heels, and reattached my tooth. This was my first time at this particular club, I'm sure I made a "great impression" on everyone there. I will be getting this tooth re-cemented when I get back to Ohio.
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I went to see the movie Safe House on Sunday, wore my 5 inch heels to the movie and dinner. Friday and Saturday nights out I wore my 5 inch heels and a cute dress. No snow, and its in the 40s so time to take advantage of the mild winter weather.
I now have 6 months left until my surgery date. I'm going to make another payment to my surgeon at the end of the month and that will mean I only have $2200 left to pay after that.
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I had my health assessment today. My blood pressure was 115/65, total cholesterol was well under 200, good cholesterol was 45, bad cholesterol was 68. My bmi was slightly higher than it should be, and when I get back to ohio, I am going to work on losing about 15 pounds. I always put on a few pounds over the winter and lose it in the spring and summer.
It's easy to be born as the correct gender, however it takes work, courage, strength and determination to transition into the correct gender.
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I am posting this for a friend, and I am planning on attending on March 3rd as well.
GREATER TOLEDO GLBT CHILI COOK OFF

OutSkirts
5038 Lewis Ave, Toledo, OH
March 3rd 2012 3:00 pm till 6:00 pm

This event is a fund raising event for “The OPL” The Toledo areas only Transgender Support, Activity & Social Network
Judging will begin at 3:30 with awards announced at 6:00 pm (must still be at your booth area to receive awards.
There will be 3 overall winner cash awards 1st place $50.00 ~ 2nd place $25.00 ~ 3rd place $10.00
There will also be certifies for  the best in the categories of  "Hottest", "People's Choice", "Vegetarian",  "Best Dressed Chef" and “Most Creative Concoction”.

Chef participants must provide
a minimum of 12 quarts of chili prepared off-site and transported “Ready-to-Eat” to OutSkirts. (More than 12 quart is better)
All ingredients and food safty, are your responsibility
Ladle to serve
Heating source to keep your chili warm. {Electric hot plat or portable burner, etc.}
{due to space} A max of 2 people behind your booth area at a time.

Rules
The Chili can NOT be store bought!
Entry donation of $10.00 must be paid in advance with entry form. (non-refundable)
Dead line to enter and all participants must be set up before 2:30 pm March 3rd 2010
Participant is responsible for ladling out their own chili to guest. {No self serve}
Chili bowls, Spoons, Crackers, and Napkins will be supplied by the event host.
Each participant is responsible for policing and cleaning up the area at the end of the cook-off and removing all items from the area. No items shall be allowed to remain after the close of the Cook-off.
All Participates are “at their own risk”. The OPL or Outskirts  or those involved with this fundraiser/event, is not liable for losses or damages resulting from participation in this event.
Event host reserve the right to change or modify these rules at any time. Any changes will be communicated to all entrants.

Judging
The judges will be looking for:

Texture: The texture of the meat shall not be tough or mushy
Flavor: The chili should have good flavoring and chili pepper taste (not too hot or not too mild)
Consistency: Chili should be a smooth combination of meat and gravy not too thin or too thick
Spice and taste: Blending of the spices and how well they have permeated the meat
Aroma: This will be a personal preference of the judge
Color: The submitted chili should look appetizing
Personal dress and prep of the “Chef”
The decisions of the judges are final.

TO ENTER THE CHILI COOK-OFF
CONTACT RANAE COLE @ Ranaecole@gmail.com or call/text 419.551.0821
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I've got two suitcases packed now, still another suitcase to pack and also some stuff I still need to put in tote bags. I will be leaving for Ohio after work on Friday.
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i took my team to lunch, my treat. We had a great lunch At the end they threw in money too even though I didn't want them to. I thought maybe they were just going to cover the tip but they threw in way more than that.
Later, back at work, when we went down to the cafeteria for "cookie day" and we were sitting at the table, I told them all I was going to give them their money back from lunch. i said, "If you feel my hand in your pants pocket later, I am not getting frisky, I am simply giving you your money back from lunch". I thought a couple of the guys were going to die from laughing so hard.
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I made it in Mentor at 1am this morning. I just got back a little bit ago from electrolysis torture treatment and am now getting ready to head to Columbus. I will be going to the urnotalone party in Columbus tonight.
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I got called by work, had to fix a problem at work last night, so didn't get to the urna party as early as I would have liked, didn't make it there until 10:30. I was tired from my drive Friday night, so we didn't stay too long and ended up going back home after about an hour.
Today, we are going shopping for a computer desk, and maybe a new dresser.
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Today is my first day working from Ohio. I am sitting here topless, the girls are a little cold. Anyone want to warm them up by shooting your cum all over them ?
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OKAY, RANT MODE ON.
Hello my friends, I am looking for a rocket scientist that has been to the specialty school in how to operate a time warner cable "UNIVERSAL REMOTE" model # 8780L. I am simply trying to play a movie in the fucking dvd player.
WHY in the hell are there 7,413 buttons on what is supposed to be a so-called "universal remote?". A "universal remote" which is SUPPOSED to control everything, BUT OF COURSE NEVER DOES.
I am simply trying to figure out how to play a freaking movie in the dvd player, this shouldn't require someone to have a degree in advanced physics.
There should be a total of 11 f'ing buttons and that's it.
power on
dvd
vcr
tv
power off
PLAY movie
channel up
Channel down
volume up
volume down
pause
There., I have just simplified 7,413 fucking buttons into 11. PLEASE MAKE THIS THE UNIVERSAL STANDARD. Thank you.
RANT MODE OFF.
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Okay, all figured out, in order to use the dvd player, I first have to press the input button on the tv until it is at hdmi1 while standing on one leg and looking west. Then do a hop, skip and a jump. Then I put down the UNIVERSAL REMOTE, pick up the remote that is only for the dvd player, turn around three times while reciting little miss muffet, close my eyes, tap my heels three times,and keep repeating "there's no place like home, there's no place like home". Then press the "play" button and in theory, the movie should start.
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Okay, so who wants to cum all over my face and cover me in cum for my birthday Friday night ?
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Now here's an idea for a video, I just LOVE chips and salsa, and giving blowjobs too, yummy.
Chips, Salsa and Blowjob
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I was sexually molested at work today on my lunch hour. I got fucked, also had a cock down my throat and I ended up with a mouthful of cum.
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Cool, I just received an email from my Mom. Her and her boyfriend are setting a date of March 31st to be married. Rob and I will be in Florida that weekend, now I need to find a cute dress for the wedding. Every time I hear the wedding march being played, I tear up and start crying.
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I went to the dentist today to get my crown re-cemented. He told me this may not last much longer. We discussed options about getting a bridge, etc. The bridge would cost me about 6,000. If this job lasts, I can probably swing that, although it's going to wait for a couple of months until I have everything all paid for my surgery in August including travel, etc.
I guess in reality I don't really need teeth to give blowjobs, hmmm, yummy, cock sucking. Anyway, I am thinking about doing the needed dental work sometime late May or early June.
In other news, I am registered to take the class: "Deep Throat and the Art of Oral Sex with porn Star Madison Young" next Friday night at 8pm. I wonder if I should wear my "There's a reason my initials are BJ" t-shirt to that class. What do you guys think ?
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Birthday today, and. 5 and 1/2 months left until surgery. I've been on a wonderful journey of discovery of my true self which started in the spring of 2007. I remember when I told my sister, my friends, my coworkers, my mom. I remember the day I created my website to post my transition pics and tell my story.
I remember the day I got my ears pierced, I remember showing Linda at work the next day. I remember the day I went full time, I remember my initial make up woes which Linda helped to correct. Each and every day since the spring of 2007 has brought me more happiness than I could have ever imagined. I am very blessed to know many wonderful people. I have done things that many people only dream about and that some never even think about. Closets are for clothes, not people.
I live each and every day to the fullest and enjoy my life. I've had a challenging moment or two here and there, but my determination, my strength, my stubbornness, and my "absolute unwillingness to tolerate b.s." has gotten me through the tough times. One of my favorite quotes, "I WILL MAKE ME HAPPY AND ANYONE WHO DOESN'T LIKE THAT CAN GO F*** THEMSELVES IN NO UNCERTAIN TERMS". YOUR APPROVAL IS NOT NEEDED.
I lived 49 years trying to be good to everyone but the one person that truly matters - myself. It was time that I support HER, even if no-one else does. After all, I'm the ONLY one I know for a fact will be with me until my final day.
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I had a nice time at the Chili cook-off in Toledo yesterday. We crashed at a hotel later, but not before I sucked cock and got a good fucking, and I mean a good fucking. Today I am heading to Milwaukee.
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I am in wisconsin for a week or so. I'm currently unpacking the car, then it';s off to deposit a check in the bank, maybe a run to Kohl's to get a new pair of shoes, then dinner, and back to the motel to watch tv and play on my computer.
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fed up with IT today, rather go back into doing massage.
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I feel better. my manager was complaining about some of the same stupidity I was complaining about yesterday. He really is a nice guy and I love working for him.
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I am ready for my blowjob class on Friday night, some people say I should be teaching it. I have had guys tell me that they've never been able to come in a woman's mouth before until they met me. I do have nice cocksucking abilities. I love giving blowjobs.
There is a reason my initials are BJ
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I have class Friday night at 8pm. Here are the details.
Deep Throat and the Art of Oral Sex
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I loved cocksucking class last night. Madison asked for volunteers, no one was volunteering, so I said, "I will volunteer". I went up to the front of the class, I had on my tshirt that says, "There's a reason my initials are BJ".
Madison commented on my tshirt, she loved it. I got an ovation from the audience too. I was holding the dildo while Madison got on her knees and demonstrated cocksucking and deep throating abilities. I wish I had been on my knees, I just love being on my knees with a cock in my mouth, yummy !!!.
After class, a couple of the GGs came up to me, and said, "wow, you were very brave for getting up in front of the class."......well, hey, there is a reason my initials are BJ.
I thoroughly enjoyed myself. Madison gave us bananas to practice on. I managed to get my banana all the way down my throat without breaking it and without gagging. I am so proud of myself. I just love having a nice tasty cock in my mouth. Yummy.
So, who would like me to practice my cocksucking skills on them?
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Shock and surprise, a hate-filled moron in a yahoo group. I don't tolerate that kind of bullshit from anyone and told him so in no uncertain terms. Fortunately the owner of the group dealt with that idiot quickly.
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I just got done crying to the last 20 minutes of Forrest Gump. Next up is another cry-fest for me, an Officer and a Gentleman. I just lose it when he picks her up at the factory at the end of the movie.
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I will be in Mentor, Ohio in a week.
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I am going to Detroit tomorrow to Donna and Nina's for a St. Patrick's Day party. Tuesday, I will be leaving after work and heading to Ohio. Then on Saturday, I head to Florida for a vacation and to visit with my family.
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I had a great time at Donna and Nina's party. I started off the party by giving a blowjob to the bartender.
The question on everyone's mind was who will be naked first, Donna or Bobbie Jo ?.
It didn't take long to answer that question. Donna was behind the bar, and she said, "Okay, topless bar", and off came her top and bra. I said, okay, fine, I can play that game too, I took off my top, my bra, and my short shorts.
I was taken to the St. Andrews Cross and had the electric wand used all over me, then I was spanked and flogged. Shortly thereafter both Donna and I got completely naked, Donna beat me by about 5 seconds.
Donna told me to lay down on the floor, she sat on my face and gave me my first golden drink of the night. She peed right in my mouth.
I was then placed in shackles and my naked breasts were teased and tormented, the electric wand was being run all over my nipples. I was screaming in ecstasy.
Rob took me in the bathroom, I got down on my knees in front of him, he said he needed to pee, I unzipped his pants, took his cock out, and wrapped my lips around it. He peed right in my mouth and I drank it all down. Delicious
A little while later, Donna said, "Come here". She was in the utility room with a guy. She told me to lay down, she squatted over me, she told the guy to get the camera ready, an Donna said, "Watch this, this is what happens when I am sitting on Bobbie Jo's face, no one else knows what is happening except for the two of us". She then started peeing in my mouth, and I drank it down, a few drops splattered on my face and in my hair. Then she stood up over me and finished peeing on my breasts and my tummy.
After that, I sat down on the couch for a little while, I had a nice man sit down beside me, he played with my breasts and sucked on them, he also kissed and licked my toes. After awhile, Donna came over, grabbed a paper cup, stood in front of us, and proceeded to pee in it. When she was done, she handed me the cup, and the guy said, "you're not going to drink that are you?". I responded by raising the glass to my lips, tilting my head back and chugging it all down. Yummy. The guy gave me a great big french kiss after that.
I sucked some more cock later, and had an all around wonderful time. I also talked to several people and had a nice conversation with a girl who was post-op. Eventually I crashed out and went to sleep, a tired tgirl, but no longer a thirsty one (at least not until the next day).
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I will be heading back to Ohio after work on Tuesday, here's to getting fucked this week.
I'm not sure if my girls are growing some more or not, but they are a little sensitive lately.
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I got in Ohio at 6:30 this morning and promptly crashed for 2 hours before I needed to logon and start work.
I am heading to Columbus tonight, then off to Florida for a week plus long vacation of fun and sun.
It has been entirely too long since I've had a load of cum on my face.
Five months left until surgery.
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I am packing the suitcase, tomorrow it's off to Florida for a week-long vacation.
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Good lord, what a fucking, hopefully I'll be able to sit down on the plane tomorrow. I have a great big load of cum on my face as I am writing this.
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I am painting my nails right now. All of our flights were on time yesterday which was good. I had a nice Saturday with my sister and her boyfriend. Today we'll probably play some Nintendo, etc. I think we might go to Busch Gardens Monday or Tuesday.
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Today my sister and her boyfriend took us canoeing on the Santa Fe river.
I was extremely scared at first, for about the first 20 minutes I was saying, "I don't like this, I want out of here", and I had a death grip on the canoe. The water was dark, I could not see the bottom and I don't like that.
We saw several turtles, a snake, and an alligator. I paddled a lot faster away from the alligator when I saw it. Even though I was very tired from paddling before that, I found the strength to get away from that alligator and quickly.
My sister also forgot to tell me that fish would jump out of the water, we saw about a dozen fish jumping out of the water. I said if one jumps in the boat, I am out of here and heading towards the nearest shore. She told me that the water depth was only about 4 feet high, yea, 4 feet on top of the other 15 feet. Way too deep for me. I don't like water that is over my head.
We did stop at a couple of springs, and that was nice. the water was kind of cold, but it was a nice beach, and I actually went swimming in that for a little bit. The water was very clear, which I liked.
We finally made it back to land, I kissed the tree as soon as I set foot on dry land. My arms were very tired from paddling, and I am ready for bed. Tomorrow it is off to Busch Gardens.
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4 years living fulltime as myself today. Rob and I went to Busch Gardens with my sister and her boyfriend. We rode a lot of roller coasters and had a great time. I especially love tigers and lions. Meow ! Rob also bought me 4 stuffed animals.
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Rob and I went over to my Mom's today for lunch. We met her new soon to be husband, he is very nice.
Later, I took my sister shopping for a new dress, but she didn't find one she liked, maybe tomorrow we will try again.
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I got fucked last night, yummy ! I drove to Georgia today to get some Mega Millions tickets. Later, my sister went shopping for dresses again and she found 4 that she liked. She couldn't make up her mind which ones she wanted, so she called me to come give her a second opinion.
We ruled out one, and she bought the other three, and also a pair of heels too. I really liked one of the dresses she had, and fortunately they had another one just like it in my size so I bought it.
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Hmmm, got a nice load of cum down my throat last night. Yummy. Today we went over to my sister house, played Nintendo, Scrabble and she fixed a wonderful lunch for us.
Later, Rob and I went to a nude strip club. Rob got a lap dance from one of the girls, and I got a lap dance from two of the girls. I think the girls really enjoy giving lap dances to other girls. When the dancer and me walked back to the lap dance area several of the guys in the bar cheered.
I had one of the strippers ask me if I play with women too. i said yes, I am bisexual. I then told her I was a pre-op transsexual. She didn't know what that was so I explained it to her. She said wow, I never would have known. She loved my hair, and she asked me if she could touch my breasts, I said yes, and showed her my girls.
I told her I was having my operation in August, and she asked me how much it cost, and other things about it, would I be able to have an orgasm afterwards, etc.
Eventually we left there and were going to a place with an adult theatre so I could suck some cock, but we got there kind of late and they were in the process of closing up, oh well, another time. Anyway, I had a lot of fun chatting with the strippers at the nude strip club. I also got a "I give lap dances" button, and one of the strippers gave me a free garter.
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My mom and her new husband Richard had a wonderful wedding today. I didn't cry too much, I was pretty good.
Right now, we are packing to head back to Ohio tomorrow.
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I am back in Columbus, Ohio now. I had a wonderful time in Florida. I bought a couple of cute dresses, one especially cute sundress which I didn't have any of those previously. I bought a couple of cute spring and summer tops, as well as a new pair of shoes. I wore a pair of six inch high heels to my mom's wedding. Mom was amazed I could walk in them, I said these are nothing, I have higher shoes than these.
I had a great time visiting with family, I had a wonderful time at my mom's wedding, I loved Busch Gardens, and I especially loved going to Cafe Risque, as I seemed to be very popular with the dancers there.
Tomorrow I will mail out another payment to my surgeon. August is 4 and 1/2 months away now, it is finally dawning on me that this is really going to happen. I'm starting to get excited about it. I also need to contact my doctor in Columbus tomorrow as I have a mole that needs to be removed.
Oh, and possibly good news on the house front. I received a letter that the foreclosure is "suspended", and that there is now a mediation phone call set for May 23rd. We will see what happens out of that.
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Okay, I think I need to get a few people lined up for some action shots to be posted on my website. Action shots of a few hard cocks cumming all over my face perhaps? Anyone game?
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I mailed off another payment to my surgeon yesterday. A couple of more payments and my surgery will be all paid for.
I am going to a transgender support meeting tonight in Columbus
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I met another girl at the transgender support group last night who does the same job I do, only she works for Nationwide. She is going to get her legal name changed this coming week. We chatted for about 2 hours after the meeting,. I basically people watched last night. I thought it was really neat that there were two parents there with their transgender kids. My therapist was there as well, so we chatted for a few minutes.
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While I cross-dressed at home some in my early years, wearing my wife's bra and panties, and even earlier when I was dressed as a bride for halloween at age 9, it wasn't until the spring of 2007 when I made my first trip into "the outside world" as Bobbie Jo. I remember being nervous that first time I stepped outside the confines of my house. It didn't take me more than about six months to realize what had been wrong with my life this whole time, I had been trying to live life as a boy and I was a GIRL. No wonder I had been so miserable. I remember being nervous starting electrolysis in 2007, I remember going to get my ears pierced in 2008, being afraid it would hurt, the lady piercing my ears gave me a teddy bear to hold onto. I didn't even feel a thing when she did it, it was over in seconds.
I told my family and friends that I was going to transition starting in the fall of 2007. I came out full time on March 27th, 2008, and each day since then has been wonderful. As I prepare for gender reassignment surgery this August, I think about were I came from and where I still have yet to go. I've gotten advice from girls along the way, and have made many new friends, some of them have grown to be very close friends. I've grown a lot closer to many people that I knew before. Now I find girls sometimes asking me for advice of how to start this wonderful journey of becoming their true selves.
I have been truly happy since 2007, no more suicide attempts, no more feeling like I don't belong, no more being mad at the world and everyone around me. I have many wonderful friends, a great boyfriend, a truly wonderful sister, a wonderful life, and I wouldn't change it for the world. My favorite quote is this one since I also transitioned at age 49: "I lived 49 years trying to be good to everyone but the one person that truly matters - myself. It was time that I support HER, even if no-one else does. After all, I'm the ONLY one I know for a fact will be with me until my final day".
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Well, some cute girls here. I am one of the girls up for "Beauty of the Month" at Femmefever.
Beauty of the Month
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I'm back from the doctor's office. I thought this was going to be a "simply fix it now", but after the visit, she said I need some minor surgery, thankfully all outpatient. I am going back on April 16th to get that done.
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Happy Easter everyone. I went shopping yesterday and bought a couple of more cute little sundresses, and a couple of cute summer tops as well. No shoes this time.
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I got fucked good yesterday afternoon, ended up with a tushy full of cum and the rest down my throat. Yummy.
Later, we went to get something to eat. As we finished up, Rob put his credit card on the table for the waiter to go ring up, and Rob went to the bathroom for a minute. The waiter stopped by a couple of seconds later, took the card, swiped the credit card, and rang up the bill.
The waiter came back to the table and dropped off the credit card and bill. He started to put the card and bill on my side of the table, (note: I do buy dinner once in awhile since I make more money and I don't think the guy should be constantly picking up the tab when people have been together for a long time)..then he looked at the name on the card and said, "Oops, sorry Ma'am, you certainly don't look like a Robert". I came close to saying, "Nope, not for about 5 years now".
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Okay, so who is going to cum all over my face ?
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Yea, got my taxes done, looks like I'll be getting a refund, a small one, but still a refund. I also made an update to the "advice for new girls" page on my website.
They had a problem at work starting at 4 am this morning and I've been working on that most of the day. I am extremely tired and ready for bed as soon as they tell me the system is back. I've had about 5 hours of sleep since 8 am Monday morning.
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Four months until surgery. I won't be able to have vaginal or anal sex for 3 months after surgery, need to let that area down there heal, so no sex in either hole.
It's blowjobs only for 3 months, but hey, as my website says, "There's a reason my initials are BJ".
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Hmm, oh yes, a nice hard cock in my mouth and a nice tasty load of cum down my throat. Yummy, absolutely delicious.
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Hmmm, does anyone want me to wrap my nice full cocksucker lips around their cock and give them a good blowjob? Who wants to cum down my throat or on my face?
Here is a great video, I want cum all over my face too.
Please cum on my face

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Looks like we might be going to Gary's tomorrow. Yea, I'll get to shoot my 22. We haven't been to Gary's for a little while. Hmmm, I wonder how many guys will be there? Lots of cock for me perhaps ?
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I am back from surgery, (no, not the big one yet) and all went well. I am a little sore, but not too bad.
I have several stitches in place which will be removed in roughly 10 days. My appointment to get that done is on April 26th.
I had on one of my sundresses today. It was very windy. There were a few times that my dress was blown up around my waist, and had I not been wearing panties, the guys would have gotten quite an eyeful, lol.
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Yummy, cum on my face
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Happy birthday to my brother.
I just got fucked today, and ended up with a nice creamy load of cum down my throat, yummy
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What needs to happen is that instead of people "asking" for rights, we just need to start taking them. I don't let anyone "give" me my rights.
I'll do as I darn well please and the rest of the world better get used to that idea. MY rights are NOT up for negotiation and they are NOT there for someone else to give or take as they please.
I know some girls don't have my "take no prisoners" attitude, but it''s time we quit begging for rights. That's simply giving someone else power over you (which newsflash for government goons), the only one who has power over me is ME.
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I'll be packing to head to Mentor Ohio tonight. I have torture treatment in the morning and then it is off to Warren Ohio for Girls Night Out Saturday night. I'll be happy when I can stop doing torture treatment. I have exactly 4 months left until surgery.
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Well, I should look real cute this weekend. I just lost my front crown. I think I swallowed it. I guess I'll make an appointment to get this temporary bridge in next week.
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I had a nice time at the GNO party last night. Sometime during the night my panties came off at the bar. Hopefully one day I can get over my shyness.
Michelle came up with a nice idea. For July 21st, the theme will be "kiss my cock goodbye". That will be my last GNO before I head to Montreal for surgery.
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well, I found my crown that had fallen out on Friday (don't ask me how I found it). Let's just say it needs sterilizing and leave it at that.
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If things remain calm, then I will mail off another payment to my surgeon on the 30th with my next paycheck.I am getting my stitches taken out on Thursday. I should be getting some pics from the party Saturday night, and if so I will post some on my website this week.
It's about time I added some more pics and if the weather straightens out and spring decides to hang around, we're going to do some outside pics one of these weekends in my new sundresses, etc.
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I got my tooth sterilized some more and re-cemented today, although it probably won't last very long. I think I will try and do the dental flipper in the next couple of weeks until I can afford the bridge.
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I think I need to clone myself. I know a lot of people in Mentor want to see me. I also need to get to the dentist here in Columbus the first week of May, and work wants me in Milwaukee the second and third week of May.
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Looks like I will be heading to Milwaukee, Wisconsin on the 9th of May for about 2 weeks. I think what I may do is head to Mentor on the 7th, spend two days there, then head to Milwaukee on the 9th.
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I am back from the doctors, stitches are out, and the biopsy was negative. My blood pressure was 110/66.
I am exercising on the cross country ski machine, bound and determined to lose 15-20 pounds before summer.
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I just received all my paperwork for the surgery. I will read all of this tonight, I need to initial a couple of items and mail a couple of things back. Less than 4 months to go and I will be in Montreal for gender affirmation surgery.
Speaking of:
Prelimary notice -- It's the unofficial kiss my cock goodbye party.
Saturday, July 21st, 2012 - 9:00 p.m.
This will be my last Girls Night Out before I head to Montreal and my gender affirmation surgery.
Warren, Ohio-Girls Night Out - Saturday, July 21st 9:00 p.m.
The "Funky Skunk Night Club" 143 E. Market Street "Savakis Building" Parking across the Street in the Heritage Galleria Parking lot.
Hotel Info: Comfort Inn Warren (Where most of the Girls stay at and less than a 3 minute walk right around the corner from the "Funky Skunk" front door.
136 N. Park Ave. Warren, OH 44481 (330) 393-1200
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I got fucked good this morning, ended up with a wet, gooey butt and a tushy full of cum. Later we went to Club Diversity for the you are not alone party.
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I had a nice weekend. Today after work, I exercised some on the cross country ski machine and I also rode my bike around the neighborhood.
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I went to a transgender support group meeting tonight here in Columbus. It saddens me when I hear other girls (and boys) stories. Too many transgender people have had their families disown them, they've lost their jobs, they're having trouble paying for their transition, etc, etc. We need to stop this, people should not be shunned by society simply for being themselves.
I feel so fortunate that my family has stayed by my side, my sister has been absolutely wonderful, that my friends have all stayed with me (and many of those friendships have gotten stronger since my transition), that I've made many new friends, that my coworkers have supported me, that I am able to find work and pay for my transition and my surgery. The only "tragedy" that I have experienced is that my daughter was taken away from me by someone who "claimed" to be christian, and while my daughter wasn't biologically my daughter I still loved her just the same.
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Well, I had to recreate some of my blog this morning, the last 10 days seem to have disappeared from my website. Oh well, no biggie I guess. Tomorrow I have to spend $700 for a temporary dental "partial" to replace my three front teeth. Hoping that lasts for about 9 or 10 months and then next year I can do the bridge.
My schedule is now, Columbus through May 7th. Then I am off to Mentor after work on May 7th. I will be in Mentor until the evening of the 10th at which time I will take off and head to Milwaukee. I will be in Milwaukee from May 11th through the 18th. Then on the 19th it is off to Mentor, Ohio where I will get my hair and makeup done in prep to head to Warren that night for Prom Night.
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well, my camaro died. Rob thinks it might be the battery. I know last time I had a new battery in there was probably 5 years ago or more. I definitely need to get this fixed before I even think about heading to Milwaukee. I am going to call AAA shortly since we do have a membership with them, Rob got that for me with my traveling back and forth between Ohio and Milwaukee.
I spent 700 at the dentist today for a dental flipper. Today they took the impressions, tomorrow I get four teeth pulled and I get this flipper thing inserted. Then next year when I can afford it, I'll get the bridge done.
Car update - okay, so the AAA guy just showed up. he ran a bunch of tests on the electrical system. The charging system was fine, only issue is the battery is dead. So okay, we will go get a new battery later. I know the current one is a good 5 years old
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QUOTE OF THE DAY
I do not understand why some people think that having a gay, lesbian, bisexual or transgendered child means they failed as a parent.
You want to know what REALLY means you failed as a parent? - Disowning your child means you failed as a parent.
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I went to the dentist this morning at 6:30 am, had 4 teeth removed (3 were crowns with posts from my motorcycle accident when I was 14). I now have a"partial" in my mouth, it feels a little weird, so there won't be any cocksucking going on today by me. I assume my mouth will eventually be less swollen because right now this feels weird, of course some of that is also from the fact that my gums, lips are still feeling swollen and weird from the numbing agent they used on me.
Update - well, at noontime, most of the bleeding has subsided, my lips aren't swollen or numb anymore, so that is good, and I'm getting a little more used to this partial, no real pain, well, either that, or these are REALLY GOOD painkillers. I am however tired and don't have very much energy, which is probably due to the painkillers. On the plus side, I will probably lose a few pounds, because I certainly don't feel like eating a whole lot, think it's going to be mainly soup for a few days.
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Slowly getting used to this partial dentures thing. I gave a blowjob last night with them in and another one this morning with them out (a gum job). Anyway, I am not taking painkillers right now, no need. I took one yesterday morning when I got back from the dentist and one last night to go to sleep just in case it bothered me during the night. I am hoping to get good and fucked on Sunday.
I just got back from mailing some forms off to my surgeon in Montreal. I needed to sign and mail off confirmation of surgery date, receipt of grs information, etc, etc. I will be in Montreal on August 18th, then I will be moved into the hospital on the evening of the 19th. I will have my surgery on the 20th, and if all goes well, I will be able to return home on August 29th. Now we just have to figure out whether we are going to drive or fly.
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Today I will be packing for my trip to Milwaukee on Thursday night. I am leaving Columbus Monday after work, heading to Mentor for a couple of days, then it is off to Milwaukee Wisconsin until the 18th.
On the 19th, I will be heading to the beauty parlor then it is off to Prom Night at the Funky Skunk bar in Warren, Ohio. On the 20th, I will return to Mentor for a couple of days (most likely through the 23rd), then it is back to Columbus until the 2nd week of June at which time I head to Milwaukee again for maybe a week.
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I am going to have to take my camaro to the chevy dealer in the morning. The car would not start again, the new battery was completely dead. The stupid car is supposed to beep twice when I hit the button on the key lock to lock it. It only beeps once and it's been doing that for 6 days, it thinks "something is on". OKAY, SO WHAT THE HELL IS ON?? I can't drive to Milwaukee with the car like this. I am taking it to the mechanic tomorrow at 6:30 a.m.
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It figures, my car which had only been beeping once every time I locked it for the last 6 days, (indicating that something was still "active" or "open", now started beeping twice as soon as I got it to the mechanic. I even tested it before we left the house this morning, only beeped once. Get over to the mechanic, beeped twice, several times in a row, didn't fail. ARGH. I LEFT IT OVER THERE, FIX THIS. They are going to run diagnostic tests on it. Rob thinks maybe there might be a bad relay somewhere. Anyway, back to sleep for a couple of hours.
On the bright side, I did get fucked good about 1am this morning, that was nice.
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This is fucking irritating. The stupid car is working fine now, they are going to try and keep it overnight to see if they can figure out what is wrong with it. Anyway, this means another day in Columbus, so I will not get to Mentor until Tuesday night at the earliest.
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Keeping Betty in my thoughts. She is a transsexual who was beaten up by a group of thugs today.
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Well, I have my car back so I will be heading to Mentor after work tonight.
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I am in Mentor, got here at 11:30 last night.
I am going to see Betty tonight, she is a transsesxual who was beaten up by a group of thugs. She was "lucky" for lack of a better term. She was worked over a lot, and If she hadn't been able to defend herself some, she probably would have been killed. She's in bad enough shape as it is. I will be going down to see her this evening.
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I went to see Betty last night, she is pretty beaten up, but her spirits seem to be as best as they can be. I am keeping her in my thoughts, and will be checking on her a few times while I am in Wisconsin. I am hoping that we can get her to Columbus by the time I get back to Ohio on the 20th, if she isn't there already. She needs to be out of the place she is currently in.
I am heading to Milwaukee tonight, and will be back in Mentor, Ohio on the 19th.
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I got in Milwaukee around 11:30 p.m. last night so I will be looking forward to sleeping tonight.
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Happy Birthday to my sister Jenn
I went to see the movie "Bully" today. Tonight I am by myself, just watching some tv.
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Happy Mother's Day.
I am going to be in Warren, Ohio on Saturday night for prom night. I have torture treatment early on Saturday, then later it's off to see my friend and beautician Barb to get my hair and makeup done.
I have to be more careful when I am chewing my food with these new dentures. At dinner tonight at the restaurant, I started choking and couldn't breathe. It took me a couple minutes to stop choking and catch my breath, I guess from not chewing my food as much as I should be. Eventually I was okay. I just need to be more careful.
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I think I will find a nail place here in Milwaukee sometime in the next couple of days and get my nails done. I am thinking a nice shade of cocksucker red.
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At work today, I wore my 7 inch heels. I offered to let the guys try and walk in my heels. Amazingly enough no one took me up on my offer. They were whining something about possible broken ankles. Oh please, grow some cajones.
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I went to meet a friend last night at her hotel. We talked for quite awhile, we put on our bikinis and went in the hot tub and pool which was very nice. I will be packing in the morning to head to Mentor tomorrow after work. Then I have torture treatment on Saturday morning, hairdresser in the afternoon, and off to prom in Warren, Ohio on Saturday night.
Thankfully, I have been able to see several of my friends here in Wisconsin and it looks like I will be back again the 2nd week of June.
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I am in Mentor. just got back from getting a manicure and pedicure. This afternoon, I am going to get my hair and makeup done, then it is off to Warren, Ohio for prom night tonight.
During torture treatment today, Carol managed to get rid of a lot of hair off of my upper lip area. I am going back again this Thursday, but I think we're going to drop down to 15 minute appointments once a month soon, and more for eyebrow trim, etc than anything else. Yea.
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Prom last night was okay I guess. The evening started off with the bar being entirely too hot. After about an hour of that, several of us went back to the hotel and changed out of our formal evening gowns and into short summer dresses. The guys changed out of their suits and into sport shirts.
I am exactly three months away from surgery. Three months from now I will have a new pussy.
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I am in Mentor for a few days. On Saturday morning I will leave here and head south for the Memorial Day weekend.
I have some new pics but I am having trouble getting these stupid things to upload. I hate computers. Tomorrow I may try taking this memory card to Fedex Kinko's and try to upload them from there.
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I added some pics to my website tonight. Pics Page 11, and Hot Pics page 2. I want to say a BIG THANK YOU to Keith for fixing the internet connection on my desktop computer, that enabled me to make my website updates.
On Wednesday, I talk with the court mediator and low life scum Wells Fargo about the house. I guess we will see what happens.
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I talked with the court mediator and the attorney for Wells Fargo today. I related some of the nonsense I have gone through with Wells Fargo. They were both apologetic. They are going to email me some forms today that need to be filled out by June 1st. Then we have another conference call scheduled for July 12th at 2:30.
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I just got back from torture treatment. This is the longest I had gone without shaving to get rid of the hair on my upper lip, I can feel that this process is almost over, there just isn't much hair left there at all. A few more sessions and I am done, YEA. My next one in Mentor is scheduled for Saturday, June 2nd.
I remember starting this hair removal process in the Fall of 2007 when I knew I would be going full-time in a few months. I did electrolysis and laser hair removal weekly for awhile. Eventually I stopped doing the laser because it killed about as much as it could, and I just did electrolysis from that point on. When I was working out of state for a year and a half, I would come back to Mentor once a month for electrolysis. Now that I am back in Ohio I have been doing the last few appointments weekly, in order to finish this up and be done with it, and we're almost there.
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This is absurd, I hate this idiotic house. The stupid a/c isn't working, now the stupid phone has been on the fritz for the last 36 hours (I was wondering why I wasn't getting any calls). I should just pack my stuff up, and walk out the door and get away from this nightmare of a house.
If anyone out there wants to come fix my a/c and phone, I will do it for trade since I don't have any money right now.
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I hope everyone has a happy holiday. I hope to be sucking cock and getting fucked this weekend. If the guys can get the boat fixed, we will take the boat out on the lake.
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OKay, Mike fixed the hedge trimmer issue, and The AT&T guy (Brad) came by and fixed the phone. Brad put his phone number on the AT&T form, I think I might have to call Brad again, hey Brad, I have something else that needs to be looked at.. Yes indeed, Brad was a REAL hunk. Now we just have to get someone to fix the a/c issue, a broken electrical wire is the problem with it.
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AT&T called this morning wanting to know how Brad did yesterday. Hey, Brad did GREAT, can you send him back over here every day? At the end they said do you want to make any additional comments. Yes, please send Brad back, I want to show him why my initials are BJ, and I think he deserves some hot, tight pussy for his work yesterday. Hmmm, Brad, Yummy.
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I am packing and will leave Mentor soon to head to Warren for the holiday. Next week I will be in Columbus.
I hope everyone has a wonderful Memorial Day.
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Rob and I were busy today, helping his Mom with some yardwork, mulch, etc. We've jumped in the hot tub the last two nights. I had on my red bikini both nights. Tomorrow after we finish the yardwork, we might go shooting at a gun range.
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I'm getting the last few details in place for my surgery. We are going to drive to Montreal, about a 12 hour trip by car. I have my pre-surgery tests in 2 weeks. I need to confirm the bed and breakfast we're staying in while we're there is all set. I'll be mailing out another payment to my surgeon on Wednesday.
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I mailed off another payment to my surgeon today.
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Well, this is a first. I thought sure that after five days of not shaving that there would be enough hair on my upper lip to make it worthwhile, but nope.
So, I cancelled my electrolysis appointment for tomorrow and rescheduled it for the 16th.
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Paperwork on the house faxed, now let's see what kind of assistance these low life scum come up with. I wonder if I'll get $700 billion like the banks did?
Think I might go to the art festival in Columbus today. I certainly got fucked good this week, my goodness, little pussy still tingling.
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I got fucked good last night, ended up with a nice creamy load of cum down my throat. Yummy.
Yesterday, we went to the art festival in Cleveland and walked around, that was nice. Later we went walking around and checked out a couple of the shops in Columbus. I saw a Pride t-shirt and a couple of cute sundresses that I am going to buy next week. I will need a lot of sundresses for after surgery care since I won't be wearing any tight fitting clothing for a bit until the swelling goes down. Later, we went to a strip club where I enjoyed myself. Interesting that it had a "dancers wanted" sign posted, I wonder....well, we will leave that decision for after surgery. It looks like I may be in Milwaukee from June 10th through June 13th.
I have lost a couple of pounds lately. Riding my bike seems to be paying off. I have also cut back on my food intake as well. I am starting to fit back into some of my size 10 outfits. I want to get back down to my stripper weight from 2009, I still have a few pounds to go, and need to tighten up my tummy.
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Nice day yesterday. I went to the rifle range and shot some guns, a couple of hundred rounds. I shot both my pink Sig 22 and a kahr k9 (9mm).
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With my next paycheck, we'll be paying the deposit on the bed and breakfast where I will be staying there for the first two days, and then Rob staying there for another 2 weeks.
A dream 54 years in the making about to come true.
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I am working on my checklist for August.
Surgery scheduled - done
Surgery paid - will be paid by July 5th
Bed and Breakfast in Montreal-confirmed, deposit will be paid by June 15th.
Directions to Bed and Breakfast, hospital, after care facility - done
Board dogs while in hospital-still need to find someone, or a place.
Arrange travel to Montreal - done, we're driving.
Three weeks before surgery - stop taking hormones, also avoid Advil and Aspirin
NO alcohol one week before my surgery.
Cash for Montreal, shopping, eating, etc.
Buy/bring items for the hospital and after care stay, mirror, sanitary pads, magazines, etc.
Buy items for return home, but 15 tubes of Ky Jelly? really?, well okay, I can see the look on the clerks face now as we buy 15 tubes of KY Jelly..
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I was sexually molested at work today. I sucked cock, I got fucked good, and ended up with a nice load of sweet, creamy cum down my throat.
I am packing my suitcase now, preparing to head to cleveland on Saturday for the annual GLBT cruise around Lake Erie. Then Sunday I will leave for Milwaukee and be there until Wednesday night
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I had a nice time on the glbt cruise on saturday. We went to cocktails later, but I was kind of beat by then, wasn't my usual chipper self, I wanted to crawl in a corner and go to sleep.
Anyway, I drove to wisconsin today, so I am here until wednesday evening at which point I will head back to columbus. My pre-surgery tests are scheduled for 9:00 a.m. thursday morning in Columbus.
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A quick trip, almost over. Today is my last day in Wisconsin. Tomorrow evening I head back to Ohio, and have my pre-surgery tests on Thursday. At work, they may want to do another upgrade in 2 weeks, so we'll see, I may be in wisconsin again for a couple of days on the 24th. Hmmm, okay customs, get your act in gear, the $1,500 check I mailed to my surgeon on May 30th is still in customs processing. Who do I have to smack to get this moving?
Yummy, nothing better than a nice creamy load of cum on my face, well except for 50 nice creamy loads of cum all over my face.
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I had my pre-surgery tests today. I am feeling a little light headed after losing some blood. Apparently my ekg was abnormal, whatever that means. The doctor said she wasn't going to worry about it, so I guess that's a good sign. I guess we'll find out the results soon from the hiv test, blood work, ekg, etc., etc.
I am extremely tired today after driving in from wisconsin last night and not getting here in columbus until 3am. I will be going to bed very early tonight.
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I was so tired yesterday from driving the night before, and then from the various blood tests, etc on Thursday that I went to bed at 4:30 yesterday afternoon. I woke back up around 10:30 for an hour or so, and then back to bed.
Yea, customs finally got their head out of their ass, and my check is in Montreal, at the post office so my surgeon should get it today.
We put the deposit down today and reserved the bed and breakfast in Montreal for my surgery in August.
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I had torture treatment yesterday in Mentor, we only did 15 minutes, not much hair left there, thank goodness. I am in Warren for a few days, but will be in Mentor on Monday (for Monday only). My arm is still a little bruised from where they took all the blood on Thursday.
In July, it's the KISS MY COCK GOODBYE party in Warren, Ohio on July 21st, and no, you don't literally have to kiss my cock goodbye, just come out, enjoy yourself and let's have fun at what will be my last Girls Night Out with my current "clitty".
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Interesting development - My surgeon says that the Anesthesiologist wants me to have an evaluation in cardiology as the ekg report is abnormal.
So my doctor has called the cardiologist, who will be calling me to schedule an appointment.
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Well, if the cardiologist says that I am able to have surgery, we are down to 2 months from today. The cardiologist's office called today, my appointment is Thursday, June 28th at 2:30 p.m.
I will be in wisconsin on sunday evening the 24th through the 27th, then it's back to Ohio the afternoon of the 27th.
In other news, we have 4 construction workers at the house this week, and I am in one of my cute little sundresses. Hey guys, want some of this?
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I bought three dresses last night in preparation for Montreal in August as I will need loose fitting clothes after surgery, no tight jeans for awhile until my new pussy heals and the swelling goes down.
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We might be taking the boat out on the lake tomorrow. Which bikini should I wear?
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Betty, Rob and I went out on the boat yesterday and we had a nice time. I had one of my cute little bikinis on. Today I take off to Wisconsin for a couple of days.
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3:00 a.m. and I am back in Ohio now. I am tired and going to bed. Today is my cardiologist appointment at 2:30 this afternoon.
Driving east on I-80 last night, I flashed a few truckers. One rode right alongside me for a good 5 minutes, I guess he enjoyed the show. I was playing with my titties, sucking my fingers down my throat, rubbing my pussy, etc. Hmmmm, I thought about pulling into the rest area and letting the truckers have their way with me, blowjobs for everyone. Who wants to be the first one to cum on my face?
My balance left on my surgery is $2,200.
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I just got back from the cardiologist and I have been CLEARED FOR SURGERY. Party time - July 21st starting at 9pm, Warren, Ohio. Funky Skunk Night Club
7 weeks until surgery.
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Well I have a nice black and purple bruise on my hip from where I slammed into the car mirror while trying to unpack the car.
I just got fucked a few minutes ago and I have a wet gooey butt full of cum.
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I went to see the movie Ted last night and liked it. I want to go see Madagascar 3, and Ice Age 4, Men in Black 3, and also the movie the Expendables 2 when it comes out.
I think I might go get another dress today at Kohl's, one I saw last week was cute, but was holding off on getting it because of money. Well, time to jump in the shower and shave my legs.
The mark on my thigh where I slammed into the car mirror is a nice shade of pink, purple, black and blue, at least it doesn't hurt much.
KISS MY COCK GOODBYE PARTY - July 21st, hope you can make it. I am hoping to be covered in some warm liquid that night. I need a photographer to take some pics so i can post them on the site. (don't worry, you'll get a blowjob too).
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I bought two cute little dresses yesterday.
I am drinking iced tea through a cock straw. Next week, July 10th through the 12th, I will be in Mentor, Ohio.
I had a post-op girl that went to Montreal last year, and she was giving me some tips about surgery and recovery. That was nice of her.
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Last night I went to see to see the move Madagascar. I just love animated movies, I am wanting to see the new Ice Age movie next. Hmmm, one of my pics on page 11 died, so I had to fix that, don't know why. I also added item #10 to my page "advice for new girls".
Happy Fourth of July. I will be going to a parade today, and then maybe see fireworks later. I'll be taking lots of sunscreen since it's supposed to be close to 100.
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Okay, now they are whining again about my ekg being abnormal. I called the cardiologist, supposedly they are going to call the surgeon's office.
Look, here, you two talk to each other and get this straightened out, will you please? thank you.
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I get to yell at the idiots in my health-care company today. Apparently they are questioning paying my doctor because they're claiming "pre-existing condition". Yea, I got your "pre-existing condition" right here morons. Lock and Load.
In case anyone isn't sure, I despise morons and people who make life difficult when it should not be. I also don't like people who roll over and play dead, stand up for yourself people, get a BACKBONE.
I'm not anti-authority, I am anti-idiot. I know many authority figures who have demonstrated they they are indeed worthy of being respected. I also know many "authority figures" who are not worthy of being respected.
Respect is not automatic, it should be earned.
Well, I guess the neighbors got a good show tonight.
I had been out running around tonight. I stopped by the grocery store on my way home, really needed to pee, but thought I can make it for a bit longer.
I finally leave the store, pull in the driveway. By this time the need to pee is overwhelming, quick now, find house keys. Well, no such luck. I could not find the house keys. Need to pee was overwhelming, I pulled my panties to the side, squatted down in the driveway in front of the car AND I LET LOOSE. I don't know if anyone was watching, but if they were, they got a good show.
Also, remember, July 9th is National No Bra day. I have been practicing as I haven't worn a bra this entire week.
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Two weeks from today is the KISS MY COCK GOODBYE party in Warren, Ohio.
I am thinking about going outside naked, it is 93 now and not even noon yet. Supposed to be 104 for the high today. Okay, I think I am ready for snow.
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I went to Dave & Buster's tonight - which is basically Chucky Cheese for Adults. If you win two thousand tickets, you can get a wonderful prize like a piece of gum or a hairbrush.
Anyway, the food was good, then we played some games and actually won enough tickets for a couple of stuffed animals.
I need to get some action pics and videos on this site, so who wants to videotape and take pics of me sucking cock and getting covered in cum, or who wants to volunteer fucking me and covering me in cum?
On July 21st, I'd like to get some action pics / videos of me eating pussy, me sucking cock, me getting fucked, me sucking cock WHILE I'm getting fucked, and me getting cum in my mouth, on my face and all over my titties. Anyone want to pee on me too?
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Today is "National No Bra Day" and in preparing for this, I didn't wear a bra at all last week. I think it will be sundress time today, and again with no bra, let the girls roam free.
Well, if I can get the cardiologist to talk to the surgeon and get every one to agree that I will survive the surgery, then maybe I can actually have the surgery in August.
Hopefully we will get this resolved tomorrow, otherwise I am going to think about asking for my $16,300 back.
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I am packing up and getting ready to head to mentor this morning. I should be there by noon.
Update - Well, this day is looking up, I am in mentor for a few days, and I just received an email from my surgeon who evidently talked to my cardiologist this morning and they have decided that yes, I will survive the surgery, so we are all set for surgery on August 20th, we are also all set for the KISS MY COCK GOODBYE party on July 21st in Warren, 9pm Funky Skunk Bar.
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Hmmm, oh yes, cum down my throat. YUMMY !!!! Cocksucking slut at your service.
My baby dolls are in sexual positions again. Barbie is sitting on Ken's face and she was saying something about peeing in his mouth, Summer is sitting on ken's cock getting fucked really good. I don't know where they get these ideas, can't be from me since I am a completely innocent virgin.
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Okay, so conference call with bank idiots again today, so I am agitated today. Fax another stupid form to them, okay, whatever, here's your idiotic form, now leave me the fuck alone. They wanted to set up another conference call for August 23rd, and it's like no, I will be having surgery that week, so now we have a conference call for September 12th.
In other happier news, I'll be mailing out my final payment to my surgeon in the next couple of days.
So, on July 21st, who wants to videotape me, who wants to fuck me, and who wants an incredible blowjob?
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Okay, torture treatment again yesterday. I will be happy when I am done with those.
Eight days until party time
In Mentor until Saturday around noontime, currently waiting for my pizza to get here. I would blow the pizza delivery guy, but every time I say that, I get a pizza delivery girl, so we will see what happens tonight.
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I had a vindictive bitch call my cell phone tonight to harass me. She was too much of a coward to call me from a number that wasn't marked private. However, not only did she show that she's a complete bitch, she also made it quite clear that she is a stupid bitch, because she said, "This is ....(and her identity)".
NEWSFLASH BITCH, if you think I am scared of you honey, you better think again. Screw with me and I GUARANTEE YOU THAT YOU WILL REGRET IT. If you want a war, BRING IT ON, BECAUSE I AM MORE WOMAN THAN YOU WILL EVER BE. Oh, and unlike you, I KNOW HOW TO SATISFY A MAN
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Happy Birthday to my wonderful boyfriend. Last night We went to a nude strip club and enjoyed ourselves. The stripper that I got a private dance from told me I had great legs. (thank you dear, not too shabby for a 54 year old tgirl, huh?). We also stopped at the adult store, and I bought a keyring that says, "I'm not a whore, I'm just popular". Later we went out with a couple of friends.
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED !!!! I took Rob to Hooter's for his birthday today, and the Hooters girls made him stand up, and they sang a cute Happy Birthday song to him..
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I have mailed my final payment to my surgeon.
Now I am preparing for the "kiss my cock goodbye" party this Saturday, July 21st.
Then it's off to Montreal on August 16th.
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Montreal, here I come, 4 and 1/2 weeks away.
49 years of being miserable, and 5 years of being happy and true to myself, and what a wonderful 5 years it has been.
I lived 49 years trying to be good to everyone but the one person that truly matters - myself. It was time that I support HER, even if no-one else does. After all, I'm the ONLY one I know for a fact will be with me until my final day.
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KISS MY COCK GOODBYE party - Funky Skunk Nightclub - July 21st, 9pm - Warren, Ohio. Later at the hotel, I plan to be sucking cock, getting fucked, eating pussy, etc., etc., etc.
I got fucked good at work today. I ended up with a load of cum down my throat.
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So my final payment to the surgeon is in customs, let's see how long it takes to get through customs this time. I will be packing the suitcase tonight to head to warren friday after work. Then it's eating pussy, sucking cock, getting fucked, and drinking cum time this weekend.
Dildos, electric wand and paddles, oh my.
cum one, cum all, cum fuck a tgirl saturday night.
Okay, so I am making the list of what to bring to the party this weekend, Have i forgotten anything? hmm, where'd those handcuffs go to?
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Nipple clamps
Electric wand with extension cord.
Pink Slut Collar
7 inch heels
negligees
Lube and condoms.
Dildos, vibrators
Paddles
My "made for the party" tshirt
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One month left until surgery. The surgeon received my final payment today.
A dream 54 years in the making, about to come true.
I am in Warren tonight, ready for the party tomorrow.
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I am in warren, at the Comfort Inn Hotel. Going to relax for a bit, then take a shower, and later get ready for the party tonight.
This girl is ready to kiss, suck cock, suck titties, eat pussy, eat cum, get fucked, be peed on, get facials. (and not necessarily in that order).
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Thank you to everyone that showed up last night. It meant a lot to me to have you there.
Rob's mom got me a cute top and a cute skirt, that was nice of her. I am back in Columbus now, I missed saying goodbye to a couple of people last night and this morning. Hopefully, I'll see them post-op, if not before. I am tired and will be going to bed early tonight.
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Now that I will have some money again with my next paycheck on the 30th, I need to get to work on getting the stuff that I will need post-op when I am back home. I also need to get a medical power of attorney signed. I will have a busy four weeks coming up.
I was going to be in Mentor,Ohio this week, but I simply don't have the money to make the trip right now. I am s little low on money after making my last payment to the surgeon, so Mentor will have to wait until the 30th.
It looks like right now I will be in Mentor the first week of August and in Milwaukee the second week of August. Then it is off to Montreal on the 16th of August.
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In 25 days I will be heading to Montreal for surgery. The last 5 years have flown by. I went from just starting to acknowledge my true self in 2007 to now preparing for gender surgery in just four weeks.
I have met many wonderful people and I cherish each and every one of you. Many of you have been key players in supporting me.
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I sucked cock and got fucked at work today, and I got peed on too. Tonight, I put on a pink top and my daisy duke shorts and went for a walk around the neighborhood. Now I am reviewing some things for my surgery.
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Okay, let's see, describe your last sexual experience using a movie title.
I think three come to mind:
Jaws
Rear Window
Shower
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This is my last week on hormones.
I am going to head to mentor Monday, will probably leave Columbus about 6 pm
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Okay, so, my website got corrupted and had to be restored, so I think it is all here, but not sure. I hope so
Anyway, I am no longer on hormones until after surgery per the doctor's orders.
I am in mentor for a couple of days.
Checklist update for surgery
Surgery scheduled - done
Surgery paid - done !!!
Bed and Breakfast in Montreal-confirmed, deposit paid, rest will be paid in August.
Directions to Bed and Breakfast, hospital, after care facility - done
Board dogs while in hospital-victim, er, I mean volunteer found.
Arrange travel to Montreal - done, we're driving.
Three weeks before surgery - stop taking hormones, also avoid Advil and Aspirin-DONE !
NO alcohol one week before my surgery.
Cash for Montreal, shopping, eating, etc. - we'll take care of this with the 8/15 paycheck.
Buy/bring items for the hospital and after care stay, mirror, sanitary pads, magazines, etc. - I have a few of these already, I will take care of the rest on 8/15
Put mail on hold - to do for 2nd week of August
Buy items for return home, but 15 tubes of Ky Jelly? really?, well okay, I can see the look on the clerks face now as we buy 15 tubes of KY Jelly..--I have a few items already, I still need to buy a couple more
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Thanks to Michelle, I have a bunch of pics of me from the last few years, including a few action shots which I will be uploading to this website.
After going through hell the last few days with my web hosting company, is this a coincidence or what? Mere minutes after I wanted to talk to a manager and threatened to take my website business elsewhere , all of a sudden the company has now fixed my website access, my website publishing software and everything else seems to be working fine now. I'm going to keep a close eye on my website for the next few days to make sure there isn't something royally fucked up here, but we will see, so far it appears to be working.
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Two weeks from today, I will arrive in Montreal. I plan to have a couple of days of sightseeing, etc before I head to the hospital on the evening of the 19th.
Okay, this is a clear case of false advertising - I turned on the tv, and the channel it was on was labeled XXX summer olympics. Hmm, I was expecting something different.
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I went to an art show in Columbus earlier today. I saw some art from a friend of mine. When I get some money again, then I want to buy one of her pieces. We also stopped at a couple of stores. I bought a necklace, and two bracelets, one of them is a PRIDE bracelet.
I am going to the drug store now to get some meds. I have not been feeling very well the last couple of days. I am not sure if it was something I ate, or if it's a side effect of coming off hormones, or maybe a combination of both, but I am not feeling all that great right now, headache, cramps, upset stomach, etc.
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I am hoping this headache goes away soon. Hoping the weather is decent for my drive to Milwaukee.
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My trip to Wisconsin went well. I met several of my friends while I was up there. This was my last trip to wisconsin before my surgery. One week from today, I will leave Columbus to start heading north.
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I got fucked today, and I ended up with a wet, gooey butt.
Monday, I will fax my work disability forms to my surgeon. (They are on vacation this week, said they would fill them out on Monday.). I am also going to buy the last few things I need for Montreal, and home care afterwards. I'm going to do some house cleaning this week too since I know I won't feel like doing it when I get back to Ohio after surgery.
I am going to take some "before and after" pictures. Some pics of my current clitty, and some pics of my new pussy when I get it.
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Today I will go buy a few more things that I need for post op care at home. We also might go shoot guns later today too. I also want to see Ice Age 4. Nine days left until I have a new pussy.
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5 days until I head to Montreal, and 8 days until surgery. I think we might go shoot guns today.
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So, the XXX Summer Olympics are over now. Personally I think I could have done a much better job organizing the games for the XXX Olympics. I am thinking such events as gang bangs, how many guys can you take a facial from, how much pee can you drink, how much cock can you suck, how many guys can you get fucked by in an evening, how much pussy can you eat, etc.
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One week from today I will be having surgery. This is my last week for getting fucked for awhile. Starting next Monday, it will be blowjobs only for three months until I am sufficiently healed.
It has been a wonderful journey the last five years. I have met many wonderful people. The best feeling is finally being comfortable in my own skin.
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I am packing for Canada. Tomorrow night, I will head to Warren, spend the night there, then it is off to Canada on Friday.
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I am in Lordstown, Ohio right now. I will spend the night here, then head off to Montreal on Friday. I am going out later this afternoon and get some more things I need for after care. My good friend Betty is watching the dogs for us, a big thank you for her.
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Today was my last day at work until September 17th. It is 9:30 p.m. now, and I just got back from getting the last few things I need for after care when I get back home. Right now it looks like I will be back home on the 29th or 30th. I am very tired and going to bed. I think we are going to leave for Montreal about 7:30 a.mm.
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We are staying here:
http://www.gitedumarigot.com/anglais/home.htm
I think it finally hit me today that this is actually going to happen. I started crying tears of joy on the way up here.
We had no issues getting through customs, the trip up went well.
Tired and going to bed.
Good night all,
Love,
Bobbie Jo
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I discovered that windy conditions and sundresses don't mix real well. I think I flashed half of Montreal while we were out today. SURPRISE !
I am having a BLAST in Montreal. We walked around town this morning, took some pics, took the subway, did some shopping. We're back at the hotel, relaxing for a bit, then go clubbing later tonight. I just have to remember, no alcohol tonight, virgin drinks only.
I am thinking that me and my sister Jenn need to come to Montreal next year, shopping and enjoying ourselves, maybe in 2013 after I am all healed.
Tomorrow is "evil drink day" starting at 4pm. I will be admitted into the hospital at 7pm tomorrow night.
Surgery is scheduled for Monday. I will find out whether we are doing it Monday morning or afternoon during consultation early Monday morning.
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Today is evil drink day. I think we are going into Montreal for a little while, maybe see the gay parade at 1pm. Then I have to be back at the bed and breakfast by 4pm for "evil drink day". Sorry guys, no more pussy for a little while. It's blowjobs and handjobs only for the next 3 months.
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Another girl arrived late last night, her surgery is scheduled for Monday also. We invited her to Pride Parade in Montreal today and the three of us had a great time. We didn't get to see all of the parade, but some of it. We had to leave early to get back to the hotel in time for the "4pm evil drink". This is most likely my last post for a bit. The next time you hear from me I will be a POST-OP girl. I am going to jump in the shower, shave my legs and then get ready for the hospital. Bye all.
Love
Bobbie Jo
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I am now a post op girl. I met with the doctor at 10:30 a.m. this morning, WHAT A HUNK. Dr. Brassard is quite the charmer and dang good looking too.
I went into surgery after having a little question and answer discussion with Dr. Brassard. I remember them putting the IV in, then I was out. I woke up at 1:30 and they were just cleaning me up in the operating room. Then it was off to the recovery room where I was there for an hour.
They moved me back into the room that I am sharing with Kate (she had her surgery 3 hours before mine). I was in the room by 2:30pm.
Food tonight consisted of a couple of crackers and water.
At 10pm I received some anti-inflammatory medicine and a minute later I vomited them back up.
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At 5:30 a.m. they removed my leg massage wraps, good, those things were a pain.
My hunk of a surgeon stopped by the morning to say hi. I think I am in lust. Good looks, good personality, wonderful smile.
They tried to get me to do my first lap around the nurses station at 10 this morning. I got about 15 feet, said, okay I am doing good so far to the nurse, and 10 seconds later, I blacked out and fell to the floor. I also threw up some as well. They picked me up, put me in a wheelchair, and put cold compresses on me for about 15 minutes. Then they put me back in my room and back to bed, and gave me some stuff to help with the nausea..
I ate lunch and was feeling better afterwards, so they tried a lap around the nursing station at 3pm and I did much better, made it all the way around by myself.
I ate supper at 5pm, and about 8pm, I wanted to try walking again. They said okay, let's do 2 laps this time. I did both laps okay, and was feeling well enough that I actually did three laps.
They just came in a bit ago and said that tomorrow I would be transferred out of the hospital and moved into their after care facility.
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It looks like I will be getting out of the hospital at 9:30 this morning, then it is off to the after care facility for several days. Breakfast was yummy, and my handsome doctor stopped in again this morning to check on me. Can I take him home with me?
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It looks like today is my last day of "relaxation" The dressing comes out friday, the stent comes out saturday, sitz baths and 4-5 times a day dilation also start saturday, and then sunday the catheter comes out.
I can see the nurse now, no no BobbieJo, you aren't supposed to dilate 12 times a day, give it a rest dear.
The good news, I am feeling better each and every day. I may try for a walk outside today.
The only thing I will say about the pain is that to me, it felt like I got a bad sunburn down there, sort of like a light burning sensation, but for me the pain has been fairly manageable. It hasn't bothered me very much. I will be happy when the stent comes out.
Love
Bobbie Jo
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I am doing well, was up and moving around, put on street clothes for the first time today
I went over to the hospital, saw some newly post-op girls, said Hi, they will be over here at the residence tomorrow.
Currently we have 4 girls here at the after care residence, will be getting two more tomorrow.
Bobbie Jo
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I was able to take a shower today. yea !!!! that felt so good. My first shower since Monday, so yea, I was a bit "ripe". The nurse also took the dressing off too. I got my first look at my new pussy, it's looking good. I am swollen and bruised, but that will go down quickly.
Tomorrow I lose the stent (thank goodness), and start dilation and then Sunday the catheter comes out.
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I can truly say that this is indeed a place "where butterflies grow".
Asclepiade, Where Butterflies Grow
I woke up at 5am crying this morning, no, not from anything bad, but from incredible joy.
I have had such a wonderful journey the last 5 years. I have a wonderful family, my sister , my mom, and my brother.
I have many close friends who have been with me through each phase of this journey and they have seen me blossom and fulfill my dream, a dream 54 years in the making. i have also made many new friends along the way.
My coworkers have been wonderful, and I have gotten closer to many of them during the last 5 years.
The staff at the hospital here and at the after care facility are AMAZING. Dr. Brassard is a wonderful surgeon, and he is a HUNK too. I want to take him back to Columbus with me, but his wife and my boyfriend might complain, so I guess I better not.
I can not possibly say enough good things about the people here at the hospital and the recovery center. I don't know all of you by name, but regardless, you are all angels and are the kindest people I have ever met. Thank you.
People comment about my journey on my website blog, my facebook page, and my yahoo group. I never imagined in my wildest dreams that I would get this kind of support.
I never knew how many other people there were like me in the world, now it seems like they are coming out of the woodwork.
I thank each and every one of you from the bottom of my heart. I am truly blessed.
With each step we take, the journey gets easier. If you look at the whole journey, it can at times seem overwhelming, but if you take it one step at a time, pretty soon you will be amazed at how far you have come.
Today I get the stent out and I am taking a picture of that puppy. I also start dilation too.
We have had several post op girls stop by this week to say Hi. One had her surgery a year ago, another 3 years ago now.
We now have six girls recovering at the residence (myself included).
My roommate heard me crying this morning, and she asked if I was okay. I said yes, I am good, these are tears of joy.
All my Love,
Bobbie Jo
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My best night of sleep so far. I went to bed at 11 pm, and didn't wake up until almost 7:30 this morning. My catheter came out this morning too, so now I get to pee like a big girl. Time for a quick rest and my shower, then it's start the daily routine, dilation, sitz bath, douche,, etc, etc. repeat.
Now I am ready for the swelling and bruising to go down. My dilations are going well so far, it looks like I have a depth of around 6 inches. I am still learning to aim my pee stream, that is a little different now.I have given myself a golden shower without even trying.
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It's been one week since my surgery.
At 2:30 pm last Monday, I was being moved out of the recovery room back into my hospital room.
I am doing well, feeling great.
PMy boyfriend Rob and I went for a walk earlier.
My handsome doctor stopped over earlier (what a HUNK).
He wanted to make sure we were all doing good.
When he stopped in, I was undressed, he saw me and went back out and closed the door. I told him to come back in, said nothing to be shy about, this piece of artwork is all because of you.
He looked at this handiwork, said that I am healing good so far, everything is looking wonderful.
In two days I will leave this wonderful place. I've already connected through facebook with a couple of the other girls that are here. We are talking about possibly a get together next year.
Here is a link to the pic of the handsome hunk (also known as a great human being and my wonderful doctor).
http://www.drbrassard.com/dr-brassard-en.php
Tomorrow is my last full day here. I will leave the after care facility Wednesday morning. I have made new friends, and have met so many wonderful people during my time here in Montreal.
Love,
Bobbie Jo
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Today is my last full day at the recovery center. I am doing well, everything is going just wonderfully. The nurse came in today, gave me some final instructions for going home.Jenn (another post-op girl) and I took a walk a little bit ago in the park next door.We had two butterflies leave here today. The food here has been delicious, and I can not possibly say enough good things about the wonderful people here.
the bruising is already starting to disappear, and my new pussy looks wonderful
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I am now out of the after care facility. I am back at the bed and breakfast for a day or two. It looks like we will leave Montreal Friday morning and head to Ohio. We may go back over to the after care facility later today (after supper), and watch a movie with the two girls still there. They will leave Friday morning and a new group of girls will come in.
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Today is my last day in Montreal. Tomorrow morning we will head for home in Columbus, Ohio. I am healing well, the bruising is almost gone. I still have a little bit of swelling. My dilations are going well so far. I will miss the wonderful people here.
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Long drive. but finally In Ohio,(warren). at Rob's mom house, I am going to do a dilation, then it is bedtime. Tomorrow I will get back on my regular dilation schedule.
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we got in at about midnight, at my boyfriend's parents house. we are going to rest here for a day or so before driving the other three hours to columbus.
Once I feel up to it, I do have to work on getting my birth certificate and drivers license corrected as well as renewing my passport (which expires in january)
yesterday I had on 2 inch heels, still a little wobbly on my feet, so not wearing 7 inch heels right now until I heal a little more. I drove for about 4 hours yesterday and was feeling okay
let's see, at the customs crossing, do you have anything new to declare? Why yes, I have this 18,000 new pussy, does this count? (lifts up dress). Okay, I didn't really do that, but I thought about it.
I do need to get out and do some shopping. I still am a little sore, but otherwise am doing very well.
Bobbie Jo
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Today we will take off for Columbus. Betty has been watching the puppies for us and taking care of the house and I greatly appreciate that. I will have to be careful of the little one wanting to jump in my lap when we get home.
I am recovering well so far.I never experienced much pain. I will probably take a pain pill before the ride today, but otherwise am doing well.
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I got 2 wonderful care packages last night when i got home to columbus. One from my good friend Cassie, and one from Geoff. Thank you both so much, it means the world to me to have such wonderful people by my side.
I gave a blowjob today and drank some nice tasty cum. I can't stay on my knees quite as much before since I am still sore, tender and a little swollen, but I can still suck cock like a pro.
I am going to make an appt. with the doctor, call her tomorrow, to check out my new part, and adjust my hormones as well.
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I received a notice in the mail that I have been approved for short term disability at work though October 12th.
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I sucked cock yesterday morning and this morning too, drank cum both times. Yummy. I have an appointment with my doctor tomorrow just to make sure that everything is still looking good, and to discuss my hormone levels as well.
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I am going to the doctor this afternoon fior a checkup. I feel a little swollen down there. My dilatiors don't seem to be going in as far as they should, especially in the morning. I know it's normal to be tighter in the morning, they told me that already. I guess mainly I am going in to make sure that everything is still looking good down there, and tio discuss my hormone levels as well.
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I had a doctor appointment today with my regular doctor, to do a follow up from my surgery.
She said everything was looking good down there, she said the surgeon did a wonderful job.
She took out one of the stitches to make it easier to keep everything clean.
She changed my meds some as well, no longer on spiro now as I have nothing producing that anymore, and she cut my estrogen from 6mg a day down to 4 mg a day. She also put me on progesterone for breast development.
I am feeling great, went for a walk around the neighborhood earlier.
Bobbie Jo
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I am crying tonight, tears of joy, I am finally whole, 54 years young.
Thank you Dr. Brassard, Dr. Belanger, and your wonderful staff. You are a very special group of people.
I can never repay you for the happiness that you have given me.
Thank you.
Bobbie Jo
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My pussy is like a timex watch, it takes a licking and keeps on ticking.
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I discovered that perhaps I shouldn't try and do too much right away. I was doing a couple of household chores earlier, and then went to go get the mail. On my way back from the mailbox, I about passed out and almost fell to the ground. I had to lean against the car to steady myself.
As one girl in Montreal said, when you think you can do everything again, wait two weeks.
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I created page "GRS in Montreal" and added my first Montreal pic. I will add more soon.
My bruising is all gone now, my pussy is doing well, still a little tender, but not bad.
I have more good news today - I got my paperwork today from the surgeon. Now I can work on getting my legal documentation corrected, birth certificate, drivers license and passport.
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I gave a blowjob and drank cum today. I was also walking around outside in a dress, with no panties on, good thing it wasn't too windy.
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I contacted an attorney's office in Baltimore, Maryland today about getting the name and gender on my birth certificate changed. The attorney was out, but his secretary said she would have him contact me tomorrow morning.
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As soon as I get to feeling better, I think it will be time for a trip to an adult theater I know, so I can suck lots of cock, and get lots of nice, creamy cum down my throat, and all over my face.
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{cke_protected}{C}%3C!%2D%2D%20BOF%3A%20.%2Fpersonal-templates%2Fsimple%2Fgeneric%2Fparagraphs%2Fstyle.1%20%2D%2D%3ESept 13th

IRRITATED. Okay, I'm firmly beginning to believe that no one on this planet has a fucking clue what needs to happen in order to change a birth certificate.
The attorney that contacted me this morning was completely useless, telling me it can't be done when I know damn good and well that it can be.
Tonight, I was given the name of someone from a trans group in maryland, we will see if I have any luck with her tomorrow. Once I get this process down, then I am going to document it for other girls so they don't have to go through this living hell.
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I am getting packed. I will stop by and say hi at the Warren GNO tomorrow night. No 7 inch heels this time or tight stripper outfits. I'm still a little tender, so it will be a dress, maybe no panties, who knows.
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{cke_protected}{C}%3C!%2D%2D%20BOF%3A%20.%2Fpersonal-templates%2Fsimple%2Fgeneric%2Fparagraphs%2Fstyle.1%20%2D%2D%3ESept 16th

I went to a festival in lordstown yesterday, and then go Girls Night out last night. I didn't stay a huge amount of time at the GNO, mainly said hi and chatted with a few people. I was a bit sore after walking around the festival, and I had to go lay down in the car for awhile. The fireworks were nice. I also had a nice time at the gno, even if I wasn't up to staying to very long. I had on a cute dress and 2 inch heels. Soon I hope to be steady enough on my feet to be wearing 5 inch heels, maybe for the October GNO. I think in October, I am going to get my hair, makeup and nails done.
My dilations are going well. I notice I don't have quite as much depth as I did right after surgery, but I'm close to it. I also still have some swelling and am a little tender down there. I will be happy when my pubic bone pain goes away.
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{cke_protected}{C}%3C!%2D%2D%20BOF%3A%20.%2Fpersonal-templates%2Fsimple%2Fgeneric%2Fparagraphs%2Fstyle.1%20%2D%2D%3ESept 17th

In two weeks, I will be changing my dilation schedule. Instead of using 2 dilators for 4 times a day, 20 minutes each time, I will be using 3 dilators for 3 times a day for 30 minutes each time. I am still looking at giant dilator #4 and thinking to myself, and this is supposed to go where?
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{cke_protected}{C}%3C!%2D%2D%20BOF%3A%20.%2Fpersonal-templates%2Fsimple%2Fgeneric%2Fparagraphs%2Fstyle.1%20%2D%2D%3ESept 18th

My recovery is going fairy well thus far. I should be back on my feet, oops, correction, I should be down on my knees in no time.
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{cke_protected}{C}%3C!%2D%2D%20BOF%3A%20.%2Fpersonal-templates%2Fsimple%2Fgeneric%2Fparagraphs%2Fstyle.1%20%2D%2D%3ESept 19th

I added some new pics to my yahoo group - new photo album - GRS in Montreal. I will be adding some pics to my GRS in Montreal page on this website too.
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It was one month ago today that I was in my room in the hospital. I still had my "feminine boy part" then. At around 10:15, they came to get me and they took me upstairs in the elevator. I met with my handsome doctor for a few minutes, then it was off to the operating room. I remember them prepping my hand for the IV, as I was on the operating table. That's the last thing I remember until I woke up in the operating room as they were just finishing up. It was 1:30, and I was post-op !! ....something I never thought I would be able to say. I was moved into the recovery room for another hour. At 2:30 that afternoon, I was back in my room.
Initially I still had a sensation of the "other part" being there, but I knew in my heart that wasn't the case. My physical body finally matched my gender thanks to Dr. Brassard, Dr. Belanger, and their wonderful staff.
I was very lucky, I never had a whole lot of pain. I remember how good the first shower felt, the best shower of my life. The worst thing for me was that stent being inside of me. That would be in place until the 25th when it would come out, and I would start dilation. Once the stent came out I felt 100% better.
I remember our first dinner together when none of the girls were sitting down on the chairs, we all had them with the back facing the table, we were kneeling on the chairs, and eating over the top of the chair. After our stents came out, we were able to actually sit down on the chairs. We should have taken a "before and after" picture of us eating at the table.
I had such a wonderful time in Montreal. Even though I had just undergone major surgery, the feeling of finally being complete and in the right body, in addition to the wonderful staff and the other girls I met there easily made it one of the best experiences of my life.
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I sucked cock this afternoon and drank some nice tasty cum down my throat. Yummy !!!!
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I want to see a movie this weekend, I am thinking expendables 2, the house at the end of the street, The dark knight rises, men in black 3, or ice age 4.
We are going to a comedy club tonight to see Jim Norton.
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I just got back from seeing comedian Jim Norton tonight and I had a great time, I loved his act.
I wore one of my new dresses, a cute red one, white 2 inch heels, and I painted my nails a nice shade of blue.
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I went shooting today with my pink 22. Later I went to see the movie Expendables 2 and I liked it.
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{cke_protected}{C}%3C!%2D%2D%20BOF%3A%20.%2Fpersonal-templates%2Fsimple%2Fgeneric%2Fparagraphs%2Fstyle.1%20%2D%2D%3ESept 24th

Tomorrow I start a new dilation schedule. I go from dilating 4 times a day to 3 times a day, and I add dilator #3 tomorrow.
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I tried a dilation with dilator #3 tonight. I am still in one piece, so that is good news.
Tomorrow I start the regular schedule with dilators #1,#2, and #3 for two months.
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{cke_protected}{C}%3C!%2D%2D%20BOF%3A%20.%2Fpersonal-templates%2Fsimple%2Fgeneric%2Fparagraphs%2Fstyle.1%20%2D%2D%3ESept 25th

I started my new routine of dilating with dilators #1, #2 and #3. I am dilating three times a day now instead of four times a day. I will keep up this schedule for 2 months before I add dilator #4 (correctly nicknamed the terminator, or as some people call it King Kong).
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Happy Birthday Sasha. I have one wish for you, that you grow up healthy, full of life, and respecting all people, and please don't become a hate filled bigot like your mother. Good luck to you.
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I am fighting a cold and I think it is winning.
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{cke_protected}{C}%3C!%2D%2D%20BOF%3A%20.%2Fpersonal-templates%2Fsimple%2Fgeneric%2Fparagraphs%2Fstyle.1%20%2D%2D%3ESept 27th

My breasts feel bigger today.
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{cke_protected}{C}%3C!%2D%2D%20BOF%3A%20.%2Fpersonal-templates%2Fsimple%2Fgeneric%2Fparagraphs%2Fstyle.1%20%2D%2D%3EOctober 1st

I am continuing with my dilations which are going well. Two weeks from today I start back to work. We did a little shopping this weekend and I bought a couple of dresses. Saturday, we were at Gary's shooting guns, watching football and partying. There was me and another girl there, and 5 guys, decent odds. This week, I am working on getting my passport straightened out and contacting the lawyer about my birth certificate.
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{cke_protected}{C}%3C!%2D%2D%20BOF%3A%20.%2Fpersonal-templates%2Fsimple%2Fgeneric%2Fparagraphs%2Fstyle.1%20%2D%2D%3EOctober 2nd

Happy Birthday Michelle.
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Okay, so I have an appointment on October 9th with a lawyer to discuss changing my maryland birth certificate.
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Michelle stopped in last night to say Hi, and spent the night.
Today I went on my first bike ride since my surgery.I didn't go too far, basically just far enough to get used to riding the bike again. We'll see how I feel tomorrow. My dilations are going well, and I am feeling good.
If I can find someone who can figure out what is wrong with my car, and fix it, then hopefully I can make it to Mentor soon.
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I need my pussy licked and sucked. Any volunteers?
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Hmmm, I sucked cock and drank cum today, YUMMY !!!
I have a bunch of pics to upload to my website, but I need to have my picture software which is on my computer in cleveland.
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I made chocolate chip cookies today, yummy. later, I went to see the movie Taken 2.
On Monday the 15th, I go back to work. This Tuesday I will be having a conference call with an attorney in Maryland about getting my birth certificate corrected.
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Perhaps I should move out of the backwards state of Ohio. Seriously, I am thinking all politicians and all state legislators should be executed. Okay, so talked to the attorney today about getting my birth certificate corrected. She said normally you would get a court order in the state where you reside and then send it to Maryland vital records, however since Ohio is a backwards state, Ohio doesn't allow the birth certificate to be changed, so they probably won't do the court order. Now, Virginia has a statement in their law that allows for an out of state resident to come to Virginia to get that done, maryland is missing that provision in their law. So, she is going to do some research on this issue, she said she is certainly willing to try either way. What group of idiots in Ohio do we need to execute in order to fix this issue?
So, what I am gathering here is that our "fine system of justice" once again makes people break the law in order to do something that should be simple, and then government goons wonder why no one has respect for the law anymore.
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Okay, well, Christy stopped by last night to say hi, and that was nice. Next time we can do some makeup, get all dolled up, and maybe go out.
I am looking forward to the halloween party at the end of the month !!!!! Now, what do I go as? I wore a dominatrix outfit in 2010, my sexy Mrs. Claus outfit in 2011. Hmmm, I could go as a sweet innocent virgin this year, the virgin part will certainly be correct.
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I shaved my pussy today, the first time I shaved the pubic hair around my new pussy. This weekend I am going to see a comedian in town. I start back to work on Monday the 15th. On the 20th, I will be in warren, Ohio. On the 27th, I will be in Detroit Michigan at a Halloween party. Now what color should I paint my nails, silver, blue or red ?
I am also hoping to get my car on the 20th, so that I can spend some time in the cleveland area soon. I am feeling fine to drive, so no issues there. On the 20th I will also be adding several of my pics from Montreal, as well as post surgery pics to my website.
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{cke_protected}{C}%3C!%2D%2D%20BOF%3A%20.%2Fpersonal-templates%2Fsimple%2Fgeneric%2Fparagraphs%2Fstyle.1%20%2D%2D%3EOctober 12th
Warning boys, watch out for this cougar.
So it appears that tomorrow, October 13th is NO BRA DAY. Well, never let it be said that I don't celebrate holidays. I will do my part.
I got some good news on the birth certificate front. I may have to make a run into Maryland, but looks like I can get this birth certificate corrected to have my correct name and correct gender.
In other news, I went to a casino today, my first time ever. The first 2 times I played the slot machine,. I won both times, not a huge amount, but I actually came out ahead.
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I have been sick and in bed all day. It is 10:30 pm, and finally I was able to eat something an hour ago and it has not come back up yet. I hope to feel a lot better tomorrow.
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I am feeling 100% better today. I think we're going halloween costume shopping.
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I went and bought a halloween costume today, I am ready for Nina and Donna's party at the end of the month.Tomorrow I go back to work, for the first time in two months.
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First day back to work today, we will see how I do.
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My first day back to work went well. In other news, I should be having some more action pics on this site soon.
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I have been chatting with a girl via facebook who is in Montreal, and going into the hospital tonight. Her surgery is scheduled for tomorrow. I wish her all the best and will be thinking of her tonight and tomorrow. It brought back memories of my visit there in August, easily one of the happiest times of my life.
In other news, I am getting my hair and makeup done on the 27th, and then it is off to Nina and Donna's party that night. I expect to have a wild time and should have more racy pictures of me involved in sexual activities from that night.
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Yes, I have post surgery pics and pics from my trip to Montreal. The problem is my car has been dead lately, and my pic editing software is on my pc up in mentor, which I have been unable to get to because of dead car. I can't upload the original picture size because it exceeds the size that the web publishing software will allow.So I have to shrink it, well, that "shrink the pic size" software is on my pc in Mentor.
I will be in mentor this saturday morning, and will be uploading a few new pics then. I will also have some more pics taken the end of the month which will be uploaded as well, and those pics should be of me in action, eating pussy, sucking cock, etc.
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Just a friendly reminder, the earth ends in 65 days. I think I am going to do some sexually depraved act to celebrate the end of the world, who wants to join me ?
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I am packing for warren this weekend. I have my halloween costume packed. I will be in mentor saturday morning and have a torture treatment, then saturday afternoon / evening I will go to warren for Girls Night Out.
I am also hoping to get my car fixed this weekend so I can start traveling again. My dilations are going well, and the new pussy looks wonderful. I am also hoping to get a few more pics uploaded to my website this weekend.
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Two months post-op today.
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I didn't make it to GNO last night. I will be going to Detroit for a halloween party this coming weekend, naked women, cock to suck, spankings, violet wand, and a St. Andrews cross for this weekend. I am hopeful that we can get my car back to Columbus today. I am tired of not having a car.
"whips and paddles and chains, oh my. whips and paddles and chains, oh my".
I think I also need to get on webcam this week and show off my new pussy.
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Irritated, I still have no car. Now something else is broken on the camaro in addition to the other problem. I am beginning to think I should just get rid of the camaro and the caprice, and the house in Mentor too.
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Considering leaving town and becoming a hooker somewhere.I am fed up today and tired of stuff breaking. Now the heat in the house isn't working. Is there anything left on this planet that actually works ?
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Thank you Salah for giving me some ideas of what could be wrong with the car. I will try those and see how they do. In other news. here is what I will be wearing for the halloween party this weekend (well, for a little while anyway).
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I am ready to party !!!! I hope to have some party pics on my website from this coming weekend. Depends how early we get back from Detroit on Sunday and if we're able to get my car to Columbus to be worked on. I am also going to try a couple of things that my friend Salah sent me on what might possibly be wrong with the car and how to fix it.
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Four weeks left of being a virgin.
Since I am off work Friday and Monday, I will be on webcam those two days if anyone wants to get a look at my new pussy.
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$780,000 huh? I think I should get my auction started today. Women auctions off her virginity
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I was on webcam tonight, doing dilations. I will be doing the same thing on Monday since I have the day off. I received several compliments on how nice my new pussy is looking.
I am now packing for my trip to detroit. I will be having a wild time at the halloween party tomorrow night. I hope to be sucking cock, eating pussy, getting my pussy eaten, and various other sexual activities. I have my halloween costume all packed and ready.
Right now, I am tentatively planning to be in Mentor, Ohio all next week.I will know for sure on Sunday.
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I am back in columbus this week. I had an awesome time at the halloween party last night. I went to the beauty parlor saturday morning, got my hair and makeup done, then it was off to detroit for the party. As I arrived at Donna and Nina's house, it was still early yet, we got there at 6, and the party didn't start until eight. I decided to do a dilation, so I got all my stuff, got naked, and laid down on the living room floor and dilated. I said hi to several early arriving guests as I was doing dilation. yes, just ignore the naked girl on the living room floor who is fucking herself with a dilator. Anyway, at the party, I sucked lots of cock, ate pussy, sucked Donna's titties. I got spanked, had the electric wand used on me. People loved my new pussy, and I had my pussy eaten out several times. I was the first one that was completely naked. My panties were hung up in the ceiling tiles, and I think I left those panties still hanging up there, oh well, I will get them next time. People took some pictures, so when I get those downloaded from them, I will upload them to my website. I know there are some action pics taken as well.
We tried to get back early, I was hoping to get my car this weekend. However, as we were preparing to leave Rob noticed a problem with the car tire. There was a nail sticking in the sidewall. So we had to stop to get that looked at, and as it turns out, it wasn't a simple repair, the tire had to be replaced. So, that delayed us getting out of the detroit area. Plus once on I75, we got stuck in traffic for about an hour, so there was no way we would have been able to get over to warren in order to get my car down to columbus. So, it looks like I won't get my car back until this coming weekend. This means that I won't be in the mentor area this week, but will be there the following week.
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In other news, I did a passport photo saturday morning, and will be mailing off my passport application on Tuesday morning to renew my passport since it expires in January..
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Pics of my halloween outfit have been uploaded to my yahoo group. They will be on this web page soon, as well as some "action" pics too.
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I am keeping everyone who was affected my Hurricane Sandy in my thoughts tonight. We were very lucky here, we had some rain, wind, and even some snow and ice pellets today, but other than that nothing major. No damage for us, electricity stayed on, etc. Many people aren't as lucky.
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Happy Halloween. I mailed off my passport application today for renewal. Hopefully I will get the new passport back before too long.
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My current plans are to head to Mentor next Tuesday afternoon. This is assuming of course that I don't have anymore car issues.
This is my last 3 weeks of being a virgin.
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I will be packing to head to warren tonight. I will pick up my car this weekend, hopefully have the freaking thing fixed early next week, then I will be off to Mentor.
I see that the passport office received my passport renewal application today, so let's see how long it takes them to get my new passport back to me. This time I should be able to get a 10 year passport like every other female on the planet.
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YEA, camaro is in columbus, just got home a few minutes ago. Tomorrow I am taking it to the mechanic to figure out why it won't lock properly and keeps running the battery down overnight.
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My camaro is in columbus and at the mechanic, I am hoping they can figure out what is going on with it. it runs perfectly when on the freeway, but it drains the battery overnight when sitting.
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I got a call from the mechanic today about my car, they think it might be the control module. they should know for sure by tomorrow.
yesterday afternoon I went in the casino and played a couple of penny slots. I walked in with $20 and walked out with $25. Always a good thing when you leave the casino with more money than you came in with
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Two weeks left of being a virgin.
My car is still at the mechanic, they think it might be a control module. I guess we will find out more tomorrow. Once my car gets fixed, I am planning a trip to mentor, so stay tuned for further updates.
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Still no car, geesh. They have it on the battery charger now, maybe I will find out more tomorrow.
It looks like I may possibly be in mentor next week, and may be in wisconsin in January. All of this is of course dependent upon my car being fixed.
I may be going to a tgirl party in Louisville tomorrow.
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YEA, progress on my car. !!! They found that it was the after market speaker system that was causing an electrical short, and draining the battery. They fixed that, fixed my headlight low/high beam switch, replaced a light that was out, and they are doing a final check on the security switch now. estimating somewhere around $350 dollars, so not absurd. I may have car back this weekend or Monday. I have a bad case of cabin fever and want to start driving my own car again.
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I had a fantastic time last night. We went to a tgirl bar and we met an adult TS model, Jonelle Brooks who was visiting the area from Florida. She is incredible. I got her email address, so we are going to try and hook up when we visit Florida in March.
She gave us a private dance last night, in the vip area, she stuck her cock in my face, I opened my mouth and engulfed her cock down my throat. I also sucked her titties too, and she is a great kisser as well.
Also, more good news, my car is fixed, and I will be making a trip to the cleveland area on monday. I should be in the cleveland area by monday evening.
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I will be heading to Mentor, Ohio later today.
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I am in mentor, Ohio.
I made several updates to my website today including adding some of my latest pics from halloween 2012. I think sometime soon I am going to do some cleanup and put some of the older pics in an "archives" section perhaps as thumbnails. I'll have to figure out how to do that.
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I have had a couple of fun days in Cleveland, I thought some people were going to stop in and say hi this week, but so far only one person has. Oh well.
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I will be heading to Warren, Ohio tomorrow and will spend the week there.
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I did a 7 minute dilation with the largest dilator, "Mr. Orange" tonight, got him almost all the way in too. Now, it's bikini time and off to the hot tub.
I am not really supposed to start the largest dilator until the 25th, but decided to give it a go a few days early. The 25th is also the first day I can officially get fucked too.
I will probably be stopping by Mentor this saturday or sunday for a little while before I head back to Columbus.
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Three months post-op today. Three months ago today, I had the surgery that would finally make my physical body match my gender.
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Happy Thanksgiving everyone. I hope everyone has a wonderful day.
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I have been dilating with dilator #4 the last couple of nights, and so far that is going relatively well.
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I am in Columbus for a week. I am not feeling very well, and have a bit of a cold. I am sure this is due to being called by work several nights the past week and not getting much sleep. If I am feeling better, I plan to be in mentor the first full week of December.
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I am feeling better and pretty much over my cold, so I am getting my plans together for next week.
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I will be heading to Mentor, Ohio on Monday. Okay, so now I get to do my passport stuff again because these government goon idiots said that they need my original copy of the doctor's letter, fine. I also can't use the renewal form I had initially sent in, they told me I have to use the application for a new passport. So, I get to do this bullshit again. I swear, I think we would all be better off if we simply got rid of the united states government. Let's harass american citizens, but hey, you want to come into this country illegally, no problem.
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3am was amusing. I heard two loud bangs which woke me up out of a sound sleep, it sounded like they came from downstairs, I thought someone was trying to break into the house. I grabbed the phone, and locked the bedroom door. I listened for anything else, but did not hear anything. My boyfriend got home shortly thereafter, and he looked at the doors, etc but didn't see where anyone had tried to break in. Time to sleep with the Sig by my side tonight..
I cleaned up some of the internet links on my website.
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Noise update - mystery solved. Now I know why there was a loud noise at 3am this morning. I went to do laundry, and upon opening the door to where the dryer and the washer are, we discovered that a rack had fallen off the shelf above the washer and dryer. This was the loud bang I heard, so no robbers, just a large rack that had fallen down and hit the washer, the dryer, and the door.
Passport update - I got a couple of calls from the National Passport Office in New hampshire. Apparently this letter I was senI from the passport office was a load of horseshit. (technical term). After them getting into a conference or whatever and then calling me back at 9pm, they finally decided that the only thing they needed is the original copy of the surgeon's letter. So, I will be mailing out the original copy of the doctor's letter tomorrow.
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9:33 pm. Okay, one more phone call, now we are changing our mind again. Now I have to go to the post office, do a new application, mail my old passport back, and the letter they sent me, plus the original copy of the doctors letter.
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I went out this morning and got an Ohio State ID with my correct address and correct female gender on it. I am hoping this should prevent anymore issues with my passport which I will mail off on Monday.
FYI, I will also be heading to the Mentor area on Monday.
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I will be heading to Mentor tonight.
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I am in Mentor for the rest of the week.
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I took my cat to the vet east of cleveland. She got her rabies shot, and she also needs some dental work. I will get the dental work done on her in January. I am in the cleveland area until Saturday morning.
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ONE MORE TIME. I mailed off my passport application today with all of the necessary paperwork, via overnight express delivery, so they should get it tomorrow. Let's see what happens now.
In other news, my dilations are going well, and I am self lubricating a decent amount too. Hmmm, a nice hard cock in my pussy.
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Okay, so for anyone who cares.
Assuming the weather cooperates,
I will be in "balmy" Milwaukee, Wisconsin from January 6th through the 12th.
I will be in Mentor, Ohio the next week, from January the 13th through the 19th.
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I am off to Cleveland in the morning. I am going to see comedian John caparulo satiurdy at 7pm, then it is off to Warren for the Girls Night out after that.
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I had a wonderful weekend. I got to see comedian John caparulo on saturday, then after that it was off to Girls Night out where I saw several fiends and had a wonderful time. I had on my 5 inch white platforms, and a cute dark pink dress. I even won a prize at GNO. Today we took Rob's mom out to dinner for her birthday, then we went christmas shopping, and I am now done with christmas shopping. Yea !!! Now I need to get all of this stuff mailed tomorrow.
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I think for christmas I should show up completely naked wrapped in a big red bow and nothing else.
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Exactly four months ago, I was in the operating room getting my new part. The last thing I remember was about 10:40 a.m. when they put the IV in me, and I woke up in the operating room as they were just finishing up at 1:30 pm. Then it was off to the recovery room for an hour.
It was the happiest day of my life.
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Still here, worst apocalypse ever.
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Well, now the morons at work may be changing my travel dates to Milwaukee, so that trip is up in the air right now. Life lesson #2, never let management get involved in any decision making, they always fuck it up.
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Yea, my 10 year passport arrived today. In a few days, I should get my original paperwork back.
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I hope everyone has a wonderful christmas and a happy new year. I will be heading to Warren, Ohio to ceberate christmas.
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I had a friend who got robbed, had money stolen out of her purse. I sent her a few dollars via paypal which should get her enough groceries for the next few days. I hope she has a merry christmas.She is in my thoughts. She was in Montreal having her surgery 2 months after me.
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Merry Christmas everyone. I hope everyone has a wonderful christmas. I received many wonderful gifts today, but the best christmas gift I received this year was on August 20th.
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Yea, snow, wonderful snow. I love snow. It is time to put the boots and gloves on and go play in the snow.
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Okay, so I will not be in Milwaukee in January.
new schedule is: Mentor, Ohio - January 21st until January 26th
Milwaukee, Wisconsin - February 6th until February 13th
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Okay, well, I just took a nice fall down the stairs. Let's not do that again anytime soon. Thankfully I don't think anything is broken, but my toes hurt a bit. No 7 inch heels tonight.
This is the second time this has happened in socks, hmmm, maybe my socks are out to get me.
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Allright !!!!! We are going to Gary's for a New years eve bash. me and a few horny guys, sounds like good odds.
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I will be shaving my legs tonight and painting my nails. I think I will paint them a nice silver glitter for the new years eve party tomorrow night. We're going to Gary's for new years eve, should be a load of fun.
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